SMOKING IS BAD FOR HEALTH! :x

This was me when i'm small :)

I'm tired..
Like forever :)
My finger hurts alot! :(

I don't know how much you love me,
But i know someone else express it better than you do.

I'm like feeling so damn down, but i've to act like i'm fine.
If i can choose again, I'll still choose to like you.
Life is unfair?
Yes it is.
Nothing in the world is fair...

I'm tired cause of unknown reason.

Maybe to you,
Those 2 words seems nothing.
But to me, it means everything.
From Nov 14 2007, till Dec 26 2007.
All that i've done is for nothing? O.O
Reply my message = waste of time?
Up to you..

My finger damn pain :(

I'm lazy to go around wishing people,
So those who come here will be wished by me!
Must be honoured yea? :D

Merry Christmas!
And A Happy New Year!

If Santa Claus will to grant me wishes,
I will wish....

1: For everyone to be happy! :)
2: Team to stay bonded! No quarrel!
3: (You know who) to (you know you know)!
4: My handphone! :(
5: Maureen to Cheer up!

I'm halfway done with my blog.
Lazy.
Any kind soul will be kind enough to help me finish it?

Going to De La Salle for "Training".
Instead of being train, i think its the opp.
It starts at 2.30pm.
And i've no idea what time it ends :)
Anyway, I can stay out late today.
Just that i got no where to go and no one to go with.

Ha, I'm bored..
Many many days didn't go out already.

Played maple, cause i got nothing better to do.
Was playing maple halfway yesterday,
My maid suddenly like kena possess.
Almost scared me to death.
Now i'm like damn scared of her..

PS: My blog is private yo!
Only 15 people can read..


[Edit]

Hello everyone!
My name is Maggie, My surname is Mee.
My full name is Maggie Mee Is Yummy.
You can call me Maggie or Mee or Maggie Mee!
Nice to meet you guys! :D

[/Edit]

I'm like living in this world for nothing.
All the things that i used to have, is all gone.

Why must i have such a mother.
Bill is just $50+, and she make a big fuss out of it.
Expect me to do 1 maths book and 1/2 of a new one.
I'm not a genius. You can't expect much from me.

The fever is killing me and still want me to do maths.
She said if i passed and promote to sec3 Express,
She won't transfer school for me.
But now? She said she is going to transfer for me.
You don't mean what you said, when you say you will do what you say.

Hate is a strong word, but still i wanna say.
I HATE YOU!

I want to go for the malaysia trip,
How i wish i could go.
But having such a heartless mum,
I couldn't go.
Why must i have such a mum? I rather you don't give birth to me.
Just that my bro is smart, and can produce good results.
Doesn't mean that i can too.

Sometimes i wonder why my mum can be so heartless?
Sometimes i wonder why would my mother treat me like that?
Maybe i'm pick from the rubbish dump?

FUCK OFF! I HATE YOU!

Training.
Jog the whole 1.8km, super tired can..
Plus only slept for like 3 hours? Can die...
But after that played dodgeball.
Super fun can!
Then train for awhile then briefing..
Super boring can, want to sleep..

I'm watching Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao.
Nice to watch okay.
Ep3 Part2.

Thats all for today, off to sleep soon! :)

Look look look at the time!
I'm still not tired.
High on msn! With fernanda and amanda.
I'm bored, i shall go offline and watch my television!

Gong Zu Xiao Mei, Ep11.

Ciaoz, i'll be back :D

I'm watching gong zu xiao mei now,
But i can't concentrate.
Millions of question going through my mind,
Very xin ku..
What can i do? I don't feel good, who can help me.
I'm sad, really very sad..
My heart is aching, thousands of needles poking through my heart.
Who can help me?

I don't want to feel the way i'm feeling right now.
I'm suffering, how i wish i could just die without thinking of anyone.
Why must my life be like this.
Nothing is fair, i mean Nothing!

I'm bored now.
Who wanna go out later?
Text or ring me.

I'm going to sleep soon.
I'm super tired,
And Jermaine is not saying a single word on the phone -.-

Its 3.30 and i'm still not sleeping! :D
Going to sleep soon!
I'm tired! *yawns*
After a hard day of training, and i'm gonna sleep till i'm happy :x
Hope so, but i don't think its possible.
I told fernanda to call me when she wake up,
Which i think is super early.

There's no training tomorrow and saturday, so cool! :D
Equals to can slack for 2 days!
HAHAHAHA! :)
And i've finished watching ISWAK,
And joan is like only at Ep 4?
I'm making her jealous! xD

A bonded team! <3


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MAUREEN IS LOVED! <3



Maureen says as long as i'm happy, she's happy!
I'll be happy! (:

9 more days to Malaysia's competition!
Jiayou! :D

----

Yuliah, i know you will read this.

Cheer up alright! He isn't worth of your tears.

No matter what happens, you still have me!

Strangers are better off (?)

They can never hurt you unless you bring them closer.

If he has hurt you, don't believe him again.

Or at least not blindly.

There's nothing called forever, forever is nothing.

Be strong!

Love never fails to hurt someone.

SMILE! :D

Anything can talk to me yea?

I didn't go for training again.
Was having fever -.-
38.8.

I don't feel good.
Sad.....
Don't ask why.
Maybe this just shows that i'm nothing to you.
NOTHING!!!!

I MUST BE STRONG!
I'LL GET OVER IT!
I'LL BE STRONG!
STRONG STRONG STRONG!!!!

Maybe its just your coldness to me,
That i decided to get over you.
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL!

-----
I think joan is crazy.

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence, :
M-A-I E-M-O L-A-H

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] Maybe somehow if you'll be more straight forward, we wouldn't be like this ❤ [/c] :
Didn't.

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Like real ah!

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] Maybe somehow if you'll be more straight forward, we wouldn't be like this ❤ [/c]:
:)

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Emo shit, yo

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] Maybe somehow if you'll be more straight forward, we wouldn't be like this ❤ [/c]:
Nope.

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Yesh.

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] Maybe somehow if you'll be more straight forward, we wouldn't be like this ❤ [/c]:
Nah

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Step not emo nia! hahahah

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] Maybe somehow if you'll be more straight forward, we wouldn't be like this ❤ [/c]:
No, not emo


[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Okay laaa, not emo k?

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] Maybe somehow if you'll be more straight forward, we wouldn't be like this ❤ [/c]:
Yeah.

----
She is really mad.

12/9/2007
9:34:07 PM

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
All I want for Christmas is you!

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you.}:
?

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
All I want for christmas is for you ;D

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you.}:
Uh huh, why?

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Is you la .

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you.}:
Orh

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Walaozh

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you. I'm not feeling good.}:
Like as if it will be me

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence, :
Will be lah!

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you. I'm not feeling good.} :
Haha.

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you. I'm not feeling good.} :
Won't la.

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence, :
WILLLL :@!

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you. I'm not feeling good.} :
Orh, okayokay.

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence, :
wl..............

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you. I'm not feeling good.}:
:D

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Walaoz ehz

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you. I'm not feeling good.} :
Huh?

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence, :
Walao ehz/

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you. I'm not feeling good.} :
Why?

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence, :
Make me sad only.

----

Lol sia she, must be very bored.

I don't know.
I really don't know.
I really really don't know.
I really really really don't know what should i do.

Who can tell me what should i do?
I'm not feeling good.
I'm not okay, so don't ask me.
Who understands how i feel?
I'm in pain, really very pain.
Why do love hurts so much?

If knew things will go this way,
I wouldn't have fallen into it.
If i've the chance to choose again,
I will not choose the same path.

No one knows how i feel.
Just that i didn't say out,
Doesn't mean that i'm fine.
I may look strong, but i'm not.

I dowan to care anymore, but i can't.
I'm seriously tired, tired of the tears.
Why must i tear, when the person don't even care.
I'm a weakling, a loser.

If only you will give a fucking damn about me.
I would be happier.
Even a show is more important than me.
Tell me what i mean to you.
NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
F off.

I'm bored!!

QUIZ.

List the top 5 presents you want for your birthday ;
1. YOU!
2. YOU!
3. YOU!
4. YOU!
5. YOU!

Answer the following questions ;

The person who tagged me is ;
-Jermaine.

Your relationship with her is ;
-Don't know.

Your impression of her ;
- An idiot.

The most memorable thing she did for you;
- Nothing i guess.

If she become your lover , you will ;
- Don't know lei.

If she become your lover , what does she need to improve ;
- More straight forward.

If she become your enemy , you will ;
- Say: " GO AWAY LA!"

If she become your enemy , the reason is ;
- SHE LOVE (YOU KNOW WHO)

Your overrall impression of her ;
- Still an idiot.

How do you think the people around think about her ;
- An idiot lor.

The character you love yourself ;
- Nothing.

On the contrary , the character you hate yourself is ;
- Everything.

The most ideal person you wanna be;
- No one.

For people who care and like you, say something to them? ;
- Thanks, i appreciate it! :D

Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel ;

1. CAROLYN KOH
2. YULIAH TAN
3. SHAHIRAH
4. IRENE TAN
5. RICHELLE
6. FELICIA TAN
7. ESTELLA BU
8. LEE ZHI HUI
9. LEE JIAN WEI
10. GOON SIU WAI

Who is No.6(FELICIA TAN) having a relationship with ?
- No one.

Is No.9{LEE JIAN WEI} a male or a female ?
- Its a him.

If no.7{ESTELLA BU} and No.10{GOON SIU WAI} together, would it be a good thing ?
- They don't even know each other.

What about No.5{RICHELLE} and No.8{LEE ZHI HUI}?
- Neither do they know each other.

What is No.2{YULIAH TAN} studying about ?
- She's a smartass.

What was the last time you chatted with No.3{SHAHIRAH} ?
- In the afternoon today.

What kind of music does No.8{LEE ZHI HUI} like ?
- What i like, she like it too! LOL!

Will you woo No.3{SHAHIRAH} ?
- Impossible!

What about No.7{ESTELLA BU}
- Lol, her team keep disturbing when we got nothing to do with each other.

Is No.4{IRENE TAN} single ?
- Yeah!

Whats the surname of No.5{RICHELLE} ?
- She said is Joy-Chia.

Whats the hobby of No.5{RICHELLE} ?
- Don't know? Volleyball maybe?

Do No.4{IRENE TAN} and No.9{ LEE JIAN WEI} get along well ?
- I think so.

Talk something casually about No.1{CAROLYN KOH}
- She likes saying COOL.

Have you ever tired developing feelings for No.8{LEE ZHI HUI}?
- No way!

Where does No.9{LEE JIAN WEI} lives ?
- My house. LOL! Okay no, Jurong East.

Are No.5{ RICHELLE} and No.1{CAROLYN KOH} Best friends ?
- I doubt so.

Does No.6{FELICIA TAN} likes No.2{YULIAH TAN} ?
- As a friend maybe?

How did you get to know No.2{YULIAH TAN}?
- She is my peng you. Classmates!

Does No.1{CAROLYN KOH} have any pets ?
- Nope.

IS No.7{ESTELLA BU} the most sexiest person in the world ?
- I'm cold.

Training was shit today.
Whole day fitness -.-
After training stayed back to watch match.
Talked with yanqi and shahirah.
No, should say hear them talk.

I don't say out my feelings, how i feel.
Cause i'll breakdown.
Better not.
At home alone better, no one knows.
Keep all my feelings inside, i'll soon collapse.
I don't know why, but jealousy kills.

I don't want to talk about it anymore,
I can't take it.
I'm weak, i'm a loser like what alex say.

I may seems strong, but i'm not.
I'm tired of the tears.
I guess give up is the best solution.
And thats the only way i can do.

So bye, and everything will go smooth....

Now that (you know who) is not attached, maybe you will like.
I don't know what will happen,
But if you will to fall in love with another person,
I'll wish you all the best.
I guess thats the only thing i can do.

No matters how much hurt is caused me,
I'll still face it with a smile(?)

I guess i'm not important to you,
As it seems to be.
Maybe things should just end here,
I can't take it anymore.
It'll be better for the both of us.

If the day should come that we have to part,
We just have to admit the fact and say Goodbye.

---

People says i'm pessimistic,
Say i always think negatively.
But thats what i am what.
Thinking negative, would make you feel better,
If things really do happen.
At least you expected the outcome.
It won't hurt you as much (?)

The fever's killing me.
Making me insane, idiot or what so ever...
38.5!~ Cool uh! :D

I don't know why it turn out this way,
Maybe we're not compatible,
Maybe what we need is fate.
Maybe the person you like isn't me.
Maybe it started out wrong in the first place.

If the person you like puts your friend/best friend pic as dp,
Will you feel good? Won't you feel jealous? Or even angry?
Maybe its just too overboard, that i can't take it anymore.

Maybe the one that you like in the first place isn't me,
It was her. But she has hers already.

You said you love her (you know who) a lot.
But just as a friend.
But who knows, maybe deep in your heart you love her as a lover.
That, no one knows. Only you yourself know it clearly.

You tell her everything, i can't stop.
You put her picture as dp, i can't stop.
You love her, i can't stop.
Tell me what should i do?
I really have no idea.
Maybe what i can do, is just let go.
And you'll have your freedom to like someone else,
Or even her.

Joan says i am a useless bum, and i think its true.
I'm good for nothing,
And some freeloader!

Played beach volleyball in the rain.
How cool..
Its fun okay, anyhow..
Think i'm having fever now!
COOOOOL!!
Played with water, haha.
Those type that came out from the floor.
Whatever you call it.
Hahah, damn fun..

Went to eat outside 7-eleven.
Yanqi's like a hungry ghost!
HAHAHA :D

Okay, i've no idea what the hell is going on.
Maybe what we need is time.
Maybe we won't go on any further.
Maybe we should end here.
Maybe i should let go.
Maybe i should carry on.

Tell me what should i do.
I won't know, if you don't say.
I'm tired of keep on guessing what you really feel.

Maybe i should just disappear from this world,
Then everything will be fine.
Go ahead on what you wanna do and move on without me.

If you think she (you know who) is irritating, or whatever.......
Think about your blog la, much more people can.
You said you care, did you even show it?
Did you even bother to?
I guess the answer is no.
At least to me, cause i don't feel it.

AIRPORT!

The view from plane!

























We used it okay! :D























Shasha's birthday!




























TAUPOK!



























TAUPOK TAUPOK TAUPOK! :D



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BACK FROM THAILAND!
After 5 long days...

Okay, the plane didn't crash and i'm back here.
Jermaine says i took submarine dere -.-

Had fun there, don't wanna come back.
Okay no, i miss my com!
There's so many things in singapore.
Would surely want to come back.

I'm tired and there's training tomorrow.
9-1.

I think i'm having fever now.
Sorethroat! No voice...


JERMAINE IS A PIG!
SHE LOVES TO SLEEP!
HAHAHAHAHA! :D


Pictures in the next post.

Last post before going for thailand.
Will not be posting for 5 days.

I promised i'll leave something nice plus loving for you,


JERMAINE!
Don't cry alright, 5 days very fast over de.
I may not be back, if the plane crashes.
Okay no, won't (:
Take care of yourself during this period alright!
I'll be back soon :D
I love you! :)))))))

Tuesday going bangkok le.
Excited? Maybe? Yes? No?

Hahah, Jermaine say she will miss me.
8.5 out of 10 :D
Happy happy! :)

There's training tomorrow :(
11-2.
Actually was 2-6.
But changed to 11-2.
If it's 2-6, before that can go hsh watch match.
But too bad, cannot.

I damn miss you la :(
Faster go home and online!
HAHAHA! :D

3 more days to BANGKOK!
Frankly speaking, i'm not excited.
I'll miss my com,
And of course JJ! :)

I don't wanna care anymore.
I don't want to fall any deeper.
I want to get out of this.
What the use of being brave?
Nothing helps.

Who am i to you? No one!
How important am i to you? Not important at all.
Do i mean anything to you? No, not at all.
Do you even care about me? Who the fuck give a damn about you.

You said all i cared about was how i feel,
Did you even think?
You didn't even bother to tell me,
Tell me how should i care?

You'll never know how much i love you.
NEVER!
Perhaps, you don't even care.

Sometimes i wonder,
Do i even mean something to you?
I guess i'll never know the answer.
I take it as a no.

Millions of questions running through my mind,
But what's the use of asking when i know you won't answer.

I'm tired, i'm always tired..

Didn't go hougang.
Jermaine msged me, then i chua tio.
Wake up reply her, went back to sleep.
Everytime she reply i chua tio lor.

Then she msg me ask me call her,
So wake up and call lor.
After that sleep for awhile,
Mum ask me if wanna go cut hair.
I said tomorrow after training then go.
Hahah, cause i'm lazy to go out now.

Okay, there's training tomorrow.
12-3.
Why is there always training,
I'm tired...

SCORPIO -The Gorgeous One (10/23-11/21)
; Loves being in long relationships.
; Li kes to give a good fight for what they want.
; Extremely outgoing.
; Loves to help people in times of need.
; Bestkisser.
; Good personality.
; Stubborn.
; A caring person.
; One of a kind.
; Gorgeous Smile.
; Not one to mess with.
; Are the most attractive people on earth!

I love freedom and i don't like being controlled.
So, don't control me.
I don't like people with attitude.
Though, i'm also but it depends.

My hand hurts and my leg too.
Who call me so dumb, go dive and save the ball.
Yesterday's training, then leg pain.
Today's training, hand pain.
Where will i injured in the next training?

Don't force me to say/do something i don't want to.
I'm stubborn! :D

After training, waited for coach to come.
Took the windbreaker and trackpants.
Super big can.

Early morning went to Temasek poly.
Tired can, but for the sake of ...........................

After that went to Tm walk walk.
About 2.45, trained to jurong.
Then bused to school for training! :(
Late lor, then shasha and i run -.-

Training was okay, dive for ball = pain.
All on the same leg, same place.
Super pain can, then no one got plaster.

After training went commonwealth,
Talk about MANY things.
Take note of the word many.

Thanks shahirah for the...
How you call it?.. Nevermind.
Just thanks! :D
I guess i'll just have to sort this all out.

Went bt batok inter,
Shahirah, shasha and me like idiot like that.
Shahirah no money take bus if she take mrt to choa chu kang.
Short of 10cents!
Then we wait for so long, at there who got 10cents can give.
HAHAHA!
Like after around 1hr ,
Shasha say go till cck can refund the ticket.
Refund 1 buck ma.
Then we like idiot at there so long.


When walking home,
I do something i thought i wouldn't.
Very paiseh can,
I didn't expect myself to do that la.
But yeah, be brave.

You know, i know it too.
Why not put aside your pride and fight for your love,
Before you don't have the chance to do so.

Training was so so,
There's training again tomorrow!
4-7!
Before that think going to temasek poly.
Meeting shasha at 7.45.
Means i've to wake up at 6.45am.
That's super early.

Okay, i'm very tired now.
Super.

Will not blog here often. Why?
Cause i've a private blog! :D

Woo, just woke up from dreamland! :D

I have many things to say,
But i found out many people has been reading my blog.
So i shall not post.


I should create a private blog,
And blog those things there.
I feel uncomfortable without saying alright -.-


Okay, there's training later.
12-3.
I'm bored, and also tired.
Don't have to mood to train.

I suddenly miss wearing the school uniform.
Like so long didn't wear already.
Saw the uniform in the wardrobe.
Feel like wearing, but for?
Lol.


Jermaine say she like me more! :D
Happy happy! (:
HAHAHAHA! :]
She's a horny bastard can!
Don't know who p3 only watch liao -.-

At shahirah's house now.
On msn, shasha they all go disturb.
Say what I love you la, what what what.
Then call and disturb.
Hahahaha....
Then they go prank call..
Hahahas damn siao sia....


Watched porn, not fully.
A movie called pirate sex.
Together with,
Shasha, Fernanda, Denise, Shahirah and Wenyi.

Hahah.
its fun i guess.
WOOHOO.
It was a blast baby.
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :]

Dye hair,
Dark brown, (-.-)
hahahah ,
when shahirah and shasha dye that colour,
their hair turn red in colour like that.
hahahahhaha :] WORST.
Cause they thought
Dark brown + Gold will became somehow BLACK but what the hell?
hahahahha :]
so,
Its wass fun.
hahahaha, :]
WOHOO.

Have to reach school tomorrow at 9.00.
I'm tired.


I don't know if i wanna go hougang after that.
Seriously, i don't know.
Feel like and don't feel like.
In a dilemma.
Tell me what should i do?


I want those answers.
But you just don't wanna say.
I can't help it, it hurts.
Making me pek chek everytime you dowan to answer.
You think is funny, no it isn't.
I should just let go, cause this won't work.


Love is more than a feeling,
Its a state of mind.
Love is not to look at each other,
But to look together in the same direction.

I'm tired.
Both mentally and emotionally.


Slept for like 2 hours.
I'm sick :(
I think i'm gonna lose my voice.


Love do hurts.
It does, and it really hurts.


For now,
I guess i don't have to hold on that promise anymore.
I'm free to speak what i want (:

I've fallen too deep.
It's hard for me to get out now.


I love you, do you feel the same?
No, you don't.


Jealousy kills!


I don't feel good,
I shouldn't have fall into it.
It makes me feel terrible.
I don't know why.


Haha, JJ!
Or JT!
Whatever it is, you're the one.

I'm not feeling good.


I don't want to fall so deep,
I scared it would be the same ending.

I've phobia of falling in love.


You wouldn't know,
U're the one in my mind.

Jermaine's mouth got phlegm,
She say it herself.
Hahahah :D



P/s : Don't mention that person infront of me.
I'm trying to let go.
To end the suffering,
Firstly, don't mention it.
Not to think bout it.

Damn fed up with my grandmother.
I promised someone not to say vulgar,
So i won't..


Nag nag nag, only know how to nag.
Never get the fact right, then anyhow scold.
This kind of unreasonable grandmother,
Can go to hell la.
Move out la, why must stay at here.
Keep saying you rich, buy your own house la.
So stingy, don't want spend your own money.
Die already also cannot bring into your coffin right.

To be loved, its a blessing.
To love, its a torture.


Take me away from those sufferings.
I can't take it, its controlling me.


I'm strong?
I hope to be.
I've to learn how to.
Learn how to not let my feelings control me.

I seriously don't know what should i do.
Life just sucks to me.


I don't want to care anymore.
But everytime i look at you,
My heart turn soft.
An undescribable feeling,
I don't know why.


Friday's the last match for us,
Its at tp.
First match of the day.


Volleyball to me now,
Is so..........
Don't know how to describe.
I worked hard, i study,
Stay in volleyball.
Its just for the sake of see-ing you.



Now, you don't bother.
Should i still hold on?
I have no idea.

My 200th post! xD


I'm tired.
I don't want to care anymore.
I'm not feeling good, so don't bother.


We're out, last match on thurs.
Youth cup this year, ain't fun.
Sucks.



I tried my best,
Seriously.



Memories that are craved in my heart,
Will never be erased.

Lost today...

My service sucks man...
Training can serve so well, but competition?
KANASAI!

Coach must be very disappointed..
Sigh..


Hope next match can win bah,
If not we'll be out..




I'm useless, what can i do?
I'm good for nothing.
Tell me what am i good at?
1 word, NOTHING!

Group X:

SHUQUN
NGEE ANN
PHS RED
SEMBAWANG
CHUNG CHENG
XIN MIN


Group Y:

JURONG
PHS BLK
KOLAM AYER CSC
BUKIT PANJANG
UNITY
PEICAI

---

Tomorrow,
PHS red VS Chung Cheng 8.30am
SQS VS XMS 9.15am
NAS VS SMB 10.00am

Didn't go for training.
Tiredd...


Reach Hougang at 8am yesterday.
Do libero control, $40..
Plus that time de, $30..
Total is $70...
More than enough, i think..



Tomorrow, i scared la!!
Sure paiseh like siao..
Die die!!!
Secret secret! :D



25th november 2006
The day which i'll never forget.
Days comes and goes..
Time flies...


I've these special times with you,
And no long have i had with you..
I want them back, never want them to stop.
But that's part of being human.
Stop, renew, stop, renew.
None of us can undo what we'd done,
Go back into the past,
Or relieve a live thats already recorded.


It hurts when you can't be with someone you love.
I have to be at peace with your desires.
There's no formula to relationship.
Love is when you're even more concerned about,
Someone else's situation as you are about your own.

Get to see her yesterday,
Was doing libero control for her match.
Then yiting message me say what happy right,
Lame sia, still say they all at there observing.


Denise go give her the sweet then add extra words.
What beloved beloved..
Then later when we playing ball,
The ball roll towards them,
They at there disturb say what let her take let her take..



Ngee ann won today, 2-0..
Grats Grats!
My antenna long okay, thats why i know.
HAHAHA!

I ask her when is their next match,
Then she say, your antenna long then you go check lor. .
Good lor she...

But anw i still found out from the fixtures.
Thursday, 3pm @ Temasek Poly sports hall court 2.
Ngee ann VS Anderson.

Say my antenna long already. HAHAHA!



Sad, there's match tomorrow but they don't have.
Have to reach hougang at 10.15am.
1 hour and 15 mins earlier.


Ahhh, i want see her!!!!!!!
Don't feel like going tomorrow,
Cause there's no her.
I study, its just for her..
Not cause of other things..



Got back my report book.


Failed:

Maths, Science, Geography, Home Economics.


Passed:

The rest except for the above 4..



Comments:

Merabel has been a reliable chairperson.
She has a jovial nature and can be quite vocal at times.
She is capable of doing better if she learns to priortize,
And channel her energy into more important things.

Birthday is like tomorrow, but i don't have the mood..

Going to vivo with classmates..
But have to reach home before 6 :(
Birthday still must go home so early,
Wth lor...


I tried my best to forget,
But i can't..
Thought you should know,
Sigh...



Working on monday, YAY!!
Like 1 match $6..
Easy money.. HAHAH!

2 more days! :)
And 3 more days to youth cup! :)


I don't want to have anything to do with you,
Understand?
So what if you wanna celebrate my birthday with me?
I've the choice to say no right.
Its my birthday, i make the choice.



Happy that i passed my EOY and promote to sec3 express.
I was given a chance, i've to do well next year.
I promised, if i promote,
I will study....
Hope i can fufill my promise...




First match: 29/10/07

SQS vs PHS
10.30 @ TP...



Anyone wanna go out on sunday,
Msg or contact me..
The more the merrier,
Give some face la..
My birthday leh!!!!
HAHAHAA! xD

I'm left with memories.
A past , very very dear to me.
I once held so tightly, kept it to myself .

It's so out of line to try and turn back time.


Memories---1102 25/11/06


From :
koh Carolyn
Sent :
Sunday, March 11, 2007 10:22 PM
To :
mysterygal_me@hotmail.com
Subject :
Ps. I'm still not over you ( Off from your Msn nick :))



Heyyo . I'm very sorry for no replying your messages .
Just that my current phone got confiscated & I can't use it .
( My bill exploded that is ) .
Then I bought myself a prepaid card & it got cut off because it wasn't registered .

Umm . I only know that you messaged me on like .. 9th March .
My mum told me there were messages and so I checked them .

Hm . Okay . So I thought you had a girlfriend , and gotten over me .
I don't know should I be sad or happy , no seriously .

And now you telling me you're not over me , very .. um .
Some kind of . Suprise uh .

This mail's to explain myself and somethings are better left untold .
& it'll benefit both of us , right ? (:

Move on with life ! :D
Takecare & <3>

----


From :
koh Carolyn
Sent :
Monday, March 12, 2007 11:55 AM
To :
mysterygal_me@hotmail.com
Subject :
RE: Ps. I'm still not over you ( Off from your Msn nick :))



But really , some things are better to be left untold doh .
Okay since you want me to get to the straightttttt point ,
then I shall O:

I still have feelings for you , but I can't let go of my current bf .

Straight enough ?
So just forget me (:


---


From :
koh Carolyn
Sent :
Wednesday, March 21, 2007 9:51 PM
To :
mysterygal_me@hotmail.com
Subject :
RE:



Haah , I said : '' See you tomorrow , good night <3
I took the initiative to say good luck :)
<3

I'm bored..
And i didn't went to school.
So my mother don't let me go for training.
And then i can't go watch the football thingy.
WTH LORRRR!!!


I got 34/100 for maths!
How nice -.-
Well, no point cry over spilled milk.


I'm still stuck at lvl 17 in audi.
Sadd...

Oh please lor,
Why would i be bothered to be nice to others.
I'm not the one you used to know anymore.
You don't know me, not even in the past.
Don't think you know me so well -.-


I'm a good for nothing.
Happy? -.-


You wanna make people like you,
Then say bad things bout me, nevermind.
Say all you want..


So what if people ask you go first.
So bhb.
Ppl ask, isn't a need to go what.
Like what sia.


I'm good to everyone,
Except you.

Love will always turn to hatred.




9 more days!

The more extreme and the more expressed that passion is,
The more unbearable does life seem without it.
It reminds us that if passion dies or is denied,
We are partly dead.


Love is like water,
We can fall in it.
We can drown in it.
And we can't live without it.


There are no little events with the heart.
It magnifies everything;
It places in the same scales the fall of an empire,
Of fourteen years and the dropping of a woman's glove,
And almost always the glove weighs more than the empire.




10 more days! xD

Have lots of fun today.
Okay, not really.


Trained to jurong and then back to lot 1,
And then to city hall -.-
Went to merlion park see merlion.
Yuliah's friend! xD
Cannot move de! Hehe!


Went to the concert,
So tired, 1 and a half hour sitting down.
Butt pain >.<
Many people slept, HAHAHA!
Including me, of course.
Then when ending must clap.
Clap for so long still cannot go,
The conductor keep walking in and out, LOL!


After that went to suntec to makan.
Then went back to esplanade.
Saw huaiyue they all.
Walk with them to mrt,
Then saw Jian wei, weiquan, boon kiat and aikpeng.


Damn the train, so many people.
9 plus still so many people.
Got banglah also.
HAHAH!
Chou4 chou4! xD


They alight at jurong,
Then left me alone go home.
So sad lor! :(
But nevermind,
Got peiyi and yuliah msg with me.
HEHEHE! :)
Walk home, so dark.
Scary!!!!
Reach home around 10.50pm.
TIRED!!!



Its my blog, i can say anything i want.



I don't understand why,
Why do you have to stick to ************
Do you have a need to follow them?
You all from different school,
That is so far away from each other.
Must you be so extra?
Trying to be good to them.


You're just so LAME!!!!!!




11 more days! xD

Later gonna go esplanade watch concert.
I guess i'll be sleeping rather than hearing.
From 5.30pm to 8.30pm leh.
3 bloody hours................


I promised i'll never hurt you if you come to me.
I'll love you more than myself.
I'll dote on you more than anyone else does.
It's a promise i made.
Its gonna be a year soon.
It's only for you, my darling.
I love you.



12 more days to youth cup as well as my birthday (:

I'm feeling terrible on the outside as well as inside.
I don't know how to express it.
There's no one there for me,
To talk to, Someone that can be trusted.


I really feel very terrible.
My tears seems so uncontrolable.
I cannot bear it.
I need someone to say it to.
But just no one that i know,
I can talk freely to him/her.


I'm really really really feel very very very terrible.
Cheer me up someone.

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're wait from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They are free



But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do


If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide


But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do


But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do


What real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What love can do
What love can do....

For the memory of love is sweet,
Though the love itself were in vain.
And what I have lost of pleasure,
Assure what I find of pain.

The meeting of two personalities is like,
The contact of two chemical substances.
If there is any reaction, both are transformed.

Accept the things to which fate binds you,
And love the people with whom fate,
Brings you together but do so with all your heart.

I miss you like the flower misses the sun.
Like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter.
Instead of beauty to direct its light to the heart,
It hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to.

I hope for a day that you would look back,
And take a look of me.
Go back to the old days.


Its soon gonna be a year,
Time flies..
The day which i remembered clearly.
Its so memorable..


Sad, mom sold my cookie {dog} away.
How dumb is it, she sold it away and she cried.
She's the one who wanted to sell it away,
I'm the one who is suppose to cry alright.



SENTOSA ANYONE?
Next Wed, 17/10/07?
The more the merrier!!

Exams are over,
Everyone jumping for joy.


I'm tired, very tired.
Got home around 9.


Tuesday gonna go durian watch concert.
5.15pm to 8 plus plus.




The day i met you was the luckiest day of my life,
And also the unluckiest day.
Bad in the way i had to forget you though i can't.
Good in a way, we once shared beautiful memories that i would never forget.
Never in my life, swear across my heart.
Those memories will last FOREVER.

Maths paper 2 was difficult.
To me, at least.


I only know how to draw the graph,
The rest don't know.


Literature is easy, but i don't think i'll score.
I wrote crap. HAHA!


Enjoy myself till 26th october,
After that i'll be died.



Now the sight of you makes me puke.
Don't disturb me anymore.
Leave me alone and i'll be fine.

Science paper was difficult.
I left blanks. HAHAHA!
I think i will get 20 and below,
Who cares.


Tomorrow is Maths paper 2 and Literature.
Day after tomorrow will be MT paper 2.
And the end of exams.
Cheers!


Looking back, I have this to regret,
That too often when I loved, I did not say so.



Gonna enjoy myself during this few days,
If not results come out = i die.



Anyone wanna go sentosa on.. like maybe 17th?
Everyone that i know will be welcome..
Let me know about it (:

Long time since i blogged.


Okay, Eoy's coming..
Like this coming friday?
Thats fast..


Hope i can do well, and stay in express.

Guess i won't be online from now,
Till the end of EOY.
Its like 11th october.
Thats long.
So, miss me guys. xD

Anything/nothing just msg me.
96980326.


I'm so gonna concentrate on EOY.
I hope i don't miss my com.
I hope my audition skills won't go down.
I hope i won't miss that person that i long for.
And last but not least,
I HOPE I WON'T FAIL MY EOY! (:



I love you like i do in the past.
Just that you didn't know.
I lied, for the sake that will move on.
I lied to you, i lied to myself too.
I'm think i'm the dumbest person on earth.
A person that don't know how to express my feelings for the one that i love.
Sigh, what a faliure i am.

No doubt, thats me.

Damn, i look like freak in this pic.

Forgotten when was it taken. The sun is bright!

UGLY!

At Century Square.

PS: Its the wall colour, and its red.

This looks scary.

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me
I’m going to smile.
Love is never lost.

If not reciprocated,
It will flow back and soften and purify the heart.

This better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
The hottest love has the coldest end.
Some of us think holding on makes us strong;
But sometimes it is letting go.
For few love can last a lifetime,
But for many not knowing when to let go can hold them back forever.
If this is goodbye, don't come backif this is the end,
Don't wake me up.


-


When you say I Love You,
Mean it.
Believe In Love At First Site.
To Fear Love Is To Fear Life.

Somewhere There's Someone Who Dreams Of Your Smile,
And Finds In Your Presence That Life Is Worth While,
So When You Are Lonely Remember It's True.
Somebody Somewhere Is Thinking Of You.

To love someone is to understand each other,
To laugh together,
To smile with your heart and to trust one another.
One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this.
If music be the food of love, play on.


Love reminds you that nothing else matters.
Love is more than a feeling;it's a state of mind.
The best things in life can never be kept;
They must be given away.
A Smile, a Kiss, and Love.
To love is not to look at one another,
But to look together in the same direction.


-


If you love someone you say it,
You say it right then,out loud,
Or the moment just...passes by you.


Love is but the discovery of ourselves in others,
And the delight in the recognition.
There is no remedy for love but to love more.
There is always some madness in love.
But there is also always some reason in madness.
Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind;
And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.

Editteddddddddd!!!


Didn't have the mood to blog, or rather no time.
Have been studying =/


I'm addicted to Facebook.
So fun yea.


5 october will be the starting of EOY!
And its like 14 days from now.

Will be going on HIATUS soon!!!
Will be back after EOY!

And it will be like 11th of october?
Then no need to go to school till 19 of october.
8 days of holidays!
COOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLL! xD



Love each other or perish.
Love is so supremely important.
Without love, we are birds with broken wings.
Don't cling to things, cause everything is impermanent.

I'm tired, very very tired.

Tired of all this kind of things.
Have been coming home late, Like 8 plus.


There are stars tonight, but not many.
I look out of the window, i saw the cresent moon.
I prefer a full moon to a cresent moon though.


I've thought about it,
I'm so gonna forget you.
I'm determinted!!!
The day i totally forgotten about you,
You'll be very happy.



Life is a series of pulls back and forth.
You want to do one thing,
But you're bound to do something else.
Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't.
You take certain things for granted,
Even when you know you should never take anything for granted.
The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love,
And to let it come in.


"Let it come in.
We think we don't deserve love,
We think if we let it in we'll become too soft."
Love is the only rational act!


17 more days to EOY!

No mood to blog.


There's no star tonight.
So sad..

Teared not cause of jersey thingy,
But of other things.

Miss those memories that we shared.
I thought of how we meet, getting close to each other.
Developing feelings for each other, how close we used to be.
I know, things that are gone, i couldn't find it back.
The fact is we are like not even friends, don't talk to each other.

I'm trying to let go, very very hard.
Tears just keep rolling down..
I just couldn't control it.

I forced myself to smile, put up a strong front,
Just to not let people know i'm hurt inside.


All i want to do now is to,
Concentrate on my studies,
Score well for End-Of-Year && Promote to Sec 3 Express.

No love for the time being,
No dropping of tears for e time being,
Happy all the time! (:


18 more days to EOYs.

Went to meet yuliah and melissa at yew tee foodcourt at 12.
Yuliah bought watch and off to shiwei's house downstairs.

Played at de fitness thingy, waiting for that pig to wake up.
Melissa take my phone don't know call her how many times ah,
Still didn't wake up.


Went up to shiwei's house and slack.
For like so long?
Yuliah and melissa keep screaming cause of her dog.
Melissa keep pulling my shirt, the dog keep aiming yuliah.
HAHAHAHAHA!

Then bring the dog down walk walk,
And went to the basketball court.


Played basketball, that guy stepped my leg.
Swollen already ):
Now walk so pain, got blisters also.
Who call us play bare-footed.


Bring cookie down, yuliah and melissa keep playing with her.
They took lots of picture with cookie -.-
My dog leh!
Still say every week want come see cookie -.-
Later my dog like you all, don't like me how?
Sadded!!!


After that went back to shiwei's house,
Melissa keep pulling my shirt -.-
Shirt so big liao still keep pulling.
Cause of shiwei's dog, keep barking.
Wanted to sent them to yew tee but they say don't need.

So, i went home...

-

Letting go is never easy,
especially when so many others have become part of the equation.
Maybe, from the start i shouldn't have fall for you.
I'm just so wrong.
I fall so deeply for you.
So deep that i couldn't get out of this no matter how hard i try.
If the day come when we see each other again,
We can talk as normal friends,
Proves that i've gotten over you completely.

Yesterday


During recess, we stay in class slack.
That potato come scold us then make us do detention lor.
Plus got briefing at 12.45.
Then he say what you go now later you do 15 min dentention.
Like that also can -.-


Bangkok training tour : 27 November to 1 December 2007
Malaysia invitational volleyball competition : 21 December to 23 December



Actually need pay $700 de then minus minus only need pay $30.
Fernanda so suay need pay $450, who call you so rich.
HAHAHAHAH!
After that went to je meet shiwei then went to eat at foodcourt.
Eat le then go back school.


We tell the security that shiwei is last time in our school de.
Then transfer le, come back see teacher.
HAHAHAHAHA!
Play netball then i keep asking who is in my group.
Lol, really very blur mah.


After that went to commonwealth there de see-saw play.
So much fun there.
Melissa & yuliah keep shouting.
Cindy fell 2 times, same pattern but different side.
Super gong lor.


Took 188 home with shiwei and cindy.
Cindy wanted to go westmall but 188 didn't go.
She took de wrong bus lah. Pro leh..


Stupid shiwei, got 1 person infront dunno do what , don't know how say.
Then she purposly go make loud loud.
Another person on the music then she also go on.
Idiotic de lor.
Reached cck took train to yew tee then walk home.


SHIWEI IS SUPER THICK-SKINNED DE LOR!!
Hahahahaha!

Damn it, i want my phone :(
Sad lahhhhhhhhhhh..............



Training was super tiring.
At first was fun....
Till lph came..
Make me slide and jie qiu.
Spike so many balls, hand become numb le lah.
I DON'T LIKE SPIKING!


When walking home, saw shiwei.
IS I SO UNLUCKY LOR, NOT YOU!
Who call you behind me.
Hahahahahaha.

Training was kinda bored,
But why am i so tired?


Today i'm a guai kia okay!
Listen in class. Do work.
End-Of-Year like in a few weeks times?
Any kind souls would be kind enough to study with me? Let me know.


I wanna get good grades and promote to Sec 3 Express.
Cannot drop to NA.
I talk but no actions.
HAHAHAHA!
Lazy me, hopeless.



Awaiting for minicup.
How i wish, minicup is just tomorrow.
Go to sleep, open my eyes and have to go to hougang.
Play match, slack and have fun in the bus.
HAHAHAHAH!



Hope 1 day you would look back and come back to me.
I'll always be there for you, no matter what happens.

I've made the promise to you, i won't break it though promises are meant to be broken.
I love you like i always do <3

Dragonboat was okay.
Sunburn! Sunburn! Sunburn!


I'm getting darker.
Suzanne keep saying i white(fair) .
Is she black lor!


Went back to school, bought food.
Then stay at canteen to slack.
So sad, school closed at 2 plus (i think).


Took 188 home, slept on the bus.
Super tired!
Reached home, intend to sleep.
Instead i'm here using the com.



School reopening on Monday!
And i didn't even touch till my hw.
Art haven't do, haven't study, haven't do hw.
Just plain LAZY!
No choice, who call me born out only lazy le.
HAHAHAH!


Nothing much to say.
Just,
I LOVE YOU.
something thats common, but its something that meant alot.
Every word you say,
Could change my life, change my everything.
Just for you.

Going for dragon boat later!
Since its already 12am, which means today is 8 of sep.


Super high now, and i am suppose to wake up at 5 -.-
Meeting shasha at je at 6.45,
Then go eat breakfast with the rest of B girls.
Need to reach school by 7.45.


I'm tired, but i don't feel like sleeping.
Anyone ton with me? Message me then.
Gonna offline and watch tv le.
Ciaoz~

I'm not supposed to love you.
I'm not supposed to care.
i'm not supposed to live my life.
Wishing you were there.


I'm not supposed to wonder ;;
Where you are or what u doing.
I'm sorry.
*i can't help butt fall in love with u.


Someday you'll will cry for me;;
Like i cried for you.
Someday you'll miss me like i missed you.
Someday you'll need me like i needed you.
Some day you'll love me but i won't love you.
So, goodbye forever, i'll be on my way.

Best way to forget someone is:

Make sure you dont see that particular person for like 2-3 months,
Keep yourself busy.
Like exams are coming, start studying.
DON'T stay @ home alone and emo.
Go out with friends. Just keep spending time with friends.
Or go out with your relatives and all.
Just like study now since exams are coming.
Stop listening to emo songs.
Just keep yourself occupied :D


I've done all, but it just doesn't seems to help.
Sigh, i dunno what to do.



Met shahirah at cck then off to jurong to meet shasha.
Waited for fernanda at the bbtea shop.
Off to tm, walk walk then went to century square to play arcade.
Hahaha!


Fate is what we are lack of.

Super tired.
Got 2nd for captain's ball.


My head got 2 more baluku. Sigh.
One is i jump up catch the ball then got 1 person kick my leg,
I fall behind sia. Is super pain de lor.
Got one more time is the ball behind then i take then kena my head.


Yuliah keep disturbing me.
Say what don't see already la.
I DIDN'T LOOK AT HER LOR!
Is she keep looking can -.-

I don't think there are many people who reads this blog.
Who cares.


I have many things to say.
Some things couldn't be say.
But some can! (:


Though i don't think you will see this, but i don't care.


I love you,
Theres nothing that can be compared to you.
I can give up my everything just to be with you.
Trust me, i'll be there for you anytime, anywhere.
Just give me a call, and i'll be right there.
Maybe the time isn't right.
But as far as i know, for me theres only you.
I'm not sure about the future,
But is just you that i wanted right now, so so so much.


I'm not that kind of person that if love another person,
I'll hate that person.
So, don't have the need to lie to me.


Lastly,
Good luck with J.
Last long yea?
All the best.


You can come to me anytime.
I'll lend you a hearing ear when you need someone to talk to,
Though i don't think it would be me.

Got back my results.

English : 64.0 B4
Chinese : 46.0 D7
Maths : 60.0 B4
Science : 37.6 F9
History : 62.2 B4
Literature : 60.0 B4
DnT : 66.7 B3
HomeEc : 48.0 D7
Art : 66.0 B3


Comments:

Merabel has shown a little improvement but she needs to continue to work hard to achieve a minimum of for EL1 (WHICH I DID CAN!) and an overall average of 50% (I ALSO DID!) to promote to Sec 3 Express else she will be transfered to Sec 3N(A).


Angry lah, I FAIL MY CHINESE FOR THE FIRST TIME! WTH!
I got 47/70 for common test and cause of homeworks i fail.
Pull me down, sigh. No choice, who call me don't do homework.

My science hopeless de lah, expected to fail.
Home Economics, didn't do the cooking test as i didn't come to school on the day.
So, i failed.

The worse of all is i didn't even got an A.
HOW PRO AM I!

An Express student without an A.
Guess i'm the only one.
Sigh.



It is really hard to forget someone you really love.
But yeah, i make the promise.
I've to do it.
I won't make empty promises to you.
Time is all that i need.

-

I will keep you with me in my heart.
I promise I will be there.
You came into my world, changing everything in me.
You brought laughters and joy, along with happiness and blessings.
Put it simple, you made me came alive.
A vow of never leaving you is made when we came together.
And forever begins.
Stay with me, for ever more.
And I will love you for always.
I know there are times when I have got your heart breaking.
But I have never meant to do so.
Nothing beats seeing you with a smile so genuine. (:
I love you. ;D

Woah, my history test is like only 10/20?
LOL!

Training was tiring, aches everywhere.
I'm short!
I don't like jumping!



Sigh.
I don't know if i'm right not.
Did i make the right choice?
I have no idea.
Should it be like this?
What can i say.


Looking forward to nov.
Hoping that {you know what} will still be there.
So much that i've done for you,
Have you never appreciate it?
I don't think so.
I'm true.

Shawn won!
Expected la uh?


I have many baluku.
On both legs and the neck behind.
Fan gun till got baluku on the leg, pro right.
Do weights, then the dumb bar.
Heavy leh, 10 kg.
Put behind the neck.
Now so pain :(



If the day come when you need someone,
I'll be there.
Don't ever let there be a doubt in your mind.
You're the one that i always miss.

-


Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice, on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
how can we say forever
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh can't you see it baby,
You've got me going crazy
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive, this romance
But in the end if I'm with you, I'll take the chance
Oh you can't see it baby
You've got me going crazy
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

My blog is dead.
Hahaha.


When to play pool with valerie, yiting, fernanda, vera and cindy.
I fake fake angry with valerie then she angry :(
I don't let fernanda hit the no.1 ball.
Hahaha.
Pei Fernanda take train to jurong east then take back to yew tee.
Lol.
Damn funny -.-


I didn't study for history test.
Prepared to fail le.
Ahh, nevermind la.

Hahah, so cute.
Everyone keep asking me to remember them.
Lol.
Scared i shi yi.


IF i lost my memories,
In a way, its good lah.
Some people should know.

Wonder what if tomorrow i wake up,
And i don't even know who i am.
What will it feels like.
Hmm.. The start of a new life.
Cool.


Toa payoh sports hall tomorrow for finals.
Wonder who will win.
Lets see...

Today didn't go school,
Then sleep late late.
So long didn't sleep till late late le.
Haha, no lah.
Like only once in a week i can sleep till late late mah.




Went to see doctor.
And the doctor don't let me go for training tomorrow.
Cause of that stupid baluku on my head.
Whatever -.-


Tomorrow maybe going republic poly to watch match.
Or either Sunday.
But monday,
Confirm got go toa payoh sports hall to watch.


Sigh.
I don't know what to say.
Just know that you're still the one i love most.
Keep you in my heart for always.
You're the one that,
I'll always miss.
Never thought it would feel like this.
I'll be there for you,
No matter what you're going through.

You'll always be the sun in my sky.
It may be fate that brings us back again someday.
Though we go seprate ways.

Yay, got back my maths results.
Not good but at least i pass.
24 over 40.

Today i damn dumb.
Whatever.

Go jump.
Head hit tio the metal door the on top,
then fall. My back kena the staircase.
Then finger cut.

-.- Go ahead and laugh..


My head got abit blood coming out.
Damn pain.
Swollen :(
And i like injure till my backbone.
Sigh...