New beginning.

No doubt im not able to forget about everything that happened. If its not meant to be, then so be it.

Os is in 22days. And im not studying :/

Shattered.

I thought you love me, everyone thought so. Why did you lie. WHY. Why tell other ppl another story when its not the truth. Just because you want someone to side you? Sigh. I found out so many things today, i wished its a dream. When i wake up, everything will be fine and back to normal. I won't found out anything. Why do those things that you know i wouldnt like it. Why break your promises. Why why why. I've not cried so much for a long time. I thought i was strong enough. I didn't know i love you so much. I didn't know you did all those behind my back. I didn't know you would. You betrayed me, betrayed my trust, betrayed my love. I felt my heart broken into million of pieces. After all these, i still dont want you to leave. But i know we won't be happy together. I just have to be strong enough to cope when you're gone. I feel like ending everything; my life my everything. I don't want to do anything, i just want to not think of anything. I want to be happy. I won't be happy without you. No one will make me feel better. Nothing will. Its an understatement if i said i'm sad. Why, just why. I cannot take it, i feel like dying. No one can help me, except for myself. I will flunk my prelim2 and Os again. Sigh why oh why.

I wished you'll be happy. Much happier without me. Take care of yourself.

Like a you.

This blog is so dead, dislike. Everyday online but never blog, bet you're too lazy to. Around one month plus to Os. Oh my oh my! Must really start studying ah you! Don't everyday watch tv already! Make sure you really study when you go night study, CANNOT ONLINE. If not I poke you ah! Jiayou okay? ♥


OH! You should really start sleeping early! Make it a habit. It's good for health! And you'll get stronger too! Like a me :D 


I love you :D

Fever fever fever.

So my temperature went up to 39.2.
And whats best? My mother came home to pass me the medicine and food and went out again.
Without taking care of me, leaving me all alone at home.
I lead a sad life. Its so uncomfortable that i kept crying. Thanks uh.
Am better now, went down by a lil.

Stricken.

Blog is so dead.
Prelim1 is gonna end soon! Happy.
Last paper tomorrow.
Fever lasted for many days and is still here.

Anyway some things happened last week and i'm still not over it.
Bet i will never though.

To me you are perfect.

Home early today. Didn't expect to pass chem as i didn't knew there was any test.
Ss seq test on thursday. I really suck at memorising :(
Prelim1 is starting in two weeks time, i'm not ready at all.
I feel so dumb.

Broken.

Promise broken, lied to, trust broken. Totally broken.
Its smth so serious that i can't hold on anymore.
Whyyyyyy. Sigh.

So tired now. History seq test on monday.
Ss seq test on thursday. My memory isn't that good :(

Jiayou.

First day back in school. Tiring.
I can't get used to not having air conditioning classroom.
Felt so unsafe with the doors open, and its so bright.
Have to get rid of all these and pay attention :(
Prelim1 is 1month away. On the 28th july. :(

Baby baby happy 3rd month. I love you<3.

Nothing.

Done with scorer, after 4days.
Have not been sleeping enough for the past few days. So tired that i slept till 5pm.
Still feeling so tired.

Haven't started on my hw. Die.
Gonna start doing later i guess.

Tired.

Sentosa and nanny mcphee ystd.
Face is so red and hurting so much now.

Its raining now, so nice to sleep but mummy chased me out of the room.
Because she's sick and doesn't want to spread it to me.

Anyway, next few days will be very tiring.
Doing scorer from thursday-sunday. Got to reach school at 5.30pm tomorrow.

All the way.

So you see, I just realised baby helped me to blog.
How slow can I be? :(
Anyway, camp victory is finally over!!
No, it isn't time to play. No holidays. MUG!

I.CAN.DO.IT.

(L).

This blog is dying. So I'm helping you to update baby.

Pig, I think you're getting more like an heavy sleeper already. 好学不学，为什么学我?! Think you really got influenced by me leh~ At least still not as heavy as me! You should stop trying to become a heavy sleeper!

Four more days of lessons to go baby. Must jiayou kay? :D I love you bby!

Gogogo.

Been long since I last blogged.
Anyway, I've been wondering whose blog is soulofmydream. So whoever who came from the blog, kindly tell me whose is it ok? :)
And please help to click on my ad :D

Hey baby, I love you <3.

Lazy bum.

Helping baby to blog cause her blog looks extremely dead. Anyway, bby passed her Humanities, Math, English and Chemistry! Clap clap! Waiting for Physics only. Won't pull down your Combined Science to F one okay! :D

Faster wake up! If not you later cannot sleep already! And sleeping early is not sleeping before 3am okay! WAKE UP. Heh heh. I love you :D

Midnight.

I'm, someone VERY SPECIAL, helping baby to update her blog. Baby just left not long ago. And I'm starting to miss her already :( I think baby's fingers are filled with Jackfruit's and Durian's smell. Smell your own fingers baby. I had durian earlier than you! Hahaha!

I won't think about things that I shouldn't baby. Same goes for you. Cannot anyhow think! I like the way you responded when you see me cry. I like how sensitive you are. You can still see through me even though I'm putting on a strong front. I love you baby. And I'll be in bed until 1300 like what you just said. Heh heh :)

blogging after midnight is getting more and more torturing baby. I've not be doing this for quite a long time already! Okay, shall blog till here!! Love love.~

POKE.

:( . Exams are over for baby, envy! Baby, I don't mind if you wanna come and find me everyday during the Chinese Intensive period! You must not sleep for that one whole week. If not you'll become a pig. Opps, I forgot you are one already.

Hahaha, going to see how long you take to realise that this post is posted up. Shall go study now! Three more papers to go! :( I want sleep. HEH HEH. I love you. And, no more Quater Pounder / Half Pounder for this week and next week!

Midyear.

Everyone's complaining about poly life. It isn't as easy as they thought it is.
They said it was more stressful than Os. But i'm already feeling so stressed by Os.
I can't cope. I feel like a loser.
I must learn to love science and ch. No more F9s.

Done with ss and there's history on monday. Help!! :(
I always procrastinate and rush at the very last minute.

Buck up buck up buck up.

Bbbbbb♥

My both arms are hurting so much, its so red :(
Went to take aloe vera gel, mum saw and laughed at me.
I can't sleep properly cause it hurts.
Virgin tan ok hahahaha. (don't laugh baby!!!)
I have two blueblacks on my hands and i cant even hold the pen properly.
:(

I will cherish you because i don't want to regret not doing so.
Bby i'm yours so don't worry about losing me.
I won't allow anyone to snatch you away and no one will be able to separate us.
We'll walk hand-in-hand till the end, ♥

Scary.

Blackout while bathing in the morning.
Its so scary. Its like now i'm bathing and the next thing i know, i'm already on the floor.
Went to see the doctor and got 5different types of medicine :(
2nd time already, if it happens again i've to go hospital for checkup or smth.

Ok i have to go eat my medicine now and go to sleep early.
Or else someone will naggggggggggggggggggggg~
HEHE :D

BUCK UP.

Its just 1week away from midyear, i'm so not prepared.
I think i won't pass any subjects :(
Buck up buck up buck up.

Saving money to buy itouch.
Idk when will i ever save enough to buyyyyyyyyy.
Baby we must jiayou tgt ok :)
I know you miss me hehe, but you'll see me tomorrow.
Don't shyshy uh hahaha :D