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I am feeling so moody now.
I've no mood for anything. Studies? sigh.

Do what you all like. I am so not gonna care about this anymore.
Talk to you nicely and you give me attitude.
Juniors juniors juniors. sigh.
No use cutting your hand kay.
It doesn't help, really. Sigh.

Attitude attitude attitude. It sucks like hell.
(though i've it too sometimes)
Attitude is something you can control.
Don't let attitude control you.


Speechless. What you said cause me to have nothing to say.
It hurt me lots. Sigh. you won't understand.



GOD!!!! I need a person that truly understands me.

Sigh, exams coming.
I got to concentrate on my studies, but i can't. lol -.-
I have not started studying yet.
Don't have the mood to study.


I am so hurt by what she say. But yeah, got to face the facts.
I better get myself out of this things. I got to get over it.
Hope i could. sigh.


Shasha and i have the same fate. don't ask why.
Sigh. Sad. I am not as strong as you think.
I just didn't show out my feelings.
I look happy in the outside, but actually i am not.
My heart's empty. the emptiness is killing me.
I need someone by my side.
I am feeling so exhausted.

Sigh, no one understands how i feel.
You that i don't seems to care about, actually its you that i cared most.


Today is 28th.
6 more months to my birthday. its still long.



12 more days to MYE!

There's this funny little thing called love.
It can come and go like a gust of wind.
It can trade off from one person to the next.
Unpredictable and unexplainable are what it's about.

You never know when it's coming or how you'll receive it.
But once you have it, you'll never want to let go.
Thought it often does go, shattering your heart along the way.
Makes you never want it again out of fear and sadness.

Only, slowly you heal and smile once again.
And suddenly there's a new face that makes your heart flutter.
So you forget your old sadnesss with your new excitement.
On and off it goes throughout your young life.

As sad as it may seem, most of us will go through.
People as we do clothes.
Yet some have long, loving relationships.
That blossom into marriage.

Some wonder why people put up with it.
It can hurt you, stab you in the back,and sadly.
Even make you want to take your life.

Yet the reward seems to be the catch.
The ability to share with someone.
The secrets you thought you'd carry to your grave.

To trust someone with all you have.
And know that it's returned.
Receiving unbelievable happiness and joy.

From just the sight of someone.
Ultimately,It's a wonderful feeling,Shared between two,
That can turn into the adventure of a lifetime



meaningful uh.

Today i am so guai can. wonder why.
I did everything. Even the teacher also praise me. hahas :)


After school when to east coast park for in line skating.
Skate for awhile then started raining. So heavy somemore.
My sketch book so wet can. pathetic.
Walked so far just to go to the shelter.
Everyone is like so wet.
Luckily we wear jersey, if not confirm can see.


I'll try my best to forget you. as you wanted. i hope i could.
Forgetting someone that you truly love is difficult.


The person i don't seem to care about, its actually the person that i cared the most.

Something make me felt very hurt, yesterday.
it was really very very very hurting.
Have been thinking it before i sleep and after i wake up.
how terible is this feeling.. who will understand ?
i rather she keep this from me.
hais. i really hate that feeling that bug me from morning to night, and night to morning. every single day.
why do i've such a life, god ? mom, why did you born me out ?
why can't i live in the past ?
i'd everything, but it's not enough ...


Sigh.I understand -In order to make people happy, i must stay happy myself.

I pass my maths test. i got 15 over 25.
not good but at least i pass without studying for it.
The previous test i only got 8/25. At least i improve. =)

Geography 13/25.
Just pass by 1/2 mark. -.-
Didn't even care about geo. didn't listen didn't study.
Anyhow do also can pass. haha.


Chinese 32/70. My chinese deproved alot can. A1 drop to B4 then drop to D7.
My chinese never fail before can. and now i fail it. -.-
Imagine how pro i am. sigh.


15 more days to MYE .
and i've not study at all.
Maybe i am not going to study.
No interest in studies. i think?
I don't care.

What if a person has pms then got attitude prob,
Scolds you for no reasons and all the vulgarities,
Will you feel good?
And expect you to forgive and forget.
That person was in the wrong first,
And yet,
Every other people is helping her.
What will you feel.


I have my pride. don't bother to persuade me. I m stubborn. so what.
THATS ME!


Carolyn says when she first knew me, i wasn't like that.
People do change. You too, change alot.
You know i won't be angry with you. (or maybe you don't)
What for you say things to make me angry with you.
It doesn't help, really.
I know you are just helping her.

People tell me :
fan shi yi he wei gui, ren yi shi, feng ping lang jin, tui yi bu, hai guo tian kong.
Very meaningful. i like it. hahas xD


Whatever you all want to say behind my back, go ahead.
I don't care. I don't give a damn about it.
People just can't uderstand how i feel. Whatever.



Played true or dare after school.
Shasha ask whether who i love more, C or L.
I didn't know how to answer. sigh.
I anyhow say.

When did i ever tio you all. Why must i call you when you ask me to, i am not your dog. You both think people feel good when you say like that to people. For goodness sake, some people say spell masturbate as masterbed. The english must be very pro. knnpcb. you all thought you very good izzit. Before you say people, think through your brain. fcuk seh.




17 days to MYE!

i dont know what to post. N i am very bored.


Lyvia say she is eating dinner now & its yummy. LOL -.-



I am trying my best to forget you (as you wanted). I don't give a damn.
My mind is in a mess. i have no idea what should i do. sigh.
All i can do now is to wish you good luck.
No matter what i'll still be supporting you in whatever you do.


All i need is your love.
i know i don't stand a chance but y'know,
I cant control it.


Lyvia's competting with me to see who finish blogging first. haha. I m done. i won!! LALALA!

NAPFA:

Sit and Reach : 50.

Sit up: 48.

Shuttle Run: 10.8s.

Inclined pull up: 17.

Standing board jump: 170.
urghh. 2 more cm then get A!!.



All i need is your love.


20 days to MYE!!!!

HAPPY BITHDAY
MING HAO & CAROLYN!

Both 14 years old le. big le. Hope Carolyn will find her new love and Ming Hao will be together with ahem!! xD


Lots of people getting sick. GET WELL!!!

Today i am so GUAI!!! i copied all the things into my science therory.
Teacher say Good! haha. Maybe only when i am sick i will do my work.
So pray that i will be sick. *touch wood*


Troublesome bringing medicine to school.
It cause drowsiness, So i got the excuse to sleep! WOO!!
CME for 1 period and Mr tan say we can go.
Then i was like huh? so early ah.
Cause i was sleeping earlier on. I said wah so fast ah. Den he looked at his watch.
Only 1.00pm. Think he must feel very paiseh. hahas.

After school got the chinese course. don't know called what.
I talk back to the teacher. hahas (: Fun seh.

21 days to MYE!!!!

i've tried my best to let go, but i dont want to.just thought you should know before i leave, been waiting here for all eternity. never stopped loving you.a part of me is wanting to scream i love you, but another part of me is begging myself to shut up.maybe you and i will never be. sometimes i wonder if we could just fly away from this horrible prejudiced world, would you still be here with me? or would you be halfway round in space already. save me from the nothing i've become.



This time i didn't cry. WOO! three cheers man.
This proves that I have grow stronger.
I WON'T MEANS I WON'T.
The words you say it really hurt me.
Forgetting a person i truly love needs a lifetime. (To me)
Hope my memory would erase all the things.
So, Jiayou!
Do endings really are beginnings?
Maybe? Maybe not?


Don't want to think about this anymore.
I'll be strong!
I will and I WOULD!!!!!!

Woots. Everyone is like asking me why i didn't go to school. :)
Spent 2 days at home doing nothing. lol -.-
Looking at the com for the whole day.
Bet my eyesight is getting worser and worser.



Looked at the way we talked last time.
How i wish time could turn back. But i know it will never happen.
We have fun laughing, joking, teasing, the way i guailan to you and you guailan to me, the way you give in to me and i give in to you.
So sweet! Although its short, but i enjoyed it!
Now you treat me so cold.
i really hope time would turn back.


It takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and a lifetime to forget them.

Gosh. i got so much medicine.
Cough mixture, Panadol, Flu medicine, Lozenges, Phlegm medicine.
MC for 2 days. Don't know if tomorrow going to school not.


I love you.
And i don't expect you to love me back.
For at least, i am true about you.
I want to celebrate your birthday with you, but you say there is no need.
I won't insist. Its ok.
You are sad yesterday, but its seems that i cant do anything to help.
Wo zhi ke yi mo mo de xi wang ni hui kai xin.
Whatever i do, it don't seems to touch you.
You mean so much to me.
You just don't understand how much i love you.
I love you so much that i don't care much about whether will we be together or not, I just want you to be happy and i will be happy.
Move on with life!

I m so sick. fever, 38.9 . Flu, sorethroat, nose block, fever, cough. sigh.
I feel so tired even though i slept for like 10 hours.
Didn't go to school. My head is like super duper pain.
Mummy still haven come home. She is suppose to bring me to see a doctor.


You are not a pathetic loser.
To me, you are the best.
Maybe one day, he will straightened out his feelings and come back to you.
I know i don't stand a chance.
All i have to say is, I LOVE YOU!
I will be right here supporting you till the end.


out to see doctor. will post later.

I am so sick.
fever, sorethroat, nose block.
The feeling isn't good! It sucks.
So xin ku can.
Want to die le. Someone save me man.

Being sick is not fun, faking sad is fun! lol -.-
I slept with the aircon on and the fan blowing directly at me. I know its crazy, but without the fan, its so difficult to breathe. diao. whatever, i don't care.


I love you, and i mean it.
No matter what you do, i'll support you.
If i can wait for you, you can too!
To see you happy, i am sastisfied.
I don't expect much. I cant too.
To know you, its a blessing given by god.
To get to you know you better, i must have done lots of good deed in my previous life.

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

You're so fine I want you mine you're so delicious
I think about you all the time you're so addictive
Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright (Alright...)

Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And hell yeah, I'm the mother fucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right (I'm right...)

She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again (Again and again...)

So come over here and tell me what I wanna hear
Better, yet, make your girlfriend disappear
I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again (And again...)

Because...

She's like so whatever
And she could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

(Uh)
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

(Uh)
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I don't like your girlfriend (Yes)
No way, no way (No way)
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I could be your girlfriend (No way)

(No way, no way)

Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret (No way)
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I want to be your girlfriend
(No way, no way)

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend (No way!)
No way, no way
I think you need a new one (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend (No way, no way)

(Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me (Now way!)
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I want to be your girlfriend (No way, now way)

Hey, hey!

typing with the screen off. how amazing is it. -.-
having IT lessons .so boring.
need to do the stupid interview. so dumb.
Raining sia. how to go home.
so heavy somemore.
still got 1 more hour seh. till 4.30. sigh.
actually wann after school straight away go home de. but got this.
Tomorrow got GOLF! urgh.
I don't like!


Go home then post again.