Jealousy kills!

She is just way better than me, i knew it all along.
Call me petty, over-sensitive or whatever.
If she did like you, you both will be together so "long" ago.
When she break, it's like in dec.
Till now, not even 2months.

I'm just a subsitute.
In relationship as well as volleyball.
Just that i love you so much that i can't afford to lose you.
If one day you'll to leave me for her, i don't know what i'll do.
I just can't be compard with her.

FRIENDS only mah.
Yeah right, "friend".

I'm sad, feel like crying.
But i must be strong :(
I don't want ppl to worry.