Darlin' love.

One word to describe how i'm feeling right now: Despondent.

All i need is someone that cares for me deep down from their heart. Like how i'd care for you.

To you, love.

"Just because we don't talk doesn't mean I don't think about you. I'm just trying to distance myself because I know I can't have you."

Anywhere you go, i'll be there.

My heart needs to listen to me more :(
I've been keeping all my feelings to myself and i feel so stressed up..
Pls try not to talk to me if you dont intend to keep my heart.
I feel so horrible.. And no, sorry doesn't help.

I never thought i'd still feel this way,
I've no one to talk to.. Don't say that i can talk to you cause you might never know that you're the one that i like.

Stolen heart.

Let go of what kills you and hold on to what keeps you breathing. And i guess to me, you're both. So, what i do from now?

Past.

Lonely nights like this makes me think of the past. I know i shouldn't be looking back.. 

I know you still remember what we went through, all the hurt i've given you. 

You ain't turning back and neither do i expect you to. I hope you're happy now. 

You should know that i'm never good with words and i doubt you'll get to see this post but i do hope if you get to see this, you'll think back about those happy moments we had tgt though i know its just a really really really small part. 

Alumni lunch!

Been long.

I'm so lazy to update this blog. Life hasn't been really interesting lately.
Anyway, I'm quite excited for poly to start but at the same time dreading to wake up so early everyday.

My throat is killing me. Cough sorethroat flu :(
Hate being sick!! :(((((

I don't really have much to say because i'm a boring person hahaha.
Actually, if want to know more about me you can follow me on twitter because i'm really active there hehe.
Just search my name and you'll be able to find me ^^

Wassup yo.

Its 9 more months to my 18th birthday WOOHOOO
Anyway, life's great except for the emptiness i feel occasionally but oh well..
I believe it will get better :)
Got posted to NYP Sports & Wellness Management. Is anyone going to NYP too? ^^
And I'm really happy to see my juniors in sqss getting motivated. I felt the satisfaction.

I'm a happygirl, in a barbie world~~

Just a quick post before i prepare and go out.

So happy i'm gonna take sqss for akltg on monday tuesday & wednesday.
Flea tomorrow, so excited ^^
We're friends, i'm happy enough..

So many happy things, how to be be happy hehehehehehe :D
Actually idk what am i talking about, but im happy HAHAHAHAHA.

Day by day.

Day by day, i'm slowly letting you go.
Day by day, i'm also falling for you.

Life's short so why not take the chance to say whatever you want to say now.
Never be afraid to tell someone you love him/her because you won't know when will they be gone.
By then, its useless to regret because what's gone is gone.
So, start speaking your mind.

Wonder.

Sometimes you really got me thinking....
Maybe you should make my life easier by just saying to the point.
I don't want to guess what you're trying to say because idw to misunderstand you.
Plsplspls speak your mind, whatever you're thinking about :(

False hope True hope.

On the 31st of December 2010.

A text from you'd be really good.

Can't you understand that you're just irreplaceable. I don't know why did you say that.
Enlighten me pls?

Iamfineiamfineiamfineiamfineiamfineiamfineiamfine.
Iamhappyiamhappyiamhappyiamhappyiamhappy.

Just as simple.

Do you remember?
Try - Asher book.

They say i'm sentimental, I say because you're the most amazing thing that've ever happen in my life. Because even if you ever do the most unglam thing on earth, i still love you the same. Thinking about everything that happened between us before makes me feel even more :(. I wish i could control my thinking. I wish i can forget about everything. But most of all, i wish you're mine.

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If you ever ask me if i'm fine, i'd tell you that i am. But the fact is that i am not. I'd do anything for you, i'll protect you from being hurt even if its hurting me.

Grenade by Bruno Mars definitely suits what i'm feeling right now.

You.

Just for you, its open to everyone now.

My deepest secret.

Only if you know how much you mean to me.

You.

I want to tell you what I'm feeling but I don't know where to start. I want to tell you something, but I'm afraid you'll break my heart.

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New beginning.

No doubt im not able to forget about everything that happened. If its not meant to be, then so be it.

Os is in 22days. And im not studying :/