Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Now then i know Guo hao and Agnes is volleyballer.
Dude, i'm damn slow.

Today science test is totally horrible.
Must go watch porn, then can know more about sexual intercourse -.-
Left lots and lots of blank, who cares.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Saturday, July 28, 2007

I'm SO SO SO SO sad now.
Well, people that hate me would say too bad for you or serve you right or something like that.




Maybe i'm not good enough for you.
Or rather i'm a failure.
Maybe i should give up, if i could.



The more i think about it, i sadder i get..
I tried to hold back my tears,
But its just too difficult..



I want, i want
You!!!

No matter what, know that you're always 1st in my heart.
Love is never wrong.
It just depends on how long do we love a person..



For those people who hate me, you may think i'm despo or what.
But yeah, i truly truly love C.


For you I'd cross the world,

I'd do anything.

Cause for you, everything's worth.

Your appearence has caused a big change in my life.

Guess i've to forget you..

If not we can't even be friends..

Sighs~

Friday, July 27, 2007

I kept thinking of you,
I miss you.
WHY?
You don't even love me at all.
You don't even care about me at all.
BUT WHY AM I CLINGING AND LOVING U SO MUCH.
WHY I CANT STOP.
EVERYDAY LOVE IS GROWING INSIDE MY HEART.
People say, time heals.
Time totally make it worst.
I just need C, SIMPLE.
I'm waitin for u everyday, every min every sec.


Why WHY why WHY?
I'm still hanging on to you,
CAUSE I MERABEL, LOVE YOU C.
UNDERSTAND?

Nevermind.. I already know that there's somone else in your mind.
Someone that will make you happy, make your life better.
Someone whom know you better, someone who can take care of you better than i do.
I'm just no-one.

Im just useless,
A useless person,
A useless daughter,
A useless friend.


I can't see you,
I miss you,
I love you,
I need you.







Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Its 9 months, 9 months...

I don't care what you all say,
I'm a flirt, bitch, whatever.

There's training tomorrow..
Hope its not fitness.
Pray to god, LOL!!!

Whole body ache due to the FITNESS on monday -.-
I'm super super tired.

Common test is starting on 30th July.
So fast leh ):
Mug?
Hope so....

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

1 more day to 9 months.
You are the one i wanna chase, you are the one i wanna hold.
Letting go is never easy.

To prove that i'm sincere, and serious.
I'm gonna wait till end of year, or rather minicup.
Then i would..........................


Common test is in 1 week time.
I wanna study and get good results.
But i just couldn't concentrate.
You are always on my mind. (It may seems old fashion, but it came out from my heart)
You once said that you would study with me.
I treat it as a promise.
Though, i think it wouldn't be fufilled..

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

I tried so hard, so hard to remain in your heart. ))):

I felt so....

A feeling that i can't descibe it myself.

Friends are still better yeah?
No (zhihui).Friends betray each other..
Yes(Irene) )): Best friends is forever. :D
I don't know(Rae) I'm cluless. xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Your heart is not with me. I've been wishing, wishing for it so much.

Memories...


We were once so close. Sat near each other and yet still msging.(so sweet`irene) (so near yet so far`rae)
The last day of competition, prize-giving.
On the bus 147, i regretted not sitting with you. Though you wish to.(so sad`irene)(aww~`rae)

The memories still lingers in my mind, though we have little memories but i treasure it very much.

You went all the way to hougang sports hall just to support our match..
We went round hougang shopping centre looking for you all..
Screams~

Those were sugar sweet memories. It's not a useless thing to recall.

You wouldn't be replaced.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love.
One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left.
Except for Love.
Love was the only one who stayed.
Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.
When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.
Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat.
Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat.
There is no place here for you."
Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel.
"Vanity, please help me!""
I can't help you, Love.
You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.
Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you.""
Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"
Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you."
It was an elder.
So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going.
When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way.
Realizing how much was owed the elder, Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Loveee is."


Saw this on mabel's blog. Very meaningful.
I'm dying to watch harry potter.
Gonna watch it on like monday?
So, people steady okay..
The more the merrier. (though i usually don't agree)


A day without you would seems like a thousand days without you..
So its already many many thousands days without you.
I don't like the feeling,
But yeah, its not for me to say.

I don't think you will see this,
Didn't see you online for quite some time.
Or rather cause nowadays,
Can't really online.
I tried to occupy my time, make myself busy.
Just to not think of you,
But no matter what,
I still can't..

Even if you see this, you won't know its for you.
You will thought that its for other people.

Monday, July 09, 2007

After so long, i still can't get over you..
9 months...
I once got over you for a period of time,
But....
I realised i miss you many many.
Though we didn't contact or what,
But i still.... yeah...


And something to clarify,

I didn't played you, or whatever..
I'm true about you, but its already in the past.
You said you wanna part,
its your decision.
I can't do anything..
Its my fault la, okay.
Stop saying its your fault la...

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Its all over..
8th July 2007.

Its your decision,
I can't do anything..

I'm not worth your love..
I don't have the ability to give anyone happiness.
I'm not a good person.
A fucker, A loser, A sucker..
Everything..

You're the one who say lets part ways,
So let it be.