Empty.

Didn't go for dnt. When will i ever get well?
Down with fever all the time? Sigh.

Emptiness. Thats all i'm feeling.
If someone would give me some love. Hah.
Well, i do appreciate friendship love. But i'm not referring to that.
ps. if you get what i mean.

I don't know.
I don't know who has the ability to make me feel loved, feel happy.
Perhaps no one? Yeah.

No one understands me, not even myself at times.
I like the feeling of someone being able to understand me.
Hah, i'm weird. But its okay.