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Sunday, November 15, 2009

The mind controls the head.

I'm back from the chalet! I'm so tired right now :(
We cycled all the way from east coast to changi village and then to downtown east.
Spent a total of 7hours riding, butt super pain!
It was fun and yet tiring, plus i had alumni trng in the morning!
Rode under the rain, and i'm having fever since idk when :(

Left the chalet around 6plus and reached pasir ris 7am.
I felt like a 'lost bird' walking to and fro without knowing whats the unit.
Waited for Carolyn and we cabbed to jurong west sports complex.
Watched match and went to jurong point to eat. Went to slack and play ball.
And went back to jp to meet veronica. Kavis and wanjing came along too.
We talked and talked for idk how long. And talked some things out.
Went home around 8plus.

Graduation day tomorrow :(
And its 10am in the morning, kill me man.
Might be ton-ing at fernanda's house tomorrow! :)

The truth have been revealed.
Why is everyone so affected about it.
Now we all know what kind of person she is.
Its so saddening to have such a friend.

Labels: What a hypocrite.

Friday, November 13, 2009

If words mean anything..

Will not be posting till i come back from chalet.
And i'll lock my blog after that, if i remember :)

Over.

Long time since i updated.
Have been suffering for severe tummyache for the past two days.
And am better now! :)

Alumni training on saturday morning and off to CHALET at east coast.
Who wanna volunteer to ton outside with me on monday? :)
Or should i go to the 'M' party? I don't know.
Might be going for some sort of training/match(?) at queenstown next thurs.
(Fyi: Outside team haha.)

Saturday, November 07, 2009

Reaching the end.

Chinese tomorrow, wish me luck everyone! Hahaha.
Hopefully can get A2, i'm fine with B3 though :)

There's blood in my phlegm, make my throat damn pain :(
K, i'm going to sleep already. Or else i'll be dozing off during my paper tomorrow.
HAHA.
Goodnight yo! :D

All the memories are filled of perfect tattered pain.

I'm alone at home :(
There's no food to eat, hungry :(

Chinese papers on tuesday, and i've not revised anything at all! I'm so dead.
I'm already in hoilday mood since long long ago :/
I think i'll get a b3 again :(
Science mcq on wednesday and it marks the end of Os!!!!!! :D:D:D:D
Its so dumb, go to school at 2pm just for an hour! Waste of time.

I might forget your actions, your laughter, your smile,
The way you look at me, the days spent together, but i'll never forget, that i loved you.

Alone.

Sick, again. Sigh :(
I played texas poker every single day, and its boring me.
Life is so meaningless. I've so much problems, but who can i tell?
Its killing me. I'm breaking down.
It really suck living in this world.
If the world is going to end, i'll be first to die instead of the last.
Living in this world is causing me too much suffering.

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By next week.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Training.

Went for training today.
Do fitness with them, can die :(
Super GEK!!!!! Hahah.
Run too, drop dk how many hundred of balls.
I bet i'll wake up tomorrow with muscle ache everywhere.
Dk if i should go play l4d tomorrow night with fernanda and others.

Hi sweetheart.

Going for trng tomorrow 8.30-5.30.
Gonna meet them for breakfast at 7am.
I doubt i'll be able to wake up in time. Its going to 2am now :(

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

A leopard will never change its spots.

Bitch, don't spout nonsense la. -.-
Only your DEAR girl will listen to you k. Fucking pissed off.
Lying is your forte, fucking hypocrite. If you're such a good actor (oh sorry actress), then go join mediacorp la.
Oh wrong again, go to other country la. S.U.C.K.E.R.
I dare you to not come back to singapore anymore. You're such a loser.
I bet you will give an excuse AGAIN. (Emphasis on the AGAIN).
Fucking disgusted by you. Who's the one tolerating who.
What are you best at. Backstabbing people? Act pitiful? Flirt girls?
Aww, i feel so sorry for you. Go ahead and complain to those who believe you.
I wonder why is there such a person like you in this wold. You shame vb, shame yourself!
Other people don't know you, but we know! Know exactly what kind of person you are.

Monday, November 02, 2009

Dead.

Ss is a killer, chem is (idk what to say).
Anyway i didn't do the section C for chem at all. 20marks gone lol.
I did the paper for less than 10mins. How pro.

History and dnt tomorrow, i'm so dead.
Have not memorise anyth yet and have not study dnt.
Confirm F9 for science and ch.

And i most probably will retain, sigh :(

Sunday, November 01, 2009

Burn and die.

I've not successfully memorise anyth yet for social studies tomorrow :(
Have to reach school by 745 :(
And worst is, second paper is at 2pm!! Total waste of time.
I'm so gonna fail ch :(

I think i'll wake up in the morning to study sigh.
Hopefully i'll be able to memorise.

Good luck everyone!
3 days, 5papers to go.

Im free now and it pains my heart.

Photos from 30th oct 2009 :

This and those 8photos below was taken through burst shots, I DIDN'T KNOW CAN!

Thanks to THAT PERSON who tell me, "No, they're seeing pictures."

Alot more photos, but im just too lazy to upload. For more, go to facebook and search for me :)

Fernanda's and my phone! :)

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Fill my heart, remove the scar. Its empty now.

Every msge i get, i hope its from you. How pathetic does that make me?

I'd give anyth for you. It'd been a long time, but no i can't, not that idw to.

What can i do, please tell me..

Labels: 30thoct2009 :)

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Birthday wsh.

Ok i just finish replying all the wall post on my facebook.
And im surprise there're 18ppl who wished me on fb, haha :)

Ok, on th 28th.
More than 30 people text and wished me happy birthday, not many i know.
But still, thanks! Those are who i love, close friends, friends and some who rarely talk.
Maths paper 2 was quite difficult but do-able. Haha.
Waited for my mum to come and fetch me and we went to D-farm to eat.
Went home after that.
I know, what a boring birthday. But yeah, life suck.

Ok so today,
My internet connection is finally here.
Fernanda sha clarrissa jocelyn jane came over to my house downstairs to celebrate my birthday.
We went over to orchard, wanting to watch movie but in the end, no.
And they dressed like some kuku HAHA. Not me, cause i went home to change hahaha.
Though its not a great great great birthday celebration due to some minor minor things.
But still, love all of you! :D

So far, Os is not so bad. I'm afraid that i would fail my english.
But for maths, i think i can at least get a C5.

Labels: What more can i ask for.

Friday, October 23, 2009

Afraid..:(

As you all can see, the post below is definitely not posted by me. :) I'm at mac since afternoon and i'm still here(duh). Coming over tomorrow again to study overnight. Os is in 3days time, and i'm scared:( There's maths paper2 on my birthday, which is on wed. And i can't enjoy it:(
K, i should go back to study now :)

i find mindy very cute. :) kekekekekekekekekekekkekekeke.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

A hole in my heart.

Its nearer and nearer to Os, i'm really really afraid sigh.
Anyway moving in to my new house on sat. Its nice but its small, very very small.
May have a house warming party later on.
I wanted the house warming party on my birthday. But no, cannot :(
It may be on th 24 or 25. :(

12days to Os.
14days to bday.