Something make me felt very hurt, yesterday.
it was really very very very hurting.
Have been thinking it before i sleep and after i wake up.
how terible is this feeling.. who will understand ?
i rather she keep this from me.
hais. i really hate that feeling that bug me from morning to night, and night to morning. every single day.
why do i've such a life, god ? mom, why did you born me out ?
why can't i live in the past ?
i'd everything, but it's not enough ...


Sigh.I understand -In order to make people happy, i must stay happy myself.