Training was shit today.
Whole day fitness -.-
After training stayed back to watch match.
Talked with yanqi and shahirah.
No, should say hear them talk.

I don't say out my feelings, how i feel.
Cause i'll breakdown.
Better not.
At home alone better, no one knows.
Keep all my feelings inside, i'll soon collapse.
I don't know why, but jealousy kills.

I don't want to talk about it anymore,
I can't take it.
I'm weak, i'm a loser like what alex say.

I may seems strong, but i'm not.
I'm tired of the tears.
I guess give up is the best solution.
And thats the only way i can do.

So bye, and everything will go smooth....