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I am feeling so moody now.
I've no mood for anything. Studies? sigh.

Do what you all like. I am so not gonna care about this anymore.
Talk to you nicely and you give me attitude.
Juniors juniors juniors. sigh.
No use cutting your hand kay.
It doesn't help, really. Sigh.

Attitude attitude attitude. It sucks like hell.
(though i've it too sometimes)
Attitude is something you can control.
Don't let attitude control you.


Speechless. What you said cause me to have nothing to say.
It hurt me lots. Sigh. you won't understand.



GOD!!!! I need a person that truly understands me.

Sigh, exams coming.
I got to concentrate on my studies, but i can't. lol -.-
I have not started studying yet.
Don't have the mood to study.


I am so hurt by what she say. But yeah, got to face the facts.
I better get myself out of this things. I got to get over it.
Hope i could. sigh.


Shasha and i have the same fate. don't ask why.
Sigh. Sad. I am not as strong as you think.
I just didn't show out my feelings.
I look happy in the outside, but actually i am not.
My heart's empty. the emptiness is killing me.
I need someone by my side.
I am feeling so exhausted.

Sigh, no one understands how i feel.
You that i don't seems to care about, actually its you that i cared most.


Today is 28th.
6 more months to my birthday. its still long.



12 more days to MYE!

There's this funny little thing called love.
It can come and go like a gust of wind.
It can trade off from one person to the next.
Unpredictable and unexplainable are what it's about.

You never know when it's coming or how you'll receive it.
But once you have it, you'll never want to let go.
Thought it often does go, shattering your heart along the way.
Makes you never want it again out of fear and sadness.

Only, slowly you heal and smile once again.
And suddenly there's a new face that makes your heart flutter.
So you forget your old sadnesss with your new excitement.
On and off it goes throughout your young life.

As sad as it may seem, most of us will go through.
People as we do clothes.
Yet some have long, loving relationships.
That blossom into marriage.

Some wonder why people put up with it.
It can hurt you, stab you in the back,and sadly.
Even make you want to take your life.

Yet the reward seems to be the catch.
The ability to share with someone.
The secrets you thought you'd carry to your grave.

To trust someone with all you have.
And know that it's returned.
Receiving unbelievable happiness and joy.

From just the sight of someone.
Ultimately,It's a wonderful feeling,Shared between two,
That can turn into the adventure of a lifetime



meaningful uh.

Today i am so guai can. wonder why.
I did everything. Even the teacher also praise me. hahas :)


After school when to east coast park for in line skating.
Skate for awhile then started raining. So heavy somemore.
My sketch book so wet can. pathetic.
Walked so far just to go to the shelter.
Everyone is like so wet.
Luckily we wear jersey, if not confirm can see.


I'll try my best to forget you. as you wanted. i hope i could.
Forgetting someone that you truly love is difficult.


The person i don't seem to care about, its actually the person that i cared the most.

Something make me felt very hurt, yesterday.
it was really very very very hurting.
Have been thinking it before i sleep and after i wake up.
how terible is this feeling.. who will understand ?
i rather she keep this from me.
hais. i really hate that feeling that bug me from morning to night, and night to morning. every single day.
why do i've such a life, god ? mom, why did you born me out ?
why can't i live in the past ?
i'd everything, but it's not enough ...


Sigh.I understand -In order to make people happy, i must stay happy myself.

I pass my maths test. i got 15 over 25.
not good but at least i pass without studying for it.
The previous test i only got 8/25. At least i improve. =)

Geography 13/25.
Just pass by 1/2 mark. -.-
Didn't even care about geo. didn't listen didn't study.
Anyhow do also can pass. haha.


Chinese 32/70. My chinese deproved alot can. A1 drop to B4 then drop to D7.
My chinese never fail before can. and now i fail it. -.-
Imagine how pro i am. sigh.


15 more days to MYE .
and i've not study at all.
Maybe i am not going to study.
No interest in studies. i think?
I don't care.

What if a person has pms then got attitude prob,
Scolds you for no reasons and all the vulgarities,
Will you feel good?
And expect you to forgive and forget.
That person was in the wrong first,
And yet,
Every other people is helping her.
What will you feel.


I have my pride. don't bother to persuade me. I m stubborn. so what.
THATS ME!


Carolyn says when she first knew me, i wasn't like that.
People do change. You too, change alot.
You know i won't be angry with you. (or maybe you don't)
What for you say things to make me angry with you.
It doesn't help, really.
I know you are just helping her.

People tell me :
fan shi yi he wei gui, ren yi shi, feng ping lang jin, tui yi bu, hai guo tian kong.
Very meaningful. i like it. hahas xD


Whatever you all want to say behind my back, go ahead.
I don't care. I don't give a damn about it.
People just can't uderstand how i feel. Whatever.



Played true or dare after school.
Shasha ask whether who i love more, C or L.
I didn't know how to answer. sigh.
I anyhow say.

When did i ever tio you all. Why must i call you when you ask me to, i am not your dog. You both think people feel good when you say like that to people. For goodness sake, some people say spell masturbate as masterbed. The english must be very pro. knnpcb. you all thought you very good izzit. Before you say people, think through your brain. fcuk seh.




17 days to MYE!

i dont know what to post. N i am very bored.


Lyvia say she is eating dinner now & its yummy. LOL -.-



I am trying my best to forget you (as you wanted). I don't give a damn.
My mind is in a mess. i have no idea what should i do. sigh.
All i can do now is to wish you good luck.
No matter what i'll still be supporting you in whatever you do.


All i need is your love.
i know i don't stand a chance but y'know,
I cant control it.


Lyvia's competting with me to see who finish blogging first. haha. I m done. i won!! LALALA!

NAPFA:

Sit and Reach : 50.

Sit up: 48.

Shuttle Run: 10.8s.

Inclined pull up: 17.

Standing board jump: 170.
urghh. 2 more cm then get A!!.



All i need is your love.


20 days to MYE!!!!

HAPPY BITHDAY
MING HAO & CAROLYN!

Both 14 years old le. big le. Hope Carolyn will find her new love and Ming Hao will be together with ahem!! xD


Lots of people getting sick. GET WELL!!!

Today i am so GUAI!!! i copied all the things into my science therory.
Teacher say Good! haha. Maybe only when i am sick i will do my work.
So pray that i will be sick. *touch wood*


Troublesome bringing medicine to school.
It cause drowsiness, So i got the excuse to sleep! WOO!!
CME for 1 period and Mr tan say we can go.
Then i was like huh? so early ah.
Cause i was sleeping earlier on. I said wah so fast ah. Den he looked at his watch.
Only 1.00pm. Think he must feel very paiseh. hahas.

After school got the chinese course. don't know called what.
I talk back to the teacher. hahas (: Fun seh.

21 days to MYE!!!!

i've tried my best to let go, but i dont want to.just thought you should know before i leave, been waiting here for all eternity. never stopped loving you.a part of me is wanting to scream i love you, but another part of me is begging myself to shut up.maybe you and i will never be. sometimes i wonder if we could just fly away from this horrible prejudiced world, would you still be here with me? or would you be halfway round in space already. save me from the nothing i've become.



This time i didn't cry. WOO! three cheers man.
This proves that I have grow stronger.
I WON'T MEANS I WON'T.
The words you say it really hurt me.
Forgetting a person i truly love needs a lifetime. (To me)
Hope my memory would erase all the things.
So, Jiayou!
Do endings really are beginnings?
Maybe? Maybe not?


Don't want to think about this anymore.
I'll be strong!
I will and I WOULD!!!!!!

Woots. Everyone is like asking me why i didn't go to school. :)
Spent 2 days at home doing nothing. lol -.-
Looking at the com for the whole day.
Bet my eyesight is getting worser and worser.



Looked at the way we talked last time.
How i wish time could turn back. But i know it will never happen.
We have fun laughing, joking, teasing, the way i guailan to you and you guailan to me, the way you give in to me and i give in to you.
So sweet! Although its short, but i enjoyed it!
Now you treat me so cold.
i really hope time would turn back.


It takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and a lifetime to forget them.

Gosh. i got so much medicine.
Cough mixture, Panadol, Flu medicine, Lozenges, Phlegm medicine.
MC for 2 days. Don't know if tomorrow going to school not.


I love you.
And i don't expect you to love me back.
For at least, i am true about you.
I want to celebrate your birthday with you, but you say there is no need.
I won't insist. Its ok.
You are sad yesterday, but its seems that i cant do anything to help.
Wo zhi ke yi mo mo de xi wang ni hui kai xin.
Whatever i do, it don't seems to touch you.
You mean so much to me.
You just don't understand how much i love you.
I love you so much that i don't care much about whether will we be together or not, I just want you to be happy and i will be happy.
Move on with life!

I m so sick. fever, 38.9 . Flu, sorethroat, nose block, fever, cough. sigh.
I feel so tired even though i slept for like 10 hours.
Didn't go to school. My head is like super duper pain.
Mummy still haven come home. She is suppose to bring me to see a doctor.


You are not a pathetic loser.
To me, you are the best.
Maybe one day, he will straightened out his feelings and come back to you.
I know i don't stand a chance.
All i have to say is, I LOVE YOU!
I will be right here supporting you till the end.


out to see doctor. will post later.

I am so sick.
fever, sorethroat, nose block.
The feeling isn't good! It sucks.
So xin ku can.
Want to die le. Someone save me man.

Being sick is not fun, faking sad is fun! lol -.-
I slept with the aircon on and the fan blowing directly at me. I know its crazy, but without the fan, its so difficult to breathe. diao. whatever, i don't care.


I love you, and i mean it.
No matter what you do, i'll support you.
If i can wait for you, you can too!
To see you happy, i am sastisfied.
I don't expect much. I cant too.
To know you, its a blessing given by god.
To get to you know you better, i must have done lots of good deed in my previous life.

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

You're so fine I want you mine you're so delicious
I think about you all the time you're so addictive
Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright (Alright...)

Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And hell yeah, I'm the mother fucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right (I'm right...)

She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again (Again and again...)

So come over here and tell me what I wanna hear
Better, yet, make your girlfriend disappear
I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again (And again...)

Because...

She's like so whatever
And she could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

(Uh)
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

(Uh)
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I don't like your girlfriend (Yes)
No way, no way (No way)
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I could be your girlfriend (No way)

(No way, no way)

Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret (No way)
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I want to be your girlfriend
(No way, no way)

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend (No way!)
No way, no way
I think you need a new one (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend (No way, no way)

(Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me (Now way!)
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I want to be your girlfriend (No way, now way)

Hey, hey!

typing with the screen off. how amazing is it. -.-
having IT lessons .so boring.
need to do the stupid interview. so dumb.
Raining sia. how to go home.
so heavy somemore.
still got 1 more hour seh. till 4.30. sigh.
actually wann after school straight away go home de. but got this.
Tomorrow got GOLF! urgh.
I don't like!


Go home then post again.

I will wait for you like how you wait for him.
Time is not gonna change anything, i guess.
I love you, and its forever.

To you, i may be nothing.
But to me, you are a person very special to me.
I cant cheer you up, you seems so moody.
I felt so useless.

I love you as much as you love him.
I rather i get hurt then you getting hurt.
Seeing you sad, makes my heart hurt.

I m being banned from using the com. Handphone confiscated. After school must reach home by 1 hour.

Cause of going to watch the match NAS vs NYG.
After school, went home shower den quickly run out of the house. Mother don't let me go watch match. When i at house downstairs, mother call me. She was like shouting in the phone la. She say if i go don't come home already. den i was like ok lor. den she ask me where am i. she say wann bring me go. den she say go home i die.


I m willing to sacrifice anything, Just to see her. Although didn't get to talk to her, but to see her, i m happy. My love for you is priceless. They won!
CHAMPION seh. They were so happy. But as for nanyang, they're sad. its ok. work harder next year xD.


Time passed so fast. wished time could turn back to the day of prize presentation. had lots of fun. We were shouting and shouting like there is no end. if it is, how good will it be. sigh.


I miss her ALOT! Went up the bus, i felt so sad. wished can spend more time with her, Be by her side when she need me. sigh.


Think that would be the last time i'll be seeing her. Nothing could explain the sadness and emptiness in my heart. I love her unconditionally.

LOVE HURTS!!!!

Today againist Cedar. won. 3-2. i play like 3 sets? like shit sia. my both hands is in pain. muscle ache. wann serve also difficult. sigh.

Last set, coach was like shouting and shouting. the first time i serve, i serve soft soft. den he start to yell at me okay. like wad only. den i serve very hard. almost out seh. den change court. he keep at there nag nag nag. float but they so easy take sia. not fun wann. cannot set sia. muscle pain. sighh.

Went back to school. Coach want us to go back. Waited for him to come. he call us to write a reflection and hand it up on sat training. don't think i am going, as i am quitting.

Today go school, first period drama. kinda fun? den follow by PE. do stations.

Sit and Reach: 47 cm.
*so less.
Standing board jump: 169cm
*so short can.
Inclined Pull up: 16.
* i do till 5 points den don't wann do le.

Didn't do shuttle run and sit ups as it was raining? LOL!

den SKIP...................................


After school went to mac eat. walked back to school. have shot put. the metal ball is like 4kg?

1ST: MERABEL LEE YI SHAN ; 6.03m

2ND: SHASHA SABRINA ; 5.95m

3RD: FERNANDA TAN YAN ER ; 5.79m

* not bang okay. LOLS.


Went to IMM find JOYCE, SHIH MIN, ZAHRIA, MELISSA with FERNAN AND SHASHA. walk around. den went to JE. Shasha go cut hair. actually wann cut also. mother don't let me cut punk hairstyle liao. den went home. actually my mother wann bring me go cut hair. but i very tired. so didn't go.



09/04/2007. We are no longer together. A CLEAN BREAK. I don't wann to hurt you. as it goes, 长痛不如短痛 (Chang tong bu ru duan tong). Its for your own good. Don't waste time on me. its not worth it. WE ARE STILL FRIENDS.

I know you will be sad. I know the feeling, If * tell me that, i would be so damn heart broken. Sigh. I don't wish to cheat on you. understand? So, forget me!

sigh. why must * tell me about those thing. as if like i don't know. i just don't wanna to think about it. since * told me, i have been thinking and thinking. haiishh. it make me sad. my heart is bleeding, holding back my tears, its just hurt me too much.

For joan,
To me, living in illuions is better then knowing the facts. maybe to you its not, but to me its better. facts can be really hurtful at times.


The efforts, care and love that we have given, you don't appreciate it at all. We are the stupid ones, to get fooled around by you all. sigh. sad.


Sacrifice our blood,they don't even care or appreciate.

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
幸福它真的不容易



I am going to rot soon. i have not went out since thursday. Should i go out today? i have no idea. sighh.

i really hope you can accept me. i dun wann to be just your friend. if you don't want, you can say. i'll try to let go and be friends, but i really dun want. ):

sighh. i am so confused. #01? #05? #10?

Waiting for you its like waiting for rain in the drought. but i suppose its worth it? i believe dat as long as i love you truefully, you will sense it.

I am that kind of person who fall in love easily but cant forget a person. no matter wad, i'll still love dat person. haishh. why am i like that. i cant be a person like this. i have to forget all expect 1 person, and love that person wholeheartedly.


I hope i can handle it well. I am not as strong as you think. i do have my weak side. sigh. ILOVEYOU.

Today woke up at 5. tired sia. acutally dun feel like going for morning training. but if dun go sure kena scolding wann. bo bian must go. meet shasha 6.15 at the interchange. i was abit late lah. reach school around 6.30? we fan gun(rolling) alot of times sia. shasha fan gun the most. haha. den abt 7.45 we go change, assemble den go back to class. study only from 8.40 till 10. den go for training again. till about 12.30? eat den go to the pe staff room and slack. coach say match is at 3.30. but other ppl say 2. den we slack till about wann 2 alr. den joan call fernanda say nanyang waiting liao. wth!? the bus uncle haven reach den the main 6 take mr chua the cab. den the rest choing cab. at last we reach earlier den the main 6. den never warm up sia.

I am so satisfied with my service today. although it was like not good? but i didn't serve out. i stand far far away. hahas.

Lost to nanyang 3-0. sigh. ngee ann won cedar 3-0. disappointed. we waste coach efforts. everyone pit hopes on us, but we didn't win. sigh. sad.

no mood to stay back. so went back to school. on the bus. damn sad. went back to school. inter- house. was like somehow in time to play. lost to 2B and 2/6. got 4th. sigh. den went to tampines. at first thought only joan, lyvia and lixuan going. scarly the whole team go. we all go toilet. den lyvia and lixuan come inside the toilet to say hi. fernanda come out den she chua tio. haha. dey say hi den bye. lol. we walk around tm. den when going back actually wann say bye to them wann. but they walk so fast somemore got teacher. den shasha go say teacher siam lah. but they never hear cause too far away. hahas. den go home. reach home about 9.30.


Tell me not to waste time. sighh. it hurt me when you say like dat. haiishh. my heart haven mend and you hurt me again. i just couldn't control my feelings. i fall in love with you without realising. :(

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!?
*rubbish.

Tomorrow match againist Nanyang. jiayou kay? if we win we'll be fighting for 1st and 2nd placing. If we lose, 3rd or 4th. sighh. must jiayou.

Tml training 6.30am. till 8 i think? release at 10.30 for training again. coach say light training. match 3.30. so late. at CCAB.

TOMORROW IS A LONG DAY!! MUST TRY OUR BEST!! MUST HAVE CONFIDENT!! DUN GIVE UP.


I LIKE HER. BUT DUN HAVE THE COURAGE TO TELL HER!! SIGH.
You hurt me when you say like that.

I am now in school. so bored. Mr Wahab so bhb.

Yesterday, lost to ngee ann 2-1. very close man. 2nd set i go serve, den coach say if serve mistake go back training die. at first he say if 2nd set we lose, go back school run 3.6 den climb 25 storeys. den we was like wat the fuck? siao sia. heng no need go back. ltr training i die liao lorh. serve 1 outball yesterday. warm up the time, my back very pain sia. wann to underhand also difficult sia.

After match, we choing cab to tampines mall. $12.40. when we reach there, joan and lixuan still haven reach. went up to 4th storey den they say meet at mac. den must go all the way down. lyvia and jia min do project first. abt 5.30 den they come. den we walk walk. den stuck at the car there very long. den they wann take picute. fernanda walk away den i also walk away. left shasha at there. den she take pic with them. hahas. she take picute with lixuan sia. aiseh. must be happy. hahas.