Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Tagged by Felicia to do this -.-

1. Valerie
2. Yanqi
3. Aikpeng
4. Fernanda
5. Shasha
6. Peiyi
7. Irene
8. Zhi Hui
9. Raehanna
10. Samantha
11. Suzanne
12. Carolyn

Q1. Why did you put Friend 1 [Valerie] first?

Cause she is talking to me now.

Q2. Why did you put Friend 12 [Carolyn] last?

Cause she is the one i'm trying to forget.

Q3. What do you think Friend 3 [Aikpeng] is wearing now?

Shirt and shorts?

Q4. Have you ever had a crush on Friend 7 [Irene]?

No no no.. She's my meimei..

Q5. What is the most attractive thing about Friend 4 [Fernanda] ?

Erm... Shuai? Cute?

Q6. What is least attractive of Friend 11 [Suzanne] ?

Hmm.. Got metal problem :/

Q7. How did you meet Friend 9 [Raehanna] ?

School?

Q8. If you had to label Friend 2 [Yanqi] , what would you label him/her as?

Kind? Friendly? Cute? Shuai?

Q9. Have you ever kissed Friend 6 [Peiyi]?

No?

Q10. Where do you usually go meet Friend 5 [Shasha] ?

At jurong east interchange? Then go school?

Q11. What can you see Friend 10 [Samantha] doing for a living?

Hmmm.. A pinching people job? Lol.

Q12. Is Friend 8 [Zhi hui] a model?

No?

Q13. What song describes Friend 5 [Shasha] ?

Hmm... Unbreak my heart? :/

Q14. Do you think Friend 3 [Aikpeng] could kill someone?

Erm.. Most likely. With his volleyball skills?

Q15. Does Friend 9 [Raehanna] look like a girl or a boy?

Girl?

Q16. Does Friend 1 [Valerie] play any video games?

Ermm... Don't know?

Q17. What flavour ice cream Friend 4 [Fernanda] like?

Ermm... Cookie and cream? Chocolate?

Q18. Has Friend 2 [Yanqi] ever broke someone's heart?

Duh?

Q19. Do you think Friend 8 [Zhi hui] would rather have a million dollar or their true love?

True love?

Q20. Would you/do you trust Friend 6 [Peiyi] driving skills?

She don't even have a license?

Q21. If you and Friend 11 [Suzanne] were locked in a closet, what would you do?

Find a way to get out of the closet?

Q22. How often do you talk to Friend 4 [Fernanda] ?

Erm.. Like everyday?

Q23. Do you want Friend 3 [Aikpeng] 's body?

Want his body for? So muscular..

Q24. You and Friend 10 [Samantha] is stranded on an island, how would you try to save yourselves?

See if theres anything on the island, then say.

Q25. What stores does Friend 8 [Zhihui] get their clothes from?

In some stores?

Q26. If you could change one thing about Friend 6 [Peiyi], what would it be?

Ermm.. Don't know?

Q27. What annoys you most about Friend 9 [Raehanna] ?

Hmm.. She always disturb me. Okay la, i also disturb her de.

Q28. What is the best thing Friend 5 [Shasha] done for you?

Ermm... Don't know.

Q29. If Friend 7 [Irene] were a restaurant, which would they be and why?

Ermm.. Depends?

Q30. Do you know any dirty secret of Friend 12 [Carolyn] ?

Ermm.. Don't think so? Even if have also cannot say.

Q31. At your wedding, what would Friend 11 [Suzanne] be doing?

Erm.. How would i know?

Q32. What is Friend 8 [Zhihui] most afraid of?

Me? Hahah, no la.

Q33.What animal should Friend 1 [Valerie] be?

Anything that she like?

Q34. What do you think Friend 10 [Samantha] is thinking right now?

Thinking of..........................

Q35. What is the worst thing Friend 7 [Irene] could do to you?

Not helping me play audi? LOL!!

Q36. Would Friend 3 [Aikpeng] be as hot as the other gender?

Ermm... Should be?

Q37. Is Friend 12 [Carolyn] going to read this?

Most likely not. Don't think she would care -.-

Q38. Why or why not?

Hmm.. Bu fang bian at here say.

Q39. What were your first thoughts when you saw Friend 7 [Irene]?

Cute??

Q40. Do you trust Friend 2 [Yanqi] with your deepest secret?

Ermm.. What deepest secret do i have??

Q41. Would Friend 2 [Yanqi] be a good teacher?

Teaching ppl how to speak vulgar? Lol, kidding...

Pass it on to twelve people!

1. Yanqi
2. Valerie
3. Irene
4. Samantha
5. Suzanne
6. Zhi hui
7. Jian wei
8. Dexter
9. Daniel
10. Yuliah
11. Elaine
12. Hui min

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Yay, Common test end le..
Time to relax..
Woots!!

For once, i want minicup to come fast.
Now, i dread minicup to come..
Wonder if it will be the same as last year?
End up like...............
Will it be as fun, interesting as last year?
I don't think so..

Monday, August 13, 2007

Maths was rather easy?
Cause i anyhow do?
Think will fail bah..


Nothing much to say,
Just don't have the mood to..
Sigh, you've my promise to that..
Though promises are meant to be broken.


Tired.. Mug Mug & Mug!!
2 tests tomorrow..
Science (the subject that i dread most)
History...


Everything sucks.

Life sucks,
Love sucks &&
I sucks!!

Sigh, what more can i say..

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Sigh...

Wish you good luck,
Last long with *.
* must be very fortunate.
Hoping that * will give you hapiness,
That i can't give you.
Hope * will treat you much much better than how i treat you.


This post is specially for you and your stead.
Wish you both all the best.
Take care.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Sucks man.
I hate my mother.
Everytime don't let me go out.
Say study first also don't allow.
Where got this kind of mother sia.

My brother want go out can.
I want go out, cannot.
Bias sia.
So unfair can..
Everytime give those lame excuse.

What for study when even get good marks or not,
Also can't go out.
Stupid sia.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

National day was fun fun fun..
Okay la, not really..
2A total earn le $110..
Yay!!

I dedicated 3 songs..
First one is, The day you went away.
Second is, Truly deeply madly and the comment is I Love you, *.. Written by fernanda.
Third is, Skater Boy and the comment is i think Samantha is an idiot.. Also written by fernanda.
HAHAHA!!!

Actually wanted to go to the haunted house, but see the que..
Sian already. So damn long..


After that change then meet samantha vera cindy and lynn at redhill,
Then off to Tampines mall.
Saw lixuan there.
I tell shasha then she say so fake.
Then turn behind saw her.
HAHAHA!
Like so qiao hor,
See lixuan 2 times.
At Tm and Century Square.
Its called fate, YUAN right shasha?


Too bad they got training,
Shasha keep on say wanna see *,
But she studying.
I want see *,
But she got training.
Sigh..

Monday, August 06, 2007

Days pass, I still miss those days.
Day by day, instead of fading the love i had for you,
Its growing..

I'm gonna get over you.
I had already promised you.
Sigh.
Sometimes i wonder what if i didn't promise you that.
Or rather i didn't tell you that .........................

Nah, its all too late...

I have learnt.
Cherish the opp or you will live to regret it.
Two chances, but i just let it go.
The one on the bus and on the mrt.

Hai, what can i do now?
Hope the time will rewind?
Nah, its impossible..

Friday, August 03, 2007

Sigh, no one understands me.
No one really knows how i feel.
I've been hurt so deeply in my heart.
But still, a smile infront of everyone..

I'm happy, Oh yeah i am...
Happy, Be a happy person..
Be strong Merabel, don't be so weak..

You've to get over this.
There's no choice.

A person with the same number.
Hai, get over it man.
Move on yo.
Life has to go on with or without *
Ain't i right?


*A person's appearance doesn't count.
What counts is their heart inside of them and their personality.
No one wants to be told that they're not good enough...

Saw it somewhere.

Thursday, August 02, 2007

I'm tired..
Very very tired.

Had pe today and then training.
Sigh, school tomorrow and training on sat.
8 on sat!! So early..
I want my beautiful sleep :(
I'm becoming panda -.-


Love isn't suitable for me.
I don't wanna give up, but i have no choice.
A smile infront of everyone..

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Now then i know Guo hao and Agnes is volleyballer.
Dude, i'm damn slow.

Today science test is totally horrible.
Must go watch porn, then can know more about sexual intercourse -.-
Left lots and lots of blank, who cares.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Saturday, July 28, 2007

I'm SO SO SO SO sad now.
Well, people that hate me would say too bad for you or serve you right or something like that.




Maybe i'm not good enough for you.
Or rather i'm a failure.
Maybe i should give up, if i could.



The more i think about it, i sadder i get..
I tried to hold back my tears,
But its just too difficult..



I want, i want
You!!!

No matter what, know that you're always 1st in my heart.
Love is never wrong.
It just depends on how long do we love a person..



For those people who hate me, you may think i'm despo or what.
But yeah, i truly truly love C.


For you I'd cross the world,

I'd do anything.

Cause for you, everything's worth.

Your appearence has caused a big change in my life.

Guess i've to forget you..

If not we can't even be friends..

Sighs~

Friday, July 27, 2007

I kept thinking of you,
I miss you.
WHY?
You don't even love me at all.
You don't even care about me at all.
BUT WHY AM I CLINGING AND LOVING U SO MUCH.
WHY I CANT STOP.
EVERYDAY LOVE IS GROWING INSIDE MY HEART.
People say, time heals.
Time totally make it worst.
I just need C, SIMPLE.
I'm waitin for u everyday, every min every sec.


Why WHY why WHY?
I'm still hanging on to you,
CAUSE I MERABEL, LOVE YOU C.
UNDERSTAND?

Nevermind.. I already know that there's somone else in your mind.
Someone that will make you happy, make your life better.
Someone whom know you better, someone who can take care of you better than i do.
I'm just no-one.

Im just useless,
A useless person,
A useless daughter,
A useless friend.


I can't see you,
I miss you,
I love you,
I need you.







Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Its 9 months, 9 months...

I don't care what you all say,
I'm a flirt, bitch, whatever.

There's training tomorrow..
Hope its not fitness.
Pray to god, LOL!!!

Whole body ache due to the FITNESS on monday -.-
I'm super super tired.

Common test is starting on 30th July.
So fast leh ):
Mug?
Hope so....

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

1 more day to 9 months.
You are the one i wanna chase, you are the one i wanna hold.
Letting go is never easy.

To prove that i'm sincere, and serious.
I'm gonna wait till end of year, or rather minicup.
Then i would..........................


Common test is in 1 week time.
I wanna study and get good results.
But i just couldn't concentrate.
You are always on my mind. (It may seems old fashion, but it came out from my heart)
You once said that you would study with me.
I treat it as a promise.
Though, i think it wouldn't be fufilled..

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

I tried so hard, so hard to remain in your heart. ))):

I felt so....

A feeling that i can't descibe it myself.

Friends are still better yeah?
No (zhihui).Friends betray each other..
Yes(Irene) )): Best friends is forever. :D
I don't know(Rae) I'm cluless. xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Your heart is not with me. I've been wishing, wishing for it so much.

Memories...


We were once so close. Sat near each other and yet still msging.(so sweet`irene) (so near yet so far`rae)
The last day of competition, prize-giving.
On the bus 147, i regretted not sitting with you. Though you wish to.(so sad`irene)(aww~`rae)

The memories still lingers in my mind, though we have little memories but i treasure it very much.

You went all the way to hougang sports hall just to support our match..
We went round hougang shopping centre looking for you all..
Screams~

Those were sugar sweet memories. It's not a useless thing to recall.

You wouldn't be replaced.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love.
One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left.
Except for Love.
Love was the only one who stayed.
Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.
When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.
Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat.
Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat.
There is no place here for you."
Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel.
"Vanity, please help me!""
I can't help you, Love.
You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.
Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you.""
Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"
Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you."
It was an elder.
So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going.
When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way.
Realizing how much was owed the elder, Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Loveee is."


Saw this on mabel's blog. Very meaningful.
I'm dying to watch harry potter.
Gonna watch it on like monday?
So, people steady okay..
The more the merrier. (though i usually don't agree)


A day without you would seems like a thousand days without you..
So its already many many thousands days without you.
I don't like the feeling,
But yeah, its not for me to say.

I don't think you will see this,
Didn't see you online for quite some time.
Or rather cause nowadays,
Can't really online.
I tried to occupy my time, make myself busy.
Just to not think of you,
But no matter what,
I still can't..

Even if you see this, you won't know its for you.
You will thought that its for other people.

Monday, July 09, 2007

After so long, i still can't get over you..
9 months...
I once got over you for a period of time,
But....
I realised i miss you many many.
Though we didn't contact or what,
But i still.... yeah...


And something to clarify,

I didn't played you, or whatever..
I'm true about you, but its already in the past.
You said you wanna part,
its your decision.
I can't do anything..
Its my fault la, okay.
Stop saying its your fault la...