Long time since i blogged.


Okay, Eoy's coming..
Like this coming friday?
Thats fast..


Hope i can do well, and stay in express.

Guess i won't be online from now,
Till the end of EOY.
Its like 11th october.
Thats long.
So, miss me guys. xD

Anything/nothing just msg me.
96980326.


I'm so gonna concentrate on EOY.
I hope i don't miss my com.
I hope my audition skills won't go down.
I hope i won't miss that person that i long for.
And last but not least,
I HOPE I WON'T FAIL MY EOY! (:



I love you like i do in the past.
Just that you didn't know.
I lied, for the sake that will move on.
I lied to you, i lied to myself too.
I'm think i'm the dumbest person on earth.
A person that don't know how to express my feelings for the one that i love.
Sigh, what a faliure i am.

No doubt, thats me.

Damn, i look like freak in this pic.

Forgotten when was it taken. The sun is bright!

UGLY!

At Century Square.

PS: Its the wall colour, and its red.

This looks scary.

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me
I’m going to smile.
Love is never lost.

If not reciprocated,
It will flow back and soften and purify the heart.

This better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
The hottest love has the coldest end.
Some of us think holding on makes us strong;
But sometimes it is letting go.
For few love can last a lifetime,
But for many not knowing when to let go can hold them back forever.
If this is goodbye, don't come backif this is the end,
Don't wake me up.


-


When you say I Love You,
Mean it.
Believe In Love At First Site.
To Fear Love Is To Fear Life.

Somewhere There's Someone Who Dreams Of Your Smile,
And Finds In Your Presence That Life Is Worth While,
So When You Are Lonely Remember It's True.
Somebody Somewhere Is Thinking Of You.

To love someone is to understand each other,
To laugh together,
To smile with your heart and to trust one another.
One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this.
If music be the food of love, play on.


Love reminds you that nothing else matters.
Love is more than a feeling;it's a state of mind.
The best things in life can never be kept;
They must be given away.
A Smile, a Kiss, and Love.
To love is not to look at one another,
But to look together in the same direction.


-


If you love someone you say it,
You say it right then,out loud,
Or the moment just...passes by you.


Love is but the discovery of ourselves in others,
And the delight in the recognition.
There is no remedy for love but to love more.
There is always some madness in love.
But there is also always some reason in madness.
Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind;
And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.

Editteddddddddd!!!


Didn't have the mood to blog, or rather no time.
Have been studying =/


I'm addicted to Facebook.
So fun yea.


5 october will be the starting of EOY!
And its like 14 days from now.

Will be going on HIATUS soon!!!
Will be back after EOY!

And it will be like 11th of october?
Then no need to go to school till 19 of october.
8 days of holidays!
COOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLL! xD



Love each other or perish.
Love is so supremely important.
Without love, we are birds with broken wings.
Don't cling to things, cause everything is impermanent.

I'm tired, very very tired.

Tired of all this kind of things.
Have been coming home late, Like 8 plus.


There are stars tonight, but not many.
I look out of the window, i saw the cresent moon.
I prefer a full moon to a cresent moon though.


I've thought about it,
I'm so gonna forget you.
I'm determinted!!!
The day i totally forgotten about you,
You'll be very happy.



Life is a series of pulls back and forth.
You want to do one thing,
But you're bound to do something else.
Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't.
You take certain things for granted,
Even when you know you should never take anything for granted.
The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love,
And to let it come in.


"Let it come in.
We think we don't deserve love,
We think if we let it in we'll become too soft."
Love is the only rational act!


17 more days to EOY!

No mood to blog.


There's no star tonight.
So sad..

Teared not cause of jersey thingy,
But of other things.

Miss those memories that we shared.
I thought of how we meet, getting close to each other.
Developing feelings for each other, how close we used to be.
I know, things that are gone, i couldn't find it back.
The fact is we are like not even friends, don't talk to each other.

I'm trying to let go, very very hard.
Tears just keep rolling down..
I just couldn't control it.

I forced myself to smile, put up a strong front,
Just to not let people know i'm hurt inside.


All i want to do now is to,
Concentrate on my studies,
Score well for End-Of-Year && Promote to Sec 3 Express.

No love for the time being,
No dropping of tears for e time being,
Happy all the time! (:


18 more days to EOYs.

Went to meet yuliah and melissa at yew tee foodcourt at 12.
Yuliah bought watch and off to shiwei's house downstairs.

Played at de fitness thingy, waiting for that pig to wake up.
Melissa take my phone don't know call her how many times ah,
Still didn't wake up.


Went up to shiwei's house and slack.
For like so long?
Yuliah and melissa keep screaming cause of her dog.
Melissa keep pulling my shirt, the dog keep aiming yuliah.
HAHAHAHAHA!

Then bring the dog down walk walk,
And went to the basketball court.


Played basketball, that guy stepped my leg.
Swollen already ):
Now walk so pain, got blisters also.
Who call us play bare-footed.


Bring cookie down, yuliah and melissa keep playing with her.
They took lots of picture with cookie -.-
My dog leh!
Still say every week want come see cookie -.-
Later my dog like you all, don't like me how?
Sadded!!!


After that went back to shiwei's house,
Melissa keep pulling my shirt -.-
Shirt so big liao still keep pulling.
Cause of shiwei's dog, keep barking.
Wanted to sent them to yew tee but they say don't need.

So, i went home...

-

Letting go is never easy,
especially when so many others have become part of the equation.
Maybe, from the start i shouldn't have fall for you.
I'm just so wrong.
I fall so deeply for you.
So deep that i couldn't get out of this no matter how hard i try.
If the day come when we see each other again,
We can talk as normal friends,
Proves that i've gotten over you completely.

Yesterday


During recess, we stay in class slack.
That potato come scold us then make us do detention lor.
Plus got briefing at 12.45.
Then he say what you go now later you do 15 min dentention.
Like that also can -.-


Bangkok training tour : 27 November to 1 December 2007
Malaysia invitational volleyball competition : 21 December to 23 December



Actually need pay $700 de then minus minus only need pay $30.
Fernanda so suay need pay $450, who call you so rich.
HAHAHAHAH!
After that went to je meet shiwei then went to eat at foodcourt.
Eat le then go back school.


We tell the security that shiwei is last time in our school de.
Then transfer le, come back see teacher.
HAHAHAHAHA!
Play netball then i keep asking who is in my group.
Lol, really very blur mah.


After that went to commonwealth there de see-saw play.
So much fun there.
Melissa & yuliah keep shouting.
Cindy fell 2 times, same pattern but different side.
Super gong lor.


Took 188 home with shiwei and cindy.
Cindy wanted to go westmall but 188 didn't go.
She took de wrong bus lah. Pro leh..


Stupid shiwei, got 1 person infront dunno do what , don't know how say.
Then she purposly go make loud loud.
Another person on the music then she also go on.
Idiotic de lor.
Reached cck took train to yew tee then walk home.


SHIWEI IS SUPER THICK-SKINNED DE LOR!!
Hahahahaha!

Damn it, i want my phone :(
Sad lahhhhhhhhhhh..............



Training was super tiring.
At first was fun....
Till lph came..
Make me slide and jie qiu.
Spike so many balls, hand become numb le lah.
I DON'T LIKE SPIKING!


When walking home, saw shiwei.
IS I SO UNLUCKY LOR, NOT YOU!
Who call you behind me.
Hahahahahaha.

Training was kinda bored,
But why am i so tired?


Today i'm a guai kia okay!
Listen in class. Do work.
End-Of-Year like in a few weeks times?
Any kind souls would be kind enough to study with me? Let me know.


I wanna get good grades and promote to Sec 3 Express.
Cannot drop to NA.
I talk but no actions.
HAHAHAHA!
Lazy me, hopeless.



Awaiting for minicup.
How i wish, minicup is just tomorrow.
Go to sleep, open my eyes and have to go to hougang.
Play match, slack and have fun in the bus.
HAHAHAHAH!



Hope 1 day you would look back and come back to me.
I'll always be there for you, no matter what happens.

I've made the promise to you, i won't break it though promises are meant to be broken.
I love you like i always do <3

Dragonboat was okay.
Sunburn! Sunburn! Sunburn!


I'm getting darker.
Suzanne keep saying i white(fair) .
Is she black lor!


Went back to school, bought food.
Then stay at canteen to slack.
So sad, school closed at 2 plus (i think).


Took 188 home, slept on the bus.
Super tired!
Reached home, intend to sleep.
Instead i'm here using the com.



School reopening on Monday!
And i didn't even touch till my hw.
Art haven't do, haven't study, haven't do hw.
Just plain LAZY!
No choice, who call me born out only lazy le.
HAHAHAH!


Nothing much to say.
Just,
I LOVE YOU.
something thats common, but its something that meant alot.
Every word you say,
Could change my life, change my everything.
Just for you.

Going for dragon boat later!
Since its already 12am, which means today is 8 of sep.


Super high now, and i am suppose to wake up at 5 -.-
Meeting shasha at je at 6.45,
Then go eat breakfast with the rest of B girls.
Need to reach school by 7.45.


I'm tired, but i don't feel like sleeping.
Anyone ton with me? Message me then.
Gonna offline and watch tv le.
Ciaoz~

I'm not supposed to love you.
I'm not supposed to care.
i'm not supposed to live my life.
Wishing you were there.


I'm not supposed to wonder ;;
Where you are or what u doing.
I'm sorry.
*i can't help butt fall in love with u.


Someday you'll will cry for me;;
Like i cried for you.
Someday you'll miss me like i missed you.
Someday you'll need me like i needed you.
Some day you'll love me but i won't love you.
So, goodbye forever, i'll be on my way.

Best way to forget someone is:

Make sure you dont see that particular person for like 2-3 months,
Keep yourself busy.
Like exams are coming, start studying.
DON'T stay @ home alone and emo.
Go out with friends. Just keep spending time with friends.
Or go out with your relatives and all.
Just like study now since exams are coming.
Stop listening to emo songs.
Just keep yourself occupied :D


I've done all, but it just doesn't seems to help.
Sigh, i dunno what to do.



Met shahirah at cck then off to jurong to meet shasha.
Waited for fernanda at the bbtea shop.
Off to tm, walk walk then went to century square to play arcade.
Hahaha!


Fate is what we are lack of.

Super tired.
Got 2nd for captain's ball.


My head got 2 more baluku. Sigh.
One is i jump up catch the ball then got 1 person kick my leg,
I fall behind sia. Is super pain de lor.
Got one more time is the ball behind then i take then kena my head.


Yuliah keep disturbing me.
Say what don't see already la.
I DIDN'T LOOK AT HER LOR!
Is she keep looking can -.-

I don't think there are many people who reads this blog.
Who cares.


I have many things to say.
Some things couldn't be say.
But some can! (:


Though i don't think you will see this, but i don't care.


I love you,
Theres nothing that can be compared to you.
I can give up my everything just to be with you.
Trust me, i'll be there for you anytime, anywhere.
Just give me a call, and i'll be right there.
Maybe the time isn't right.
But as far as i know, for me theres only you.
I'm not sure about the future,
But is just you that i wanted right now, so so so much.


I'm not that kind of person that if love another person,
I'll hate that person.
So, don't have the need to lie to me.


Lastly,
Good luck with J.
Last long yea?
All the best.


You can come to me anytime.
I'll lend you a hearing ear when you need someone to talk to,
Though i don't think it would be me.

Got back my results.

English : 64.0 B4
Chinese : 46.0 D7
Maths : 60.0 B4
Science : 37.6 F9
History : 62.2 B4
Literature : 60.0 B4
DnT : 66.7 B3
HomeEc : 48.0 D7
Art : 66.0 B3


Comments:

Merabel has shown a little improvement but she needs to continue to work hard to achieve a minimum of for EL1 (WHICH I DID CAN!) and an overall average of 50% (I ALSO DID!) to promote to Sec 3 Express else she will be transfered to Sec 3N(A).


Angry lah, I FAIL MY CHINESE FOR THE FIRST TIME! WTH!
I got 47/70 for common test and cause of homeworks i fail.
Pull me down, sigh. No choice, who call me don't do homework.

My science hopeless de lah, expected to fail.
Home Economics, didn't do the cooking test as i didn't come to school on the day.
So, i failed.

The worse of all is i didn't even got an A.
HOW PRO AM I!

An Express student without an A.
Guess i'm the only one.
Sigh.



It is really hard to forget someone you really love.
But yeah, i make the promise.
I've to do it.
I won't make empty promises to you.
Time is all that i need.

-

I will keep you with me in my heart.
I promise I will be there.
You came into my world, changing everything in me.
You brought laughters and joy, along with happiness and blessings.
Put it simple, you made me came alive.
A vow of never leaving you is made when we came together.
And forever begins.
Stay with me, for ever more.
And I will love you for always.
I know there are times when I have got your heart breaking.
But I have never meant to do so.
Nothing beats seeing you with a smile so genuine. (:
I love you. ;D