Over? Hai...
I never thought it would end so fast.
My fault, and i'm feeling damn bad now.
Ok, i can't change anything.
Thanks for everything you've given me,
Good luck in whatever you do.

If seeing me irks you all and wants me to quit,
I'll do so.
No use staying in the team when everyone hates me?

Now i've no mood to do anything.
I don't even feel like going to camp now.
Haven't pack, haven't do anything.

Hah, i'm a pathetic person.
What a weakling i am.

Barefooted at imm, look damn retard can!

I got two and a half over thirty for physics and i think i'm damn pro!

The lowest mark i got for common test, for all of my life.

And, i'm late for school today! FIRST TIME! :@

Like wth, i woke up at 6.50am!

If there isn't maths test today,

I wouldn't go for school.

I'm just too lazy to go to see a doctor and take a mc.

Sec3 camp :(

Volleyballers have privilage! :D

We'll be going there in afternoon whereas the others will go there in the morning,

And we'll be coming back on Sunday whereas the others comes back on monday morning! (:

- Must miss me ok! :))))))

Maths common test tomorrow!
QUADRATIC EQUATIONS (((:
& INDICES! :(
Idk anything bout indices, sure fail..

Of all the common test, i only pass chinese -.-
Only 57/100 and i'm like 4th in class?
Wth, zzz.
I almost pass social studies, failed by 1/2 mark.
I got 10.5 over 30 for chemistry :D
I gave stupid answers, and amazingly i got some of it correct! :)

Won the match against cedar girls, 2-1.
&& I hit shasha's ahem ahem, HAHAHA!

I can't straighten my hand.

It hurts like @!#$#@!# when i try to straighten it -.-

You broke your promise, hai.

Forget it, promises are meant to be broken.

Well, then what for we make promises?

For fun? For peace? For laughter? -.-

I tried my best, not to quarrel.

But this is just too .....

I tolerated, i did.

Sigh..

Friendly today at fairfield..
Did underhand to the wall 500times,
Setting 500times.
Weights sucks make my muscle aches.

I don't know how to express my feelings.
I despise weakness!!
Why ain't i strong? I feel that i'm so weak.
Good for nothing person..
Living in this world wasting resources.
Hai, why must i? Let me die.

Ily.

School is shit today, sleep sleep & sleep.
My dark rings is getting darker and deeper.

Social studies tomorrow & i've not study for it.
A little just now at library.
More of playing then studying.

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Absence from whom we love is worse than death,
And frustrates hope severer than despair.
Wise men say, only fools rush in.
But I can't help falling in love with you.
No person is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry.
Love is like water; We can fall in it. We can drown in it. And we can't live without it.

Suzanne say she hate me cause my post all short short one.
So i shall post a long long post (:

To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult.
Our human loneliness has cause enough.
But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade,
Through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be.
You'll discover that real love is millions of miles past falling in love with anyone or anything. When you make that one effort to feel compassion instead of blame or self-blame,
The heart opens again and continues opening.
Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins.

Darkness isn't the absence of light, It's the absence of you.
Jealousy is indeed a poor medium to secure love,
But it is a secure medium to destroy one's self-respect.
For jealous people, stoop to the lowest level.
And in the end inspire only disgust and loathing.

What we need to know about loving is no great mystery.
We all know that to constitutes loving behavior,
We need to act upon it, not continually question it.
Over-analysis often confuses the issue and in the end brings us no closer to insight.
Sometimes we become too busy to classify, separate, examining,
And to remember that love is easy.
It's we who make it complicated.

Nationals starts on the 28th of feb!
*Its deleted cause i don't want more trouble.

I'm tired of all this.
Hate me? Fuck off.
Like me? Thank you.

If only someone knows how i feel.
Am i happy? Hai.

Why am i feeling sad?
Why do tears keep rolling down?
Its just volleyball, just a team.
Why do i have to care so much?
If i can, i'll choose not to care so much.

3A got 1st for interclass!
& I got scolding from some ppl without any reasons -.-

My blog is private cause of some ppl.
I wouldn't want them to read, so thats why.

Volleyball? Team mates?
Are we even a team?
Or am i the only one who is not in the team.
Keeping secrets from each other, like woah.
Amazing eh?
Lie to one another? Fine with me.

IMY :(

Will we last?
You said i can never leave you.
3rd week is coming, i miss you so.

I enjoyed today! :D
The moment after you left, i'm already missing you.

Heh, many things are not convenient to be said here :)

& Lastly, i love my BBAA!

Hai, i'm sad.
I miss you so much, do you feel the same? :(

Drift, difted, difting?

Don't cling to things, cause everything is impermanent.
Don't ever let there be a doubt in your mind,
You're the one that i always miss.

Putting up a brave front is maybe what all that i can do.
There's no formula to relationship.
Love is when you're more concerned about someone else's situation as you're about your own.

I ENJOY COMPANION!

Heh, its the 2nd week and we're still going on! :D
210108, the day i'll never forget.

1st of February 2008! :D

1 and 2 (:
I'm on time! So accurate, lottery also not so accurate ah!
Familiar right? HAHAHA!

I'm sick :(
The fever of mine keep coming and go.
I'm gonna be an idiot soon :)

Things wouldn't go the way people wants it to,
That's what live is.