Today againist Cedar. won. 3-2. i play like 3 sets? like shit sia. my both hands is in pain. muscle ache. wann serve also difficult. sigh.

Last set, coach was like shouting and shouting. the first time i serve, i serve soft soft. den he start to yell at me okay. like wad only. den i serve very hard. almost out seh. den change court. he keep at there nag nag nag. float but they so easy take sia. not fun wann. cannot set sia. muscle pain. sighh.

Went back to school. Coach want us to go back. Waited for him to come. he call us to write a reflection and hand it up on sat training. don't think i am going, as i am quitting.