Shattered.

I thought you love me, everyone thought so. Why did you lie. WHY. Why tell other ppl another story when its not the truth. Just because you want someone to side you? Sigh. I found out so many things today, i wished its a dream. When i wake up, everything will be fine and back to normal. I won't found out anything. Why do those things that you know i wouldnt like it. Why break your promises. Why why why. I've not cried so much for a long time. I thought i was strong enough. I didn't know i love you so much. I didn't know you did all those behind my back. I didn't know you would. You betrayed me, betrayed my trust, betrayed my love. I felt my heart broken into million of pieces. After all these, i still dont want you to leave. But i know we won't be happy together. I just have to be strong enough to cope when you're gone. I feel like ending everything; my life my everything. I don't want to do anything, i just want to not think of anything. I want to be happy. I won't be happy without you. No one will make me feel better. Nothing will. Its an understatement if i said i'm sad. Why, just why. I cannot take it, i feel like dying. No one can help me, except for myself. I will flunk my prelim2 and Os again. Sigh why oh why.

I wished you'll be happy. Much happier without me. Take care of yourself.