Get to see her yesterday,
Was doing libero control for her match.
Then yiting message me say what happy right,
Lame sia, still say they all at there observing.


Denise go give her the sweet then add extra words.
What beloved beloved..
Then later when we playing ball,
The ball roll towards them,
They at there disturb say what let her take let her take..



Ngee ann won today, 2-0..
Grats Grats!
My antenna long okay, thats why i know.
HAHAHA!

I ask her when is their next match,
Then she say, your antenna long then you go check lor. .
Good lor she...

But anw i still found out from the fixtures.
Thursday, 3pm @ Temasek Poly sports hall court 2.
Ngee ann VS Anderson.

Say my antenna long already. HAHAHA!



Sad, there's match tomorrow but they don't have.
Have to reach hougang at 10.15am.
1 hour and 15 mins earlier.


Ahhh, i want see her!!!!!!!
Don't feel like going tomorrow,
Cause there's no her.
I study, its just for her..
Not cause of other things..



Got back my report book.


Failed:

Maths, Science, Geography, Home Economics.


Passed:

The rest except for the above 4..



Comments:

Merabel has been a reliable chairperson.
She has a jovial nature and can be quite vocal at times.
She is capable of doing better if she learns to priortize,
And channel her energy into more important things.

Birthday is like tomorrow, but i don't have the mood..

Going to vivo with classmates..
But have to reach home before 6 :(
Birthday still must go home so early,
Wth lor...


I tried my best to forget,
But i can't..
Thought you should know,
Sigh...



Working on monday, YAY!!
Like 1 match $6..
Easy money.. HAHAH!

2 more days! :)
And 3 more days to youth cup! :)


I don't want to have anything to do with you,
Understand?
So what if you wanna celebrate my birthday with me?
I've the choice to say no right.
Its my birthday, i make the choice.



Happy that i passed my EOY and promote to sec3 express.
I was given a chance, i've to do well next year.
I promised, if i promote,
I will study....
Hope i can fufill my promise...




First match: 29/10/07

SQS vs PHS
10.30 @ TP...



Anyone wanna go out on sunday,
Msg or contact me..
The more the merrier,
Give some face la..
My birthday leh!!!!
HAHAHAA! xD

I'm left with memories.
A past , very very dear to me.
I once held so tightly, kept it to myself .

It's so out of line to try and turn back time.


Memories---1102 25/11/06


From :
koh Carolyn
Sent :
Sunday, March 11, 2007 10:22 PM
To :
mysterygal_me@hotmail.com
Subject :
Ps. I'm still not over you ( Off from your Msn nick :))



Heyyo . I'm very sorry for no replying your messages .
Just that my current phone got confiscated & I can't use it .
( My bill exploded that is ) .
Then I bought myself a prepaid card & it got cut off because it wasn't registered .

Umm . I only know that you messaged me on like .. 9th March .
My mum told me there were messages and so I checked them .

Hm . Okay . So I thought you had a girlfriend , and gotten over me .
I don't know should I be sad or happy , no seriously .

And now you telling me you're not over me , very .. um .
Some kind of . Suprise uh .

This mail's to explain myself and somethings are better left untold .
& it'll benefit both of us , right ? (:

Move on with life ! :D
Takecare & <3>

----


From :
koh Carolyn
Sent :
Monday, March 12, 2007 11:55 AM
To :
mysterygal_me@hotmail.com
Subject :
RE: Ps. I'm still not over you ( Off from your Msn nick :))



But really , some things are better to be left untold doh .
Okay since you want me to get to the straightttttt point ,
then I shall O:

I still have feelings for you , but I can't let go of my current bf .

Straight enough ?
So just forget me (:


---


From :
koh Carolyn
Sent :
Wednesday, March 21, 2007 9:51 PM
To :
mysterygal_me@hotmail.com
Subject :
RE:



Haah , I said : '' See you tomorrow , good night <3
I took the initiative to say good luck :)
<3

I'm bored..
And i didn't went to school.
So my mother don't let me go for training.
And then i can't go watch the football thingy.
WTH LORRRR!!!


I got 34/100 for maths!
How nice -.-
Well, no point cry over spilled milk.


I'm still stuck at lvl 17 in audi.
Sadd...

Oh please lor,
Why would i be bothered to be nice to others.
I'm not the one you used to know anymore.
You don't know me, not even in the past.
Don't think you know me so well -.-


I'm a good for nothing.
Happy? -.-


You wanna make people like you,
Then say bad things bout me, nevermind.
Say all you want..


So what if people ask you go first.
So bhb.
Ppl ask, isn't a need to go what.
Like what sia.


I'm good to everyone,
Except you.

Love will always turn to hatred.




9 more days!

The more extreme and the more expressed that passion is,
The more unbearable does life seem without it.
It reminds us that if passion dies or is denied,
We are partly dead.


Love is like water,
We can fall in it.
We can drown in it.
And we can't live without it.


There are no little events with the heart.
It magnifies everything;
It places in the same scales the fall of an empire,
Of fourteen years and the dropping of a woman's glove,
And almost always the glove weighs more than the empire.




10 more days! xD

Have lots of fun today.
Okay, not really.


Trained to jurong and then back to lot 1,
And then to city hall -.-
Went to merlion park see merlion.
Yuliah's friend! xD
Cannot move de! Hehe!


Went to the concert,
So tired, 1 and a half hour sitting down.
Butt pain >.<
Many people slept, HAHAHA!
Including me, of course.
Then when ending must clap.
Clap for so long still cannot go,
The conductor keep walking in and out, LOL!


After that went to suntec to makan.
Then went back to esplanade.
Saw huaiyue they all.
Walk with them to mrt,
Then saw Jian wei, weiquan, boon kiat and aikpeng.


Damn the train, so many people.
9 plus still so many people.
Got banglah also.
HAHAH!
Chou4 chou4! xD


They alight at jurong,
Then left me alone go home.
So sad lor! :(
But nevermind,
Got peiyi and yuliah msg with me.
HEHEHE! :)
Walk home, so dark.
Scary!!!!
Reach home around 10.50pm.
TIRED!!!



Its my blog, i can say anything i want.



I don't understand why,
Why do you have to stick to ************
Do you have a need to follow them?
You all from different school,
That is so far away from each other.
Must you be so extra?
Trying to be good to them.


You're just so LAME!!!!!!




11 more days! xD

Later gonna go esplanade watch concert.
I guess i'll be sleeping rather than hearing.
From 5.30pm to 8.30pm leh.
3 bloody hours................


I promised i'll never hurt you if you come to me.
I'll love you more than myself.
I'll dote on you more than anyone else does.
It's a promise i made.
Its gonna be a year soon.
It's only for you, my darling.
I love you.



12 more days to youth cup as well as my birthday (:

I'm feeling terrible on the outside as well as inside.
I don't know how to express it.
There's no one there for me,
To talk to, Someone that can be trusted.


I really feel very terrible.
My tears seems so uncontrolable.
I cannot bear it.
I need someone to say it to.
But just no one that i know,
I can talk freely to him/her.


I'm really really really feel very very very terrible.
Cheer me up someone.

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're wait from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They are free



But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do


If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide


But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do


But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do


What real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What love can do
What love can do....

For the memory of love is sweet,
Though the love itself were in vain.
And what I have lost of pleasure,
Assure what I find of pain.

The meeting of two personalities is like,
The contact of two chemical substances.
If there is any reaction, both are transformed.

Accept the things to which fate binds you,
And love the people with whom fate,
Brings you together but do so with all your heart.

I miss you like the flower misses the sun.
Like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter.
Instead of beauty to direct its light to the heart,
It hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to.

I hope for a day that you would look back,
And take a look of me.
Go back to the old days.


Its soon gonna be a year,
Time flies..
The day which i remembered clearly.
Its so memorable..


Sad, mom sold my cookie {dog} away.
How dumb is it, she sold it away and she cried.
She's the one who wanted to sell it away,
I'm the one who is suppose to cry alright.



SENTOSA ANYONE?
Next Wed, 17/10/07?
The more the merrier!!

Exams are over,
Everyone jumping for joy.


I'm tired, very tired.
Got home around 9.


Tuesday gonna go durian watch concert.
5.15pm to 8 plus plus.




The day i met you was the luckiest day of my life,
And also the unluckiest day.
Bad in the way i had to forget you though i can't.
Good in a way, we once shared beautiful memories that i would never forget.
Never in my life, swear across my heart.
Those memories will last FOREVER.

Maths paper 2 was difficult.
To me, at least.


I only know how to draw the graph,
The rest don't know.


Literature is easy, but i don't think i'll score.
I wrote crap. HAHA!


Enjoy myself till 26th october,
After that i'll be died.



Now the sight of you makes me puke.
Don't disturb me anymore.
Leave me alone and i'll be fine.

Science paper was difficult.
I left blanks. HAHAHA!
I think i will get 20 and below,
Who cares.


Tomorrow is Maths paper 2 and Literature.
Day after tomorrow will be MT paper 2.
And the end of exams.
Cheers!


Looking back, I have this to regret,
That too often when I loved, I did not say so.



Gonna enjoy myself during this few days,
If not results come out = i die.



Anyone wanna go sentosa on.. like maybe 17th?
Everyone that i know will be welcome..
Let me know about it (: