Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Mug mug mug and mug!

Is fate really that important? Someone answer me?
I don't know whats wrong with me, sort of change to another person.
Not obvious but i feel it, ah whatever.

And i'm been a good girl for this week! (although too early to say :/)
I haven't been sleeping in class, and i'm so proud of it ok!
I studied! Can you guys believe it? Hah (:

Life is boring without using the computer,
And got nothing to do except watching the television la.
Its also very tired not sleeping in class, very very tired ok.
Didn't sleep in the night too, hai.
Shaggggg okay..

Oh and,
I want to get good grades for mid year,
Hopefully lesser underlines! (:
If i'll work hard la, heh.

I don't know how i am feeling,
HIAITY?
I want to know, i can't feel it, theres something wrong with me.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Dui bu qi ):

I'm banned from using the com, sad right? Lol.
Hmm, suspend suspend suspended..
I still have 5 questions from Victor soh not yet clear.
How the hell am i suppose to do?
Questions bout whats my strengths, my weaknesses, how to improve?
Each question half a page long? I rather you kill me.

And i think i kind of miss school and of course friends ):
Been suspended since tuesday,
But went back school with mother to see teacherS,
Like 4 adults looking at me, scary ok..
FYI : I'll be back in school on monday! (:

Actually this post was darling called me to blog,
If not i wouldn't bother (:

Dui bu qi, i know 6days is very long, but neither do i want to.
I'm sorry, i miss you as much as you do.
You don't have to scared that you'll wake me up,
Cause you're the most important person in my life.
I love you, <3

Monday, April 21, 2008

Ilyyyy, :D

Mrs wee didn't come to school today,
Cause she's having course (:
Like finally, she didn't come for a day.
All like damn happy la, lol.
And NGJINHUI torture me! Hahah.
She wrote all over my arm, and its like damn difficult to wash it off.
I'm gonna sue you, :D

After that was Cme Maths Recess Physics Dnt.
And stop asking me bout that thing la -.-
He keep forcing me to admit, then i just admit la. Zzz.
Also not i take one, stupid shit.

Friendster horoscope:
Your eyes might have good vision right now,
But what about your heart? It sees too.

Just so you know, there's a space that only you can fill.
You're the key to my heart, i love you.
You're the one i need,
I would spend every single minute i could with you.
Make it last alright, <3

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Dao zi kou, dou fu xin (:

My fever is getting higher and higher (:
Like 39.4 degree now. Power eh?
Oh, i finally manage to log into msn and friendster!
Like if i can log in into one means i can do it for another, hah.

I've been watching 鬥牛要不要 since afternoon (:
And i have not done my homeworks,
I seriously wanna get good grades for MYE la!
But i'm so lazy, any medicine to cure laziness? :(

I didn't sleep the for the whole day today,
and i'm still not sleeping now.
The time now its like 12.30am la.
I think i'm gonna die during lessons later.

darling, imyyyyyyy.....

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Xin hen tong ):


















I'm so lazy to blog.
I will just post a short one just for the sake of posting.
My fever is like getting worser and worser. Worser? Lol.
Morning was 38.2, now is 39.1 (:
Hahah, like over 39 degree la.
And it makes me feel terrible,
Plus (you know what) makes me feel sooo cannot be described.

Friendster lovescope:
Personal issues with your partner could hold you back in the workplace (school, which means sudies).
Dish it out with close friends, not colleagues (school mates).
The conference room is not the ideal place for confiding secrets.
- Like damn true eh? Hahah.

Should i join the RCIY thingy?
My brother is inside, he asked me to join.
But every saturday must go to church.
If there's training, then i couldn't go for training.
Should i? Hmm..

Wo pa wo deng bu liao, hen duo tian.
Wo zhen de hen ai hen ai ni, ni dong wo de xin you duo tong ma?
Ni bu dong. Mei you ren neng li jie.

Friday, April 18, 2008

Smile Merabel! (:




















Here comes weekends again, i've no idea why am i sad.
The 3rd week, why am i always sad on weekends.
Sadness go away, happy happy! (:

Today is a tiring day, so much trouble.
Don't wish to elaborate.
Went to police station and waited for 30mins just to get a piece of paper.
Hah, stupid shit.

I forgotten to post bout the interview thingy, so here it is.
The interview is damn funny, laughing non-stop.
When they interview me, yuliah keep looking at me.
Damn paiseh can, then the person ask talk on the phone with who.
Yuliah keep disiao, hahah.

Friendster horoscope :
You're excited about an upcoming event,
But you still have to find some patience.
- How will i be excited in this kind of mood.

Friendster lovescope :
Now's not the time for keeping your emotions on the down low with your honey.
Connect with them, or you could be perceived as being aloof.
Trust your heart more than your ego.
- I don't know la.....

I just want you to know that i love you.
I want to be there for you everytime when you're sad.
But you don't want to tell me what exactly happened,
What do you expect me to do?

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

A day without you, its so miserable.

























Sports day, 2008 (:
Spot me!
Its so obvious, hahaha!
I don't know why but i love sports day.
Not only this year, but every year :D

I slept for 2 and a half hour today,
During maths cme and physics.
Tomorrow Mrs wang's coming back! (:
Like finally can! Wth.
I want to pass my maths one leh!
But idk a single thing bout matrics..
Sad case.

Hmm, i can't think of other things to blog.
Or rather i'm too lazy to blog :x
I'm tired, why can't school be on alternate days?
So we can rest and not wake up early every single day.
And jieyi loves disiao-ing me! What only, hahah.

Ciaoz,
Oh and,
I love you (:

Monday, April 14, 2008

<3


























I got nothing to blog bout and Suzanne wants me to blog bout her,
So yeah, i'm a kind soul (:

Suzanne Lee is a pig, everyone agrees right?
She only know how to influence me bad things, bad right?
She always touch my stomach, so pervert right?
And i say i tell my mummy she molest me,
Y'know what she say?
She said that my mummy will believe her rather than me, tsk tsk.
So bhb right? HAHAHA! (:

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Jealousy kills.

















2007, sports day.

I don't want to be sad, i seriously don't want to.
Ppl will only know how to say cheer up,
But its easier said than done.
Cause jealousy really kills..

Its not your fault and nobody else's fault.
It's mine, why am i getting jealous over such little thing?
I hate weekends la, tmd.
Hah, i'm a loser (:

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Iloveyou, my dear.

I realised that i'm bound to be sad on weekends.
Not because of someone but because of something.
I don't know why is that so, but i'm feeling terrible .

Oh ya, yesterday.
St hilda's won nationals champ for boys,
And Presby won for girls.
Prize presentation, took pictures then went back to school.
Played ball, slack at school till 8plus.
Reached home around... 9.30pm..
Tired, but still played audition.
And i'm getting lousier and lousier.
I don't know wth did i do that makes me feel so tired.
Even now, i'm feeling damn tired.

I don't know how much i mean to you, but you means the world to me.
Idk wth is wrong with me, why am i feeling this way?

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Hold on to this love <3




















Lost to xinmin 3-0,
This marks an end to Nationals, Shuqun Bgirls getting 4th..
We have so much fun together as a team,
Though conflicts and all but we're still a team (:
And for those graduating ones, jiayou for O's :D
The trip to thailand, such a memorable one.
Together as a team, united we stand (:

Today, maths was ok? Was busy listening to songs and deleting my msgs,
Basically cause i have like 2000+ messages in my inbox.
And it makes my phone lag, so yeah have to delete.
PE, did 5 stations (:
Actually 4 cause not enough time, heh.

Inclined pull ups - 21 (:
Standing board jump - 177cm (i can't jump far)
Sit and reach - 50 (:
Shuttle run - 11.43s (slow, i know)

After that was english, story time haha.
Flashbacks (:
Recess and then went for match. Lost as said, hai.
But we all played happily, don't we?
So now, focus on studies (:
I want to get good results, but i'm always so lazy :x

Went back to school, slack at canteen.
And fernanda go hit my knee, on purpose!
Damn pain till i drop tears. Not cry ok! Hahah.
She said i'm psyco cause i got her picture in my phone, lol!
How lame can she be? Hahah, she will ying zhua gong me if she see this :D
Then home sweet home (:

My legs and knee are in pain :(
Tomorrow is friday, and there's prize giving at toa payoh sports hall.
B boys playing finals too, vs St hilda's.
Damn shag, this week is such an busy week (:
And i hate weekends! Someone knows why, heh :D

Wo duo me xi wang ni neng mei yi fen,
Mei yi miao dou zai wo de shen bian.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Wo hen she bu de ni.

Lost the match yesterday..
Sports day today, ran 8x200m and Cca 8x100m.
I think i ran damn slow, manage to over take syahira,
But in the end still lost to their class.
After 200m was 100m.
No strength anymore, hahah.
Got a 2nd for cca run.

After that, went clementi to eat and then walk to clementi interchange.
Took a very long time to decide on where we want to go, haha.
In the end took 99 to Jurong and took train home.
Lol, lame right (:
But the main purpose is to waste time? Idk how to explain, hah.

I'm so tired..
Yesterday semi-finals, today sports day, tomorrow 3rd and 4th placing.
Idk why, but i'm feeling so so so tired..

I think i sort of pull my muscle or something,
And my knee and leg hurts.

Ily, you mean so much to me <3

Monday, April 07, 2008

Cause you mean everything to me.

Today is a tiring, actually not so but i'm feeling tired..
Training was ok, weihong yongkwang henry and ruixiang came.
From 10.30 till 1pm then went down to eat,
And went up to the hall for libero control.
I don't even want to do, and i only knew that i have to do only today -.-

I don't know what to blog about,
And i'm so tired but i'm gonna wait till 12 before i sleep (:
And and, I've to pack my history file, if i'm not lazy to :D

Will we drift? I'm afraid to lose you, my dear.
Ily darling, if you're happy, everything is worthwhile (:
Though you can't msg anymore for this month,
Remember, i'm just a call away (:

Sunday, April 06, 2008

The care you given <3

Hmm, tomorrow having training from 10.30am-1.30pm.
Means we only have to study from 8am-10am.
So shiok right, hahah (:
Mainly because our match is on tuesday?
Vs presby, strong team eh :D
The match decides on whether we are 1st or 2nd placing,
Or 3rd and 4th placing.
So yeah, important match.

I'm feeling sick,
And the fever of mine have not subside (:

Friendster lovescope :
The person you've been hoping would notice you does,
And they let you know in a very big way.
Don't be surprised if something truly amazing happens today.
Your friends will be talking about this for years.

Hah, what will happen today? I bet nothing (:
Prove me wrong then, :D

Some random things,

Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
Courage to change those things i can,
And the wisdom to hide the bodies of the people i may have to kill,
Because they piss me off (:

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Imy imy imy imy imy imy imy imy <3

Oh, i'm a pig today (:
Slept till so late, hah.

Basically, i'm sick so i didn't went for training.
Yep, so don't ask why :D

Too often we underestimate the power of a touch,
A smile, a kind word, a listening ear,
An honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring,
All of that have the potential to turn a life around.

What we need to know about loving is no great mystery.
We all know what constitutes loving behavior,
We need but act upon it, not continually question it.
Over-analysis often confuses the issue,
And in the end brings us no closer to insight.
We sometimes become too busy classifying,
Separating, and examining
And to remember that love is easy.
It's we who make it complicated.

( I forgotten if i have posted this before, but its in my phone :D )


Either do i want to,
I'm sorry that i've made you worried.

Friday, April 04, 2008

Is being happy that difficult?

I kinda feel better already, so i can post :D
Today, got back social studies test.
I got 9 over 25 -.-
And it was written there, Good that you are trying.
So unfair can, i didn't even go to school on that day when she's teaching.
I don't even know wth is NHS, stupid shit.
And i was super tired, just wanted to sleep then zouyi call me to wake up -.-

She don't let me to sleep! Kill her, smack her :D
And she says, if i get good results, i must give her a treat.
So buay hiao bai right, hahah!

After school went studying with yuliah,
And suzanne, but she didn't study!
Suzanne Lee don't want to let me see her sketch book!
Don't friend you lor! Hmph.

Love is like water, we can fall in it.
We can drown in it, but we can't live without it.
Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky,
Are best relieved by the letting of a little water.

I have you, a lover and a friend.
You are everything I need.
You are the sun, the air I breathe.
Without you, life wouldn't be the same.
Please don't ever go away.
And if you go, don't forget to take me with you <3

I feel so guilty of lying, hai.

Let true love be unspoken?

I'm a good girl yesterday cause i didn't on my computer,
And i slept at 11.30pm :D
It's counted very early already..

I'm happy this few days.
And out of a sudden, i feel so moody.
I don't know why, hai.

Hmm, i got a new maid.
I should be happy, but why can't i?
Ok, whatever.
Who even cares whether i'm happy or not.

Y'know something,
Ily very much <3

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Ily.

I'm too tired to blog, like seriously.
Keep dozing off -.-
I'm waiting for someone's answer! :D


Hmm, first period was history but teacher didn't come?
Free period :D
After that was chemistry, was having "headache"?
Recess - Chinese - Maths - English.

Maths teacher didn't come again, and idk a single thing bout matrics.
Don't know what 2x2 ah, simi sai one (:
And i just realised there's social studies test tomorrow,
I didn't study it at all? Hai.
Want to study but too tired to :(

It took me an hour to blog this post, lol..
The time now is 11.36pm :D

And oh,
I love you <3