Why is that so..

Why am i always at fault.
When i didn't do anything wrong?
Why do i feel this way.
I'm not ok at all.
I'm not happy.

Maths paper1 and ss today is 99.9% fail.
Chem tomorrow and its 100000% fail.
Chem paper end at 9 tomorrow, which means can go home after that.
Like a waste of time going to school just to do a paper and go home.
Can't they set it on another day?

I'm feeling very crapy :(

Can we go back.

Today marks the start of prelim1.
English paper 1 and 2 is killer :(
I'm gonna fail english :(:(
Maths paper1 and ss tomorrow :(
Die die die :(

Tell me why.

Went to counselling and then Central to buy my mummy's birthday present.
And took a very long time to get to boat quay.
Took cab in the end though :/
Ate at sizzling rock and looked at the fireworks.
This year's fireworks is damn nice! :D:D:D:D
There was parachute and helicopter hanging singapore flag somewhere near evening too :)
Ate till 8plus and then went upstairs for karaoke.
Went off around 9plus. Went to plaza sing to catch 11.50pm movie.
The hangover :) Its NC16, and its very nice. 5 stars k!
Ended around 1plus going 2 and then took the nightrider home.
Reached home around 3++am.

The time now is 4.48am, and i have not bathe.
Intended to go www tomorrow (later), but i guess it would be postponed to next week! :)
Too tired :(

Mean the world to me.

Listening compre today, got 2 questions wrong :(
History test today, i didn't study anyth at all. Not even a tiny bit :(
From ystd onwards, i have tuition :(
Dk how long since i had tuition..
Every tuesday friday and sat. Worst thing is, sat is at 930am..

Ss test tomorrow, after school.
Friday gonna go tpy to take pay. And then study??

To presevere.

I conclude that i'm lackadaisical.
Don't know the meaning? Go check the dictionary (:

My stomach is in pain now. Idk why :(
El compre test tomorrow.
I'll go to school k! JIEYI, YOU WAIT AND SEE!
I will surely go to school no matter how sick i am!!

I spent more than one hour to finish checking all the words :(
I'm so tired.

Over the weekend, went t watch harry potter.
And escape. Intended to go www, last minute decision t go escape.
Its ok, going to www this weekend, most likely. :)

Sigh.

Did maths mock exam ystd, and realised Olevels maths is quite easy!
Easier than those papers that we normally do :)

Its 11more days to Prelim1.
26th October, the proper start of Olevels.
And maths paper2 is on my birthday :(:(:(

4tests every week, my brain isn't that big to memorise all those notes :(

Tough.

Didn't go to school today, again.
Currently studying for history test on thursday.
I chiong-ed my english ystd for nothing -.-

Should i private my blog?
Yes/No.
Majority wins. Votes by tagging :)

Private.

Supposed to go night cycling at east coast.
Last minute smth happen, so have to go down to paya lebar.
After that took bus to toa payoh and stone?
Took NR1 back and reached home at 2am?
Played monopoly and slept at 6am.
Woke up at 2.30pm today.

School tomorrow :(

PS : Blog going on private by this coming week. Email to add.
Msn/text/tag :)

Silently in love.

Why is my temperature always so high :(
I spent 30mins in the 'isolation' room because my temperature was 37.6 :(
Have to see a doctor again soon.

Chinese oral today was shit?
Kept err err.. the teacher :(
Asked me a quetion, i answered a sentence.
Sigh :(

I wished i could turn away from all the things.

Didn't go to school today, and is going to consult a doctor later :(
I'm freezing :(

I'm leading a happy life now, i think.
But why do memories keep coming back?
Why do i feel jealous, why do i still miss..
Why am i wondering how you've been, if you're happy or not.
Why do i want to see you so much?
Why is love so torturing :(

Get to know yourself better.

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Why is it so difficult..

This week has been hectic for me :(
I'm so tired, lack of sleep.
Its only a week..
Physcis tomorrow @10am, sigh. Early early.
Then east to study.

I've to spend time to think about some things.
I seriously don't know..

& I may be privating my blog :)

Horoscope :
Romance, extravagance, and nothing but the best -- especially when it comes to seducing a certain someone like they've never been seduced before. That's your mission, and no one needs to ask you if you're willing to accept it. You've been carrying on this behind-the-scenes infatuation for far too long, anyway. It's time to get this show on the road.