SMOKING IS BAD FOR HEALTH! :x

This was me when i'm small :)

I'm tired..
Like forever :)
My finger hurts alot! :(

I don't know how much you love me,
But i know someone else express it better than you do.

I'm like feeling so damn down, but i've to act like i'm fine.
If i can choose again, I'll still choose to like you.
Life is unfair?
Yes it is.
Nothing in the world is fair...

I'm tired cause of unknown reason.

Maybe to you,
Those 2 words seems nothing.
But to me, it means everything.
From Nov 14 2007, till Dec 26 2007.
All that i've done is for nothing? O.O
Reply my message = waste of time?
Up to you..

My finger damn pain :(

I'm lazy to go around wishing people,
So those who come here will be wished by me!
Must be honoured yea? :D

Merry Christmas!
And A Happy New Year!

If Santa Claus will to grant me wishes,
I will wish....

1: For everyone to be happy! :)
2: Team to stay bonded! No quarrel!
3: (You know who) to (you know you know)!
4: My handphone! :(
5: Maureen to Cheer up!

I'm halfway done with my blog.
Lazy.
Any kind soul will be kind enough to help me finish it?

Going to De La Salle for "Training".
Instead of being train, i think its the opp.
It starts at 2.30pm.
And i've no idea what time it ends :)
Anyway, I can stay out late today.
Just that i got no where to go and no one to go with.

Ha, I'm bored..
Many many days didn't go out already.

Played maple, cause i got nothing better to do.
Was playing maple halfway yesterday,
My maid suddenly like kena possess.
Almost scared me to death.
Now i'm like damn scared of her..

PS: My blog is private yo!
Only 15 people can read..


[Edit]

Hello everyone!
My name is Maggie, My surname is Mee.
My full name is Maggie Mee Is Yummy.
You can call me Maggie or Mee or Maggie Mee!
Nice to meet you guys! :D

[/Edit]

I'm like living in this world for nothing.
All the things that i used to have, is all gone.

Why must i have such a mother.
Bill is just $50+, and she make a big fuss out of it.
Expect me to do 1 maths book and 1/2 of a new one.
I'm not a genius. You can't expect much from me.

The fever is killing me and still want me to do maths.
She said if i passed and promote to sec3 Express,
She won't transfer school for me.
But now? She said she is going to transfer for me.
You don't mean what you said, when you say you will do what you say.

Hate is a strong word, but still i wanna say.
I HATE YOU!

I want to go for the malaysia trip,
How i wish i could go.
But having such a heartless mum,
I couldn't go.
Why must i have such a mum? I rather you don't give birth to me.
Just that my bro is smart, and can produce good results.
Doesn't mean that i can too.

Sometimes i wonder why my mum can be so heartless?
Sometimes i wonder why would my mother treat me like that?
Maybe i'm pick from the rubbish dump?

FUCK OFF! I HATE YOU!

Training.
Jog the whole 1.8km, super tired can..
Plus only slept for like 3 hours? Can die...
But after that played dodgeball.
Super fun can!
Then train for awhile then briefing..
Super boring can, want to sleep..

I'm watching Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao.
Nice to watch okay.
Ep3 Part2.

Thats all for today, off to sleep soon! :)

Look look look at the time!
I'm still not tired.
High on msn! With fernanda and amanda.
I'm bored, i shall go offline and watch my television!

Gong Zu Xiao Mei, Ep11.

Ciaoz, i'll be back :D

I'm watching gong zu xiao mei now,
But i can't concentrate.
Millions of question going through my mind,
Very xin ku..
What can i do? I don't feel good, who can help me.
I'm sad, really very sad..
My heart is aching, thousands of needles poking through my heart.
Who can help me?

I don't want to feel the way i'm feeling right now.
I'm suffering, how i wish i could just die without thinking of anyone.
Why must my life be like this.
Nothing is fair, i mean Nothing!

I'm bored now.
Who wanna go out later?
Text or ring me.

I'm going to sleep soon.
I'm super tired,
And Jermaine is not saying a single word on the phone -.-

Its 3.30 and i'm still not sleeping! :D
Going to sleep soon!
I'm tired! *yawns*
After a hard day of training, and i'm gonna sleep till i'm happy :x
Hope so, but i don't think its possible.
I told fernanda to call me when she wake up,
Which i think is super early.

There's no training tomorrow and saturday, so cool! :D
Equals to can slack for 2 days!
HAHAHAHA! :)
And i've finished watching ISWAK,
And joan is like only at Ep 4?
I'm making her jealous! xD

A bonded team! <3


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MAUREEN IS LOVED! <3



Maureen says as long as i'm happy, she's happy!
I'll be happy! (:

9 more days to Malaysia's competition!
Jiayou! :D

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Yuliah, i know you will read this.

Cheer up alright! He isn't worth of your tears.

No matter what happens, you still have me!

Strangers are better off (?)

They can never hurt you unless you bring them closer.

If he has hurt you, don't believe him again.

Or at least not blindly.

There's nothing called forever, forever is nothing.

Be strong!

Love never fails to hurt someone.

SMILE! :D

Anything can talk to me yea?

I didn't go for training again.
Was having fever -.-
38.8.

I don't feel good.
Sad.....
Don't ask why.
Maybe this just shows that i'm nothing to you.
NOTHING!!!!

I MUST BE STRONG!
I'LL GET OVER IT!
I'LL BE STRONG!
STRONG STRONG STRONG!!!!

Maybe its just your coldness to me,
That i decided to get over you.
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL!

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I think joan is crazy.

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence, :
M-A-I E-M-O L-A-H

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] Maybe somehow if you'll be more straight forward, we wouldn't be like this ❤ [/c] :
Didn't.

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Like real ah!

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] Maybe somehow if you'll be more straight forward, we wouldn't be like this ❤ [/c]:
:)

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Emo shit, yo

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] Maybe somehow if you'll be more straight forward, we wouldn't be like this ❤ [/c]:
Nope.

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Yesh.

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] Maybe somehow if you'll be more straight forward, we wouldn't be like this ❤ [/c]:
Nah

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Step not emo nia! hahahah

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] Maybe somehow if you'll be more straight forward, we wouldn't be like this ❤ [/c]:
No, not emo


[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Okay laaa, not emo k?

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] Maybe somehow if you'll be more straight forward, we wouldn't be like this ❤ [/c]:
Yeah.

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She is really mad.

12/9/2007
9:34:07 PM

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
All I want for Christmas is you!

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you.}:
?

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
All I want for christmas is for you ;D

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you.}:
Uh huh, why?

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Is you la .

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you.}:
Orh

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Walaozh

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you. I'm not feeling good.}:
Like as if it will be me

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence, :
Will be lah!

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you. I'm not feeling good.} :
Haha.

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you. I'm not feeling good.} :
Won't la.

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence, :
WILLLL :@!

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you. I'm not feeling good.} :
Orh, okayokay.

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence, :
wl..............

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you. I'm not feeling good.}:
:D

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence,:
Walaoz ehz

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you. I'm not feeling good.} :
Huh?

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence, :
Walao ehz/

#// [c=12]©МΞгĂβΞŁ™[/c] [c=4] If only you know how i feel. ❤ [/c] {I'm nothing, nothing to you. I'm not feeling good.} :
Why?

[b](J)[/b] Screaming in silence, :
Make me sad only.

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Lol sia she, must be very bored.

I don't know.
I really don't know.
I really really don't know.
I really really really don't know what should i do.

Who can tell me what should i do?
I'm not feeling good.
I'm not okay, so don't ask me.
Who understands how i feel?
I'm in pain, really very pain.
Why do love hurts so much?

If knew things will go this way,
I wouldn't have fallen into it.
If i've the chance to choose again,
I will not choose the same path.

No one knows how i feel.
Just that i didn't say out,
Doesn't mean that i'm fine.
I may look strong, but i'm not.

I dowan to care anymore, but i can't.
I'm seriously tired, tired of the tears.
Why must i tear, when the person don't even care.
I'm a weakling, a loser.

If only you will give a fucking damn about me.
I would be happier.
Even a show is more important than me.
Tell me what i mean to you.
NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
F off.

I'm bored!!

QUIZ.

List the top 5 presents you want for your birthday ;
1. YOU!
2. YOU!
3. YOU!
4. YOU!
5. YOU!

Answer the following questions ;

The person who tagged me is ;
-Jermaine.

Your relationship with her is ;
-Don't know.

Your impression of her ;
- An idiot.

The most memorable thing she did for you;
- Nothing i guess.

If she become your lover , you will ;
- Don't know lei.

If she become your lover , what does she need to improve ;
- More straight forward.

If she become your enemy , you will ;
- Say: " GO AWAY LA!"

If she become your enemy , the reason is ;
- SHE LOVE (YOU KNOW WHO)

Your overrall impression of her ;
- Still an idiot.

How do you think the people around think about her ;
- An idiot lor.

The character you love yourself ;
- Nothing.

On the contrary , the character you hate yourself is ;
- Everything.

The most ideal person you wanna be;
- No one.

For people who care and like you, say something to them? ;
- Thanks, i appreciate it! :D

Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel ;

1. CAROLYN KOH
2. YULIAH TAN
3. SHAHIRAH
4. IRENE TAN
5. RICHELLE
6. FELICIA TAN
7. ESTELLA BU
8. LEE ZHI HUI
9. LEE JIAN WEI
10. GOON SIU WAI

Who is No.6(FELICIA TAN) having a relationship with ?
- No one.

Is No.9{LEE JIAN WEI} a male or a female ?
- Its a him.

If no.7{ESTELLA BU} and No.10{GOON SIU WAI} together, would it be a good thing ?
- They don't even know each other.

What about No.5{RICHELLE} and No.8{LEE ZHI HUI}?
- Neither do they know each other.

What is No.2{YULIAH TAN} studying about ?
- She's a smartass.

What was the last time you chatted with No.3{SHAHIRAH} ?
- In the afternoon today.

What kind of music does No.8{LEE ZHI HUI} like ?
- What i like, she like it too! LOL!

Will you woo No.3{SHAHIRAH} ?
- Impossible!

What about No.7{ESTELLA BU}
- Lol, her team keep disturbing when we got nothing to do with each other.

Is No.4{IRENE TAN} single ?
- Yeah!

Whats the surname of No.5{RICHELLE} ?
- She said is Joy-Chia.

Whats the hobby of No.5{RICHELLE} ?
- Don't know? Volleyball maybe?

Do No.4{IRENE TAN} and No.9{ LEE JIAN WEI} get along well ?
- I think so.

Talk something casually about No.1{CAROLYN KOH}
- She likes saying COOL.

Have you ever tired developing feelings for No.8{LEE ZHI HUI}?
- No way!

Where does No.9{LEE JIAN WEI} lives ?
- My house. LOL! Okay no, Jurong East.

Are No.5{ RICHELLE} and No.1{CAROLYN KOH} Best friends ?
- I doubt so.

Does No.6{FELICIA TAN} likes No.2{YULIAH TAN} ?
- As a friend maybe?

How did you get to know No.2{YULIAH TAN}?
- She is my peng you. Classmates!

Does No.1{CAROLYN KOH} have any pets ?
- Nope.

IS No.7{ESTELLA BU} the most sexiest person in the world ?
- I'm cold.

Training was shit today.
Whole day fitness -.-
After training stayed back to watch match.
Talked with yanqi and shahirah.
No, should say hear them talk.

I don't say out my feelings, how i feel.
Cause i'll breakdown.
Better not.
At home alone better, no one knows.
Keep all my feelings inside, i'll soon collapse.
I don't know why, but jealousy kills.

I don't want to talk about it anymore,
I can't take it.
I'm weak, i'm a loser like what alex say.

I may seems strong, but i'm not.
I'm tired of the tears.
I guess give up is the best solution.
And thats the only way i can do.

So bye, and everything will go smooth....

Now that (you know who) is not attached, maybe you will like.
I don't know what will happen,
But if you will to fall in love with another person,
I'll wish you all the best.
I guess thats the only thing i can do.

No matters how much hurt is caused me,
I'll still face it with a smile(?)

I guess i'm not important to you,
As it seems to be.
Maybe things should just end here,
I can't take it anymore.
It'll be better for the both of us.

If the day should come that we have to part,
We just have to admit the fact and say Goodbye.

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People says i'm pessimistic,
Say i always think negatively.
But thats what i am what.
Thinking negative, would make you feel better,
If things really do happen.
At least you expected the outcome.
It won't hurt you as much (?)

The fever's killing me.
Making me insane, idiot or what so ever...
38.5!~ Cool uh! :D

I don't know why it turn out this way,
Maybe we're not compatible,
Maybe what we need is fate.
Maybe the person you like isn't me.
Maybe it started out wrong in the first place.

If the person you like puts your friend/best friend pic as dp,
Will you feel good? Won't you feel jealous? Or even angry?
Maybe its just too overboard, that i can't take it anymore.

Maybe the one that you like in the first place isn't me,
It was her. But she has hers already.

You said you love her (you know who) a lot.
But just as a friend.
But who knows, maybe deep in your heart you love her as a lover.
That, no one knows. Only you yourself know it clearly.

You tell her everything, i can't stop.
You put her picture as dp, i can't stop.
You love her, i can't stop.
Tell me what should i do?
I really have no idea.
Maybe what i can do, is just let go.
And you'll have your freedom to like someone else,
Or even her.

Joan says i am a useless bum, and i think its true.
I'm good for nothing,
And some freeloader!

Played beach volleyball in the rain.
How cool..
Its fun okay, anyhow..
Think i'm having fever now!
COOOOOL!!
Played with water, haha.
Those type that came out from the floor.
Whatever you call it.
Hahah, damn fun..

Went to eat outside 7-eleven.
Yanqi's like a hungry ghost!
HAHAHA :D

Okay, i've no idea what the hell is going on.
Maybe what we need is time.
Maybe we won't go on any further.
Maybe we should end here.
Maybe i should let go.
Maybe i should carry on.

Tell me what should i do.
I won't know, if you don't say.
I'm tired of keep on guessing what you really feel.

Maybe i should just disappear from this world,
Then everything will be fine.
Go ahead on what you wanna do and move on without me.

If you think she (you know who) is irritating, or whatever.......
Think about your blog la, much more people can.
You said you care, did you even show it?
Did you even bother to?
I guess the answer is no.
At least to me, cause i don't feel it.

AIRPORT!

The view from plane!

























We used it okay! :D























Shasha's birthday!




























TAUPOK!



























TAUPOK TAUPOK TAUPOK! :D



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BACK FROM THAILAND!
After 5 long days...

Okay, the plane didn't crash and i'm back here.
Jermaine says i took submarine dere -.-

Had fun there, don't wanna come back.
Okay no, i miss my com!
There's so many things in singapore.
Would surely want to come back.

I'm tired and there's training tomorrow.
9-1.

I think i'm having fever now.
Sorethroat! No voice...


JERMAINE IS A PIG!
SHE LOVES TO SLEEP!
HAHAHAHAHA! :D


Pictures in the next post.