How far?

Ok, i'm back after don't know how long, miss me do ya? HAHAH!
Basically, common test this week and next week.
Social studies, maths and english done.
Left chemistry, physics and chinese.

English was ok, but i'll fail.
The other class only 2 person pass, out of like 40+ ppl?
How pathetic :(

Maths, came out dk like how many questions on congruent and similar.
Should have came out more on trigo la, like damn easy.
Only came out 2 questions -.-

Social studies, 1hour. Not really short of time, but if have more time,
I can write more :P
Deterrence came out for SEQ, know all the points,
But don't know how to explain :/

3 papers, i think i'll flunk all.
Anyway, what subject can i pass? Such a failure i am.
Maybe chinese, but only paper2.

Oh ya, chinese mock exam tomorrow, paper 1 -.-
Why not paper 2? I suck at paper 1, compo -.-

Have not been touching my computer for the past 2 days i think?
And when i'm sick :D
Rare uh, hahah.

I just downloaded everything into my computer.
I took a bloody 1 and a half hour to reformat and install all those shit inside.
All my songs, pictures. All gone :(

Get well soon :]

Merabel is currently unavailable, please try again later! :(

She's currently down with a fever and headache! She is like suffering at home, wow. Shivering the whole night, omg. I couldn't be there to cover the blanketS for you :(

Anyw, get well soon and I'll be here praying for you :D

♥

Sick.

Didn't went to school today, actually don't feel like going.
But who knows, have fever and stomach ache.
39.4 -.-

Phone wasn't with me till like dk what time.
Went to cut my hair, and its super short and ugly -.-
LIKE SERIOUSLY LA!
Damn you, make me have to cut my hair! :@
Sad, go school sure alot ppl laugh at me.

Training tomorrow, hopefully not so tiring.
There's the sex thingy tomorrow :O

I want you, in my life.

Tired.

I've to cut my hair :(
Teacher caught, so sad. Even called my mother -.-
Later till so short, don't like leh.
I don't want cut laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :@

Training today, madness.
Super tiring. Trained setting, damn retarded, hah.
Released around 5.30+? Thai coach wanna go shopping(?) HAHAHA!

I'm so so so tired, can i not go to school tomorrow?
But common test is just next week (inserts sad face)

Ok, i'm gonna RELINK IRENE, go and have my dinner.
And off to bedddddddddddddddddddd! :D:D:D

I.d.o.n.'.t.k.n.o.w.w.h.a.t.t.o.w.r.i.t.e

Had group study today (:
Play more than studying, hah.
I teach zahria trigo, zouyi teach shih min.
Zouyi keep say i teach wrongly! Is she lor! Anyhow.
They don't know take how long to complete one question, HAHAHA!
Next time study, vera cannot go or else fernanda won't study.
Went up hall to play ball while waiting for zouyi and shih min to complete that one question.
Played for awhile, blow aircon and then went to meet that idiot.
Send her to her school then homed :D

There's training tomorrow, heard thai coach coming?
Confirm will be very tiring, hah.
Maybe going library to study after that, if not tired (:

Lucky lucky.

Yesterday, after school cabbed to west mall and then went home.
Slept from 4.30 to 7. Some asshole woke me up :/
And good news!
I didn't on the computer yesterday! HAHAHA!

Today, handphone almost confiscated by mrs kuah again -.-
Luckily, she is kind enough to return me. *phew*
Instead of assembly, we have the sex thingy and we have roleplay.
Zouyi did something and the whole class laugh, lol.
Super funny, hahah.

My leg has not recovered! :@

O.O

FROM

TO

My dear knee, just after one fan gun and it became like this.

It bleed just now, hah.
But still continued to train, jump set spike.
Who cares, hahah.
And my setting sucks -.-
We went up the hall at 3, and cause of this kena scolding O.O
10ppl have to drink up 24 fully-refilled bottles,
Like a madness can.
I only drank one bottle :/

I'm so so so tired, hai.
School tomorrow, chemistry -.-
Only if tomorrow is a holiday! Hahah.

☼ My sunshine (:

Slept for around 10hours, yet still tired.
I've not done my dnt, i'm so lazy to do it.
I've been dragging it for weeks already :(
There's dnt workshop tomorrow too, boring.
And its a must to go.

Gold miner is indeed addictive.
Jermaine broke her own record wheres she manage to play lvl 11.
Whereas, i already broke the record of the gold miner, HAHAHA! Lvl 20 :D

My dear dear knee :(

Training yesterday, muscle aches.

I'm so so so bored now, entertain me someone? Hahaha! (:

F/o imposter.

Two tests today, think both also will fail.
After school, went straight home so as to accompany someone -.-
HAHAHA! Then fall asleep while talking on the phone.
Woke up, amazingly, still on the line O.O
I think got around an hour, hah.

Imposter, get a life please -.-
You don't have to know whether i love BB not.
Mind your own business.

♥

Hello love ♥
I am so happy now :D
I am hugging a pig.
I just laughed.
Somebody hates it when x calls me dear/darling :O
My phone is locked.
Its supposed to be unlocked in 5 minutes but it's taking sucha long time!! :@
I love a pig :O

Quizes.

(A)

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

(B)

Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

(C)

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

(D)

You harbor hidden feelings of jealousyYou easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"

Fuck life.

Nothing is going smoothly.
Not family, not love, not studies.
Fuck life.

Why don't i have a complete family just like anyone else?
I don't want this kind of family.
Why can't i have a happy family?
I don't know when the fuck are they gonna stop all these.
I've enough of all these, i'm tired.
Empty promises, last minute changes,
Thats all that you can give me?

One day, i would just end all this when i couldn't take it anymore.
I guess this way everyone around me will be happier.

My toe hurts like abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz!!

Love.

Went to ride bike in the afternoon, nth better to do.
There's school tomorrow, so bored.
Racial hamory day, wonder if many ppl will wear traditional costumes.
Dnt workshop tomorrow, till 4.30pm.

And damn, i've not completed dnt.
Who cares, i'm not gonna do it.

And Joyce,
BUTTERCUP = EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
BUBBLES = CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Undescribable feelings.

Say you won't leave me.

Stomach ache for the whole day, even now.
Its like damn pain ok, can die. Hahah.

Training was okay, i got a blueblack on my elbow :(
Pain can, lol.

I'm tired, tired and very tried!
Stomach very pain! Hahah.

Fill in the blank.

Went yio chu kang watched match, then homed.
Nothing else to say.

What can i say? Contented (:

Released at 11am today (:
Went to ccab to do libero control, 6 matches in a row.
Butt pain, back pain plus so tired. Heh :D
I seriously need some sleep man, hai.

Will you be there for me when i need you by my side?
I need you somewhere that i can spot you and reach out to you.

A part of me.

Yesterday, went ccab to watch match. Eh, i bring you luck hor!
Then to kap. Took bus from there to jurong then waited for bus,
And went home (:
Happy eh? Must be!

Today.
Slacked at library, then take bus to clementi.
Homed (:
Soft? Not good ah? Heh.
Somemore say what poison, kill you ah!
Say till i so evil like that :@

I've been keeping it in my heart.

Stayed at home today, nothing much to do.
I still have the essay to do :(
I'm just too lazy to do la, anyone can help? Hahah.

Hoho, school ends at 12.30 tomorrow! (:
Happy happy.

It wasn't as much as you claim it to be.
I can't feel it.

Unrequited.

Milk run today, we bascially walked the whole thing, did run abit la.
Too squeezy, thousands of ppl running in such a small path.
Walked halfway, then we went into a shopping centre to enjoy the aircon, haha!
Lazy to elaborate further, hah.

Went back to school then to Jurong Enter.
Saw huiting there, and fernanda wanted to have her number.
After taking her number, i found out that i have hers in the first place :X
Then fernanda asked zahria to take sherri's number and said that i want her number.
I'm like so innocent can, HAHAHA!
Zahria went to msg sherri using my phone, cause i said i won't message, hahah.

Pictures..............

Only me in the picture, hah. Supposed to be taking only the leg, but i'm too engrossed playing psp :D

Haha, this is so dumb. Zahria says she wants to take the picture of the tag, and i didn't know she took me too so i'm laughing away.

Both of us didn't know that zahria is taking photo.

I look weird in this photo, don't know why.

No idea what are we looking at actually, haha.

Inclination.

Training today, nothing much just tiring.
Had bruises on my knees :( It hurts ok, hah.
Then went to eat and off to church.
Reached home around 7plus going 8pm.
I'm tired :D

Milk run tomorrow, heh.
Will be walking instead la, hahah.
Just too lazy to run.

I need to caught some sleep soon, cause of some reasons :)

Tired tired and tired.

Some @#@!##$#@! confiscated my phone today,
And don't want to return it to me, wth.
I miss my phone can, hah!

Training today, keep diving.
My knee has a big big blueblack! ):
Pain leh, everytime dive sure hit till it.
Oh and i didn't do weights today.
I want to do, no muscle already.
Recieving recieving recieving, set set set, spiking spiking spiking :O
I'm soooooooooo tired..

I still have photo essay to do, hai.
At least 350 words, still must search.
Very tired can..........
Who can help me do :/
I bet no one (:

Closing.

Went to sentosa today. Played frisbee, volleyball, swam.
Was super tired ok, then went to eat carl's juniors.
Reached home near 11pm.

My eyes are in pain, and i'm so sleepy.
Don't wake me up in the morning! I kill that person, if he/she did.
HAHAHA, that was just a joke.

My bill exceeded, hopefully my mother won't take it away O.O
Then i would have no phone, aww.
If so, i can't message, thats sad.

Myob, cause you don't need to know.

Babylove :]

Two days ago!
Went to do work ok.
Mimiyan like to push me down the railing!
It was a tiring but happy day but then I was shocked when ________ ______ me!!
Shy :$

One day ago!
Today is an angry day so I shouldn't blog about it!!
Damn you stupid whacker(?).

Today!
I went to presby and after that I was dulan.
BUT THEN MUST BE UNDERSTANDING O.O
Cause cannot have conflicts so 1 person sad better than 2.
(Bet will have reward.)
Hahhaha. Idk what else -.-

M: LCIAP.
J: LC Is A Pervert?
M: LC Is A Pig.
J: Oh wtf!
M: HAHAHAHHAA.

"Oi lan la :P"
SO CUTE HAHA

Written by: Jermaine Tan
Approved & Vetted by: Merabel Lee

Exhausted.

After school waited for shasha till 1 then went to presby.
Watched match. Homed around 5.30? I think so.

I got homeworks not yet done, and i'm so tired.
School ends at 2pm tomorrow, boring.
Training on thursday, O.O

I'm basically cracking my brain to find something to blog bout.

Tired tired tired..
Ciao, hw time! (:

Baby, don't leave me cause i need you.

First day of school, tired.. Didn't slept for the whole night yesterday.
Was super tired ok, still manage to tahan till dnt then can't already.
Hahaha! (:

Training, ran 2.4km, 16mins ok -.-
Went outdoor to train. Spike ball, if didn't use strength need do 5 push ups.
After that, me zouyi and adeline spike.
All the left handers. Spike undernet need do 5 push ups.
Coach say, god is fair.
I bao qiu so good, but cannot jump.
Zouyi can jump but ball always behind her then she spike.
Adeline is no strength to hit.
He say between the 3 of us, my position the best.
But too bad la, cannot jump, haha!

Then do the under hand, super tired ah.
From position 1 need to run infront and receive drop ball,
Then go to position 6 to receive spiking balls and free balls.
Somemore only zouyi and i doing, can die.

Timetable changed. Every Tuesday and Friday 12.30pm after school.
The rest 2pm then finish, so late.
Form teacher changed, social studies teacher changed.
I want Pauline Fun to teach ss la.
Tiam chye say got one teacher taking over him for physics,
Teaching us till the exams, how to pass?
The worst thing is, why chemistry teacher didn't change?
Stupid wee wee, don't like you leh. Talk like lullaby, can sleep lor.

But recess early, haha.
Monday Tuesday and Wednesday, 10am.
Thursday, 11am.
Friday, 10.30am.

Don't leave me lonely,
You won't know when do i need you by my side.

Stay close, don't go.

Take a look at other ppl's blog, all of them are saying the same old thing.
School's starting tomorrow, homeworks not yet done.
Everyone saying the same thing.
And of course, same for me (:
Lazy to do, there's so much more.

There's training tomorrow.
Tired ok, wonder how am i gonna wake up tomorrow.
Some idiot woke me up early in the morning and don't allow me to sleep.
Evil! Wonder who sia, hahah.

Oh, promised Jermaine to say that she's pro!
Was forced la, like duh. So bu yao lian, haha!
She is amanda's idol!
JERMAINE TAN LI CHAN,
Pro okay pro, very. Lol -.-

Don’t have to worry about those tears falling down from your eyes.
Don’t have to worry about no secrets, i won’t tell you lies.
Don’t have to be ashamed, just tell me baby what’s deep inside.
No I won’t let it go, i’ll make it alright.
And I can’t wait to hold you baby,
I want you here in my world.

Incognito.

The cuts on my palm, painful ok. Got the cuts while doing the net.

And blood keep flowing out, lol. Somemore its on my left hand.

Played ball and the ball is stained by my blood! HAHAH!

I can't set/spike/serve with these cuts on my hand la.

Actually i can, but it hurts.

Plus ride bike yesterday, grip the handle super pain.

It doesn't look pain, but it does.

I can't message using my left hand and hopefully i'm able to write.

Yesterday's friendly was okay, played 3sets out of 4.

Subset and open spike, but i still think reserve is better, haha!

I think its 3:1, yeah should be.

My hand pain, pimple pain, knee also pain.

Knee got big big blueblack, on the same old spot -.-

Then went to wcp for the bbq. Rode bicycle, longbang amanda.

AMANDA ARE YOU SEEING THIS!?

You are heavy! And you block my view! Grow so tall for what, haha!

She threw the ice cream she is eating away, into the grass.

She said she have to balance herself and the ice cream,

But the ice cream melts, hahah.

Eh, and my below very pain leh, lol.

Left wcp at around 12am? No idea.

Mother don't let me stay over at fernanda's house,

So her father dropped me at bukit timah then my mother came to fetch.

She said girls cannot stay over at ppl's house, what kind of reason is this man.

Nevermind, hahah. And fernanda, i didn't regret! (:

Someone gave me a big packet of sweets, and i still have it ok.

Who says finish already, you anyhow only.

But anyway, ty :D

Marks the end of everything.

I'm lazy to blog la, hahah. Keep dragging and dragging.

There's friendly tomorrow, against Fairfield.

Slept till 3plus today, hahah. Tired ok, not pig!

Woke up use com, nothing special.

Oh, and theres bbq at west coast tomorrow, only for the B division teams.

Not sure if going also, haven't ask for permission.

I'm sorry, hope you will be happy.

Don't cry for me anymore, not worth.

Agonize

Yesterday, fernanda called at 1pm.

Woke up, play maple. Left home at 3.15, met fernanda at jurong.

Off to orchad. Waited for amanda, zahria, shihmin, syahira, zouyi and her bf.

Walked to Ngee Ann City, ate Seoul garden. 9 people, $229++

Want to see pictures? Later laaaaaaaa.. Let me blog finish first (:

After that went to heeren and cineleisure to walk,
As we were like so full...

Reach home around 10plus, damn tired.

Actually don't feel like using the computer, but..............

I did la, OBVIOUSLY!

Then played maple till 2plus 3am.

Slept at 4am (:

Today, woke up at 12pm i think.

Talked with fernanda on the phone till 1pm.

Then quickly quickly rush for training, met her at west mall at 1.40.

And training starts at 2, was late of course.

Kimberly took the same bus as us, haha.

Train train train...

After that went to eat, homed and here i am blogging :D

Ok, here's the pictures as promised..

Here's the gay picutres! (:

Fernanda's a CHAO AH GUA! She edited it.

I swear this is damn gay! Taking zahria's bag.

I'm sorry.

Got woken up at 12plus today, super tired ok.
Then went back to sleep as waiting for fernanda's call.
She called me at 1pm then quickly rush to training, hahah.
I reached on time ok, siao siao.
Then train train train.
Knee got blueblack again, super pain.

Hai, it all lies in me.
Dui bu qi.

Pain.

Looked at my past posts, found this.

Letting go is never easy,
Especially when so many others have become part of the equation.
Maybe, from the start i shouldn't have fall for you.
I'm just so wrong. I fall so deeply for you.
So deep that i couldn't get out of this no matter how hard i try.
If the day come when we see each other again,
We can talk as normal friends,
Proves that i've gotten over you completely.

---

No meaning to this la, don't anyhow think hor.

My neck hurts, move abit also pain, sigh.
Everywhere also pain, very sian leh.
And there's training tomorrow AGAIN!
Wanted to sleep till i autowake up one, then got ppl msg me.
Then don't want to go back and sleep already.

I'm boreddddddddddddddd.........

Sigh.

Taken by samantha tan.
And she went to edit it -.-
People just bathe hao only go mess my hair.
Come my house watch shuttle with jiawei.
Fyi, i don't suck (:

Today's training, tired ah.
Here ache there ache, everywhere also ache.
Alot of blueblacks uh, pain leh.

Tomorrow can rest, yay.
Shall sleep till i shuang, hahah!
Don't wake me up hor, tell you first.

Confused.

Yay, i'm finally back to blogging! :D
Actually cause i got nothing else to do.

Hahah, Suzanne told me something yesterday,
I promised her not to laugh before she told me,
But in the end i laughed! Its damn funny ok!
Want to know what's that about? Ask her yourself (:

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#　　　　　　Merabel　　　　™ 　　　　　 ♥　　　　 (Hp to contact (:) says:
Suzanne leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
#　　　　　　Merabel　　　　™ 　　　　　 ♥　　　　 (Hp to contact (:) says:
I very boredddddddddddddddddddddddddd
　　　SUZANNE　　　　　　　　　　LEE.　　　　 says:
huh?
　　　SUZANNE　　　　　　　　　　LEE.　　　　 says:
HAHAHAHAH
#　　　　　　Merabel　　　　™ 　　　　　 ♥　　　　 (Hp to contact (:) says:
Laugh what
　　　SUZANNE　　　　　　　　　　LEE.　　　　 says:
wait, i trying to kill a cockroach.

--

Damn disgusting right! She said she killed a bee yesterday -.-
The bee appeared while she's doing her business,
And she had her laptop on her lap, lol!
Disgusting shit!!

Oh ya, Jermaine's away in thailand! For a week.
She took a submarine there, cause last year when i went to thailand,
She said i took submarine there too.
Eh, but not fair lor, C girls only can go thailand already.
Somemore go for 1 week, long leh.
SEEE, i got blog about you hor, so good right! HAHA!
Wonder when you will see this la, but yeah.
Must come back to Singapore hor, don't stay at there marry thai ppl ah.
HAHAHAHA! :D

And, i'm gonna abandon suzanne!
She found out about my secret, sian.
Secret disclosed already, so boring.
I'm going to work on my major plan, hahahahahahaha!
Soon hor soon, must be prepared to be abandon by me! (:

346th.

One last post before i go for camp, darling says she wants 2nd post.
I'm still not feeling well, but most probably going for camp.
Prays i'll be better (:

Playing maple the whole day, despite having stomach ache, hah.
I've not packed my stuff, tired..
Shall pack when i wake up :D

Plain porridge with light sauce for the whole day, sigh.
And the medicine is making me feel sleepy.

Take care of yourself uh darling, don't say don't know how to,
Must try hor! (: Ily <3

Terrible.

Sick, damn terrible.
Feeling cold suddenly yesterday and was having stomach ache,
Went to sleep and woke up with fever, headache and still cold.
Kept vomiting la, like so damn uncomfortable.
Have problems sleeping last night, or rather this morning (:

Went to see the doctor this morning, and he says my stomach has flu.
Oh well, its stomach flu and its contagious ok!
I can't eat oily stuffs and can't drink milk.
I can only eat plain porridge with light sauce, sad ):
Ate a little and medicine.
And it keeps making me fall asleep while msging.

Darling says i'm lihai, cause i drank milo last night,
And i vomitted milo this morning, hah.
After so long still didn't digest, pathetic soul.

If i'm still not feeling well, i can skip camp for today,
And go tomorrow! :D

344th post.

Woke up at 8.30 in the morning then went back to sleep.
Woke up at 10 i think, bathe then met Fernanda at Je at 11.15am.
I was late ok, hah.
Walked to Imm and back to Jec.
Went darling's house, do homework ok! Don't play play!
Oh and, she bite me! Bad bad.

Her maid says i'm cuter than her! HAHAHA!
Darling scared of tickles, heh.
And she is addicted to ...... :D
She says i'm a pig, but i think she's more!
Influencedd by her (:

RCIY Camp from tomorrow till 1st of June. Sad ok.
I will miss my computer ):
And of course my darling too! :D

Tired.

I'm tiredddd....
Chemistry remedial tomorrow, from 11-1pm.
Have to wake up early, again.
I'm gonna die sooner or later if this goes on ok.
Not enough sleep..

Busy playing maple, no time to blog.
Of course i won't neglect my darling, so don't worry (:
Nothing matters more to me other than you.
And darling is addicted to ... and .... :D

I can't imagine my life without you.

Stayed home the whole day, bored uh..
Played maple, watched television, chat, eat, drink and blablabla..
Training tomorrow! 2-6pm. At least its not in the morning (:
So i don't have to wake up so early, hah.
A good thing, i can have my beautiful sleep, LOL!


Oh and this is to Fernanda;
Don't give up ok, you won't lessen her pain.
A year passed, those memories, and you want to let go so easily?
San si er hou xing hor, if not next time regretted (:

Imy imy imy imy imy imyyyyyyy..

Addiction.

I left the com on from yesterday till today,
Downloading maple. 4 hours.
Choing 3 hours somewhere in the afternoon till lvl 60.
Went for church, then went to gabriel's house for the party.
Supposedly staying over, but decided to go home.
Darling says go home, so yeah..

Reach home, straight away on the computer (:
Hamachi is down, cannot play maple.
Darling is offline, nothing to do.

Most probably staying home tomorrow, provided someone asked me out.
And if i'm interested laaaaaa.
Trainings on every mondays, wednesdays and fridays.
Alternate days! (:

Suzanne is addicted to (you know what) and (you know what) :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

You're my everything.

Have not touched my computer for a very long time ok,
Not bad right!
Got back my report book, Passed 2, Failed 4.
Pathetic shit. And Suzanne passed all her subjects -.-

Reached home around 11.10pm or something.
Want to know where have i went to?
Nope, i won't tell you! :D

I'm having muscle aches on my arms and legs ok,
I have problem straighting my arms and reaching for things.
My legs are in pain whenever i touched them (:
I may just fall while walking, wobbly...
I don't think i'm going for training tomorrow, won't be able to train too.
Its like 9-1pm if i'm not wrong, and i have church at 4pm.
I guess i won't be able to wake up too, hah.

Oh and,
Suzanne asked me to blog about her, so i shall (: So good right! Hahaha!
She's addicted to ahem ahem! And she loves hugging me -.-
She is crazy over her darling, haha! And if she says the word guai,
She owe me something (secret) !
And she keep reminding me of my camp, which i keep forgetting, hah.
Her parents are super friendly and they says i'm very shy,
Ok i am, but only to those that i'm not close with la.
She says i'm stubborn when i'm not, except for sometimes la!
I made her addicted to something! Mission accomplished! :D
Computer is my life, but my darling is my everything! (:
I love watching television, but i love my darling more! (:
She calls me ahma cause i've aches that makes me can't walk properly,
Bad, bad. Tsk.
Ok la, enough already, don't know what to say anymore.
So long leh, got reward not, haha! :D

Lazy to blog bout other things, many other things to do after a long time.
And this post is super super super long can!

I think i'm really very addicted to ...
Ily (:

You're the one.

A long time since i blogged.
And the previous post was blog by,
JERMAINE TAN LI CHAN!

Bascially, i failed my social studies by a mark!
Pathetic shit.
But i got 1st in class for chinese paper 2!
88/110 (:
Happy ok, didn't expect myself to get that high.
I still wonder who got so high marks when the teacher says the marks.
HAHA!
Tuesday getting back papers.
Hopefully there's improvement, hah.

Church today, was talking bout miracles do happens.
Watched video clips, many many others.
Lazy to explain (:

If i can wake up tomorrow (as in later),
Will be going to sentosa.
With who?
You don't need to know :P

HELLO :D

Hello people :D:D:D

I'm not merabel!
But then I'm told to help her blog.
So here I am to keep this blog alive :]

Since I'm blogging here,
then I shall copy her style of blogging.
The cheating way, to make the entry
seem like its long when it's actually not!

She told me that I can blog about anyth.
But then Idk what to blog about.
So I'm blogging about nonsense :)

Private? Yes, no.

I slept at 4plus in the morning and i woke up at 9plus.
Thats counted super early ok, those who know me should know (:
For no particular reason, hah.

Blog first, if not i'll be lazy to blog when i reach home, hahah.
Going for church later, its 4pm-6pm.
If got ppl accompany then go town after that.

And may be putting private for my blog, again (:
People view without tagging,
Many views but no tag ):

And i'm eating sushi!
I sense jealousy in the air! :D
Hahah, i'm just bored.
Nothing better to do, actually there is, studying...
I'm lazy, i always wait till the last day then i start choinging.
The excuse i gave was, in case i forget everything ma, haha!

Chemistry sucks.

Hah, small kid, lol!


Chemistry Papers was shit ok,
I done all of the questions already,
Then the teacher says you finish? Like those kind of amazed look.
Just anyhow scrible, gave stupid answers (:
Finish at 9.15am then went to canteen eat then talk talk.
Waited for fernanda all to finish their 2nd paper, till 11. HAHA!
And i conclude that Art students so kelian,
Dnt students paper only 1hour or plus plus.
But theirs was two and a half hours, so short (as joyce wanted) lor.

Slack at canteen while waiting for shasha.
And that Jess and cheryl keep chasing me -.-
Then i told shih min and zahria that i ran 100km,
Thats why so tired, LOL!
Then she said 2.4km already want die, you run 100km ah.
Then i said, i run 1m, hahah!

Left school around 1.15pm, went home, guaikia right? Lol.
On the com, use awhile then went to sleep.
Woke up and continue using (:

Joyce, look at this!
Four more days to the end of midyear,
And i meant weekdays :D
Five more papers to clear, (:

Cause you'll never know me well enough,
Not you, not anyone else.

Leave me alone.

Cleared Chinese Paper 1&2, English and Maths Paper 1, History! (:
Relieved that history is finally over, no more memorising of notes,
But there's still Social Studies ):
Upper sec life is so miserable, more mature than lower sec, duh :D

Tomorrow Chemistry Paper 1&3,
So gonna die. Chemistry sucks.
6 more papers to clear, 5 more days to go.
I should blog tomorrow and bold 4,
In case someone starts shouting at me, haha!

Chinese Paper 2 was a piece of cake! HAHA!
Won't fail! (: Don't think will get A, cause Paper 1 was shit.
And i wrote alot for compre! :D
Maths was rather okay, know some don't know some.
Left blanks, who cares.

Mug and mug and mug,
It makes me tired. Mug till 3-4 am in the morning, oh well.
I think i'm dying soon, exhaused (:

Fever ):
And i'm having flu ):
Hah, random, trying to make my post longer.

Wen shi jian, qing wei he wu?
I guess i'll be fine alone.
If you think me thinking of her will make me cheer up,
You're totally wrong.

I wonder i wonder i wonder.

I'm lazy to post, how lazy can i get?
Hmm, i'm very tired today but i managed to keep myself awake! (:
Its TWO more days to Mid-year!
Like super fast can.
3 papers in a day, tired..

I'm not feeling good, both ways.
But i just don't want to care bout it, exams first (:
I don't know how to handle this, in a dilemma.
HIAITY? HIAITY? HIAITY? HIAITY?
Hai, i don't know..

I've not been studying at home ):
Everyone's working hard but here i am blogging.
Must study study study!

& i'm lazy to post pictures (:
Who cares, not many ppl read though.

If love can be that simple, why not?

How far can we go, i wonder.

Its FOUR more days to the start of Mid-year.
And i didn't slept at all this week, so proud of me! Hah (:
And and i mean in school la duh.
I seriously have to study, but the weather is so !@#$%^@$,
And it affects my mood -.-

Scorpio :
You've been running yourself ragged,
So take extra care of your health over the next few days.
Take your vitamins and get plenty of sleep.
You don't want a cold to get in the way of fun times with your honey.

I seriously got nothing better to do,
And my prepaid has no money, sad right.
Awaiting for monday, so i would have money to top up! (:
There's 3 papers on wednesday, like wth?
All the way till 2.30pm, insane.

Library tomorrow!
Provided i'm allowed to go out, hahah.
I'm so so so so bored, someone call me and talk ): ,
If you know my house number, lol!

Everyone needs love, care and concern from their loves one.
Who doesn't?

HIAMTY?

I think studying is so boring,
And it makes me feel so tired.
Mid year is coming, O.O
The weather is so hot (warm)..

I want to get good grades,
Mug mug mug and mug!
Even if can't get good grades,
But at least must have improvement.
Piority to studies!
Oh and i still have not slept in class yet,
An achievement eh? Hahah (:

Happy 1 month, don't say i boxim.

Mug mug mug and mug!

Is fate really that important? Someone answer me?
I don't know whats wrong with me, sort of change to another person.
Not obvious but i feel it, ah whatever.

And i'm been a good girl for this week! (although too early to say :/)
I haven't been sleeping in class, and i'm so proud of it ok!
I studied! Can you guys believe it? Hah (:

Life is boring without using the computer,
And got nothing to do except watching the television la.
Its also very tired not sleeping in class, very very tired ok.
Didn't sleep in the night too, hai.
Shaggggg okay..

Oh and,
I want to get good grades for mid year,
Hopefully lesser underlines! (:
If i'll work hard la, heh.

I don't know how i am feeling,
HIAITY?
I want to know, i can't feel it, theres something wrong with me.

Dui bu qi ):

I'm banned from using the com, sad right? Lol.
Hmm, suspend suspend suspended..
I still have 5 questions from Victor soh not yet clear.
How the hell am i suppose to do?
Questions bout whats my strengths, my weaknesses, how to improve?
Each question half a page long? I rather you kill me.

And i think i kind of miss school and of course friends ):
Been suspended since tuesday,
But went back school with mother to see teacherS,
Like 4 adults looking at me, scary ok..
FYI : I'll be back in school on monday! (:

Actually this post was darling called me to blog,
If not i wouldn't bother (:

Dui bu qi, i know 6days is very long, but neither do i want to.
I'm sorry, i miss you as much as you do.
You don't have to scared that you'll wake me up,
Cause you're the most important person in my life.
I love you, <3

Ilyyyy, :D

Mrs wee didn't come to school today,
Cause she's having course (:
Like finally, she didn't come for a day.
All like damn happy la, lol.
And NGJINHUI torture me! Hahah.
She wrote all over my arm, and its like damn difficult to wash it off.
I'm gonna sue you, :D

After that was Cme Maths Recess Physics Dnt.
And stop asking me bout that thing la -.-
He keep forcing me to admit, then i just admit la. Zzz.
Also not i take one, stupid shit.

Friendster horoscope:
Your eyes might have good vision right now,
But what about your heart? It sees too.

Just so you know, there's a space that only you can fill.
You're the key to my heart, i love you.
You're the one i need,
I would spend every single minute i could with you.
Make it last alright, <3

Dao zi kou, dou fu xin (:

My fever is getting higher and higher (:
Like 39.4 degree now. Power eh?
Oh, i finally manage to log into msn and friendster!
Like if i can log in into one means i can do it for another, hah.

I've been watching 鬥牛要不要 since afternoon (:
And i have not done my homeworks,
I seriously wanna get good grades for MYE la!
But i'm so lazy, any medicine to cure laziness? :(

I didn't sleep the for the whole day today,
and i'm still not sleeping now.
The time now its like 12.30am la.
I think i'm gonna die during lessons later.

darling, imyyyyyyy.....

Xin hen tong ):

I'm so lazy to blog.
I will just post a short one just for the sake of posting.
My fever is like getting worser and worser. Worser? Lol.
Morning was 38.2, now is 39.1 (:
Hahah, like over 39 degree la.
And it makes me feel terrible,
Plus (you know what) makes me feel sooo cannot be described.

Friendster lovescope:
Personal issues with your partner could hold you back in the workplace (school, which means sudies).
Dish it out with close friends, not colleagues (school mates).
The conference room is not the ideal place for confiding secrets.
- Like damn true eh? Hahah.

Should i join the RCIY thingy?
My brother is inside, he asked me to join.
But every saturday must go to church.
If there's training, then i couldn't go for training.
Should i? Hmm..

Wo pa wo deng bu liao, hen duo tian.
Wo zhen de hen ai hen ai ni, ni dong wo de xin you duo tong ma?
Ni bu dong. Mei you ren neng li jie.

Smile Merabel! (:

Here comes weekends again, i've no idea why am i sad.
The 3rd week, why am i always sad on weekends.
Sadness go away, happy happy! (:

Today is a tiring day, so much trouble.
Don't wish to elaborate.
Went to police station and waited for 30mins just to get a piece of paper.
Hah, stupid shit.

I forgotten to post bout the interview thingy, so here it is.
The interview is damn funny, laughing non-stop.
When they interview me, yuliah keep looking at me.
Damn paiseh can, then the person ask talk on the phone with who.
Yuliah keep disiao, hahah.

Friendster horoscope :
You're excited about an upcoming event,
But you still have to find some patience.
- How will i be excited in this kind of mood.

Friendster lovescope :
Now's not the time for keeping your emotions on the down low with your honey.
Connect with them, or you could be perceived as being aloof.
Trust your heart more than your ego.
- I don't know la.....

I just want you to know that i love you.
I want to be there for you everytime when you're sad.
But you don't want to tell me what exactly happened,
What do you expect me to do?

A day without you, its so miserable.

Sports day, 2008 (:
Spot me!
Its so obvious, hahaha!
I don't know why but i love sports day.
Not only this year, but every year :D

I slept for 2 and a half hour today,
During maths cme and physics.
Tomorrow Mrs wang's coming back! (:
Like finally can! Wth.
I want to pass my maths one leh!
But idk a single thing bout matrics..
Sad case.

Hmm, i can't think of other things to blog.
Or rather i'm too lazy to blog :x
I'm tired, why can't school be on alternate days?
So we can rest and not wake up early every single day.
And jieyi loves disiao-ing me! What only, hahah.

Ciaoz,
Oh and,
I love you (:

<3

I got nothing to blog bout and Suzanne wants me to blog bout her,
So yeah, i'm a kind soul (:

Suzanne Lee is a pig, everyone agrees right?
She only know how to influence me bad things, bad right?
She always touch my stomach, so pervert right?
And i say i tell my mummy she molest me,
Y'know what she say?
She said that my mummy will believe her rather than me, tsk tsk.
So bhb right? HAHAHA! (:

Jealousy kills.

2007, sports day.

I don't want to be sad, i seriously don't want to.

Ppl will only know how to say cheer up,

But its easier said than done.

Cause jealousy really kills..

Its not your fault and nobody else's fault.

It's mine, why am i getting jealous over such little thing?

I hate weekends la, tmd.

Hah, i'm a loser (:

Iloveyou, my dear.

I realised that i'm bound to be sad on weekends.
Not because of someone but because of something.
I don't know why is that so, but i'm feeling terrible .

Oh ya, yesterday.
St hilda's won nationals champ for boys,
And Presby won for girls.
Prize presentation, took pictures then went back to school.
Played ball, slack at school till 8plus.
Reached home around... 9.30pm..
Tired, but still played audition.
And i'm getting lousier and lousier.
I don't know wth did i do that makes me feel so tired.
Even now, i'm feeling damn tired.

I don't know how much i mean to you, but you means the world to me.
Idk wth is wrong with me, why am i feeling this way?

Hold on to this love <3

Lost to xinmin 3-0,

This marks an end to Nationals, Shuqun Bgirls getting 4th..

We have so much fun together as a team,

Though conflicts and all but we're still a team (:

And for those graduating ones, jiayou for O's :D

The trip to thailand, such a memorable one.

Together as a team, united we stand (:

Today, maths was ok? Was busy listening to songs and deleting my msgs,

Basically cause i have like 2000+ messages in my inbox.

And it makes my phone lag, so yeah have to delete.

PE, did 5 stations (:

Actually 4 cause not enough time, heh.

Inclined pull ups - 21 (:

Standing board jump - 177cm (i can't jump far)

Sit and reach - 50 (:

Shuttle run - 11.43s (slow, i know)

After that was english, story time haha.

Flashbacks (:

Recess and then went for match. Lost as said, hai.

But we all played happily, don't we?

So now, focus on studies (:

I want to get good results, but i'm always so lazy :x

Went back to school, slack at canteen.

And fernanda go hit my knee, on purpose!

Damn pain till i drop tears. Not cry ok! Hahah.

She said i'm psyco cause i got her picture in my phone, lol!

How lame can she be? Hahah, she will ying zhua gong me if she see this :D

Then home sweet home (:

My legs and knee are in pain :(

Tomorrow is friday, and there's prize giving at toa payoh sports hall.

B boys playing finals too, vs St hilda's.

Damn shag, this week is such an busy week (:

And i hate weekends! Someone knows why, heh :D

Wo duo me xi wang ni neng mei yi fen,

Mei yi miao dou zai wo de shen bian.

Wo hen she bu de ni.

Lost the match yesterday..
Sports day today, ran 8x200m and Cca 8x100m.
I think i ran damn slow, manage to over take syahira,
But in the end still lost to their class.
After 200m was 100m.
No strength anymore, hahah.
Got a 2nd for cca run.

After that, went clementi to eat and then walk to clementi interchange.
Took a very long time to decide on where we want to go, haha.
In the end took 99 to Jurong and took train home.
Lol, lame right (:
But the main purpose is to waste time? Idk how to explain, hah.

I'm so tired..
Yesterday semi-finals, today sports day, tomorrow 3rd and 4th placing.
Idk why, but i'm feeling so so so tired..

I think i sort of pull my muscle or something,
And my knee and leg hurts.

Ily, you mean so much to me <3

Cause you mean everything to me.

Today is a tiring, actually not so but i'm feeling tired..
Training was ok, weihong yongkwang henry and ruixiang came.
From 10.30 till 1pm then went down to eat,
And went up to the hall for libero control.
I don't even want to do, and i only knew that i have to do only today -.-

I don't know what to blog about,
And i'm so tired but i'm gonna wait till 12 before i sleep (:
And and, I've to pack my history file, if i'm not lazy to :D

Will we drift? I'm afraid to lose you, my dear.
Ily darling, if you're happy, everything is worthwhile (:
Though you can't msg anymore for this month,
Remember, i'm just a call away (:

The care you given <3

Hmm, tomorrow having training from 10.30am-1.30pm.
Means we only have to study from 8am-10am.
So shiok right, hahah (:
Mainly because our match is on tuesday?
Vs presby, strong team eh :D
The match decides on whether we are 1st or 2nd placing,
Or 3rd and 4th placing.
So yeah, important match.

I'm feeling sick,
And the fever of mine have not subside (:

Friendster lovescope :
The person you've been hoping would notice you does,
And they let you know in a very big way.
Don't be surprised if something truly amazing happens today.
Your friends will be talking about this for years.

Hah, what will happen today? I bet nothing (:
Prove me wrong then, :D

Some random things,

Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
Courage to change those things i can,
And the wisdom to hide the bodies of the people i may have to kill,
Because they piss me off (:

Imy imy imy imy imy imy imy imy <3

Oh, i'm a pig today (:
Slept till so late, hah.

Basically, i'm sick so i didn't went for training.
Yep, so don't ask why :D

Too often we underestimate the power of a touch,
A smile, a kind word, a listening ear,
An honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring,
All of that have the potential to turn a life around.

What we need to know about loving is no great mystery.
We all know what constitutes loving behavior,
We need but act upon it, not continually question it.
Over-analysis often confuses the issue,
And in the end brings us no closer to insight.
We sometimes become too busy classifying,
Separating, and examining
And to remember that love is easy.
It's we who make it complicated.

( I forgotten if i have posted this before, but its in my phone :D )


Either do i want to,
I'm sorry that i've made you worried.

Is being happy that difficult?

I kinda feel better already, so i can post :D
Today, got back social studies test.
I got 9 over 25 -.-
And it was written there, Good that you are trying.
So unfair can, i didn't even go to school on that day when she's teaching.
I don't even know wth is NHS, stupid shit.
And i was super tired, just wanted to sleep then zouyi call me to wake up -.-

She don't let me to sleep! Kill her, smack her :D
And she says, if i get good results, i must give her a treat.
So buay hiao bai right, hahah!

After school went studying with yuliah,
And suzanne, but she didn't study!
Suzanne Lee don't want to let me see her sketch book!
Don't friend you lor! Hmph.

Love is like water, we can fall in it.
We can drown in it, but we can't live without it.
Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky,
Are best relieved by the letting of a little water.

I have you, a lover and a friend.
You are everything I need.
You are the sun, the air I breathe.
Without you, life wouldn't be the same.
Please don't ever go away.
And if you go, don't forget to take me with you <3

I feel so guilty of lying, hai.

Let true love be unspoken?

I'm a good girl yesterday cause i didn't on my computer,
And i slept at 11.30pm :D
It's counted very early already..

I'm happy this few days.
And out of a sudden, i feel so moody.
I don't know why, hai.

Hmm, i got a new maid.
I should be happy, but why can't i?
Ok, whatever.
Who even cares whether i'm happy or not.

Y'know something,
Ily very much <3

Ily.

I'm too tired to blog, like seriously.
Keep dozing off -.-
I'm waiting for someone's answer! :D


Hmm, first period was history but teacher didn't come?
Free period :D
After that was chemistry, was having "headache"?
Recess - Chinese - Maths - English.

Maths teacher didn't come again, and idk a single thing bout matrics.
Don't know what 2x2 ah, simi sai one (:
And i just realised there's social studies test tomorrow,
I didn't study it at all? Hai.
Want to study but too tired to :(

It took me an hour to blog this post, lol..
The time now is 11.36pm :D

And oh,
I love you <3

心有余而力不足

I shall conclude that i won't be a setter,
Unless out of a sudden i like to run? Hahaha :D
Training today was super tiring..
Set set set, serve serve serve, dive dive dive.

I think i kind of injured my left wrist,
And i got a big baluku on my knee. Cause of diving -.-
Walk also pain ok, stupid shit.
I would rather choose to be reserve than setter (:

我决定放弃, 再等下去也不会有结果.
我要开心!

--

[Edit]

Friendster horoscope :
Someone you know has made a radical change
-- They are not the same anymore.

I've been a fool all along.

[/Edited]

Be happy.

Tagged by denise.

1] At what age do you want to be a mother/father?
- Why do i have to think so far?

2] What i want the most now?
- Hmm, maybe to forget love.

3] Who is the person you trust the most?
- Sorry to say, there's no one.

4] Do you think you have enough confidence?
- No, no at all.

5] If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Say already won't come true, so shhhh..

6] Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Uh huh, so what?

7] What are you afraid to lose the most now?
- I've lost the one.

8] Do you believe in eternity love?
- No, definitely not.

9] If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- Maybe.

10] List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- Denise ah? Hmm, _________ Fill in the blank yourself :D

11] What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- Love each other, sweet and of course sincere la! Still need to say? (Of course still got many more la :D)

12] What type of person do you hate the most?
- Liars and of course hypocrites.

13] Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- Like duh.

14] Do you believe in God?
- Yeah.

15] What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- I've lost the most important thing in my life..

16] Can you rewind time?
- I can't, i would if i can.

17] At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
- The latter :)

18] What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
- Someone that can be trusted.

19] Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
- Hmm, _____________ Fill in yourself :D

20] The place u want to go the most with your love ones?
- Anywhere will do. Cause with my love one, nothing else matters.

Instructions:Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question,
make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all .

People who've been tagged:

1. Merabel
2. Merabel
3. Merabel
4. Merabel
5. Merabel
6. Merabel
7. Merabel
8. Merabel

Cheer up, thats the most that i can do.

My heart to you is given.
Do give yours to me; We'll lock them up together,
And throw away the key.

I've to smile, idw ppl to worry about me.
Though i'm sad but life still goes on.
So cheer up too yeh?
(To whoever who's sad :D)

Lovescope:
March 30, 2008
You're not happy when you feel restricted.
You need to feel you have the freedom to do what you want,
When you want to.
If you meet somehow someone who makes you feel confined,
Give 'em a pass.
The right person lets you be you.


Just a joke :

If all of my friends were to jump of the bridge,
I won't jump with them.
I'll be at the bottom to catch them.
So many ppl to catch, later my hand break ah.
HAHAHA! :D


I'll be there for you whenever you need someone to talk to.

Take care, cause i can't be there to take care of you anymore.

Hahah, Suzanne is crazy over this 2 pictures of mine! :D







































Hahah, she's jealous that i'm cuter than her :D
LOL!!!!
Ok, i seriously got nothing better to do.

Tears just keep rolling down.

Hai, i'm feeling oh-so-sad.

Ok, there's training tomorrow, 10-1.
I don't have the mood to train.
Hopefully i'll be fine tomorrow.

I knew the answer, but i'm gonna act like nothing has happen.
At least to her, idw to spoil the relation between her and me.
I won't, i won't because of you spoil it.

Look here,
I love my darling!
(You know who you are)

--

You will find as you look back upon your life,
That the moments when you've really lived,
Are the moments when you've done things in the spirit of love.

Idk how you feel, i want to know.

Won bp 2-1 today, very close.
I guess they must be very upset/angry?
I don't know :D

More and more couples around,
So envy of them can.
Sweet couples! Hahah, jealous!!

Go find (you know who) for all you want,
Cause i know i'll never be better than (you know who).
Should i perserve on or let go?
Should i let my feelings be known?
Tell me what should i do?
My heart hurts like @!#$#@$%!
But still, i have to face it with a smile.
You know how difficult it is? Hai.

Don't scold me cause i really have no mood to blog.

你要我怎么挽回这爱情?

Oh ya, i'm here to talk bout yesterday.
Went for that baptism, and was like falling asleep la..
Damn freaking boring, imagine you have to sit down for 4hours without doing anything.
Can't even use phone la, wth. Then i was like secretly using, HAHAHA :D

I'm too lazy to explain the details, so it ended around 12? Somewhere there.
After that went to gabriel's house (i bet no one knows about him),
They are having a party there, i bet there more than 30ppl there.
As time goes by, ppl keep leaving till like left 20 over ppl.
Almost everyone's playing games, those chim chim games.
Like taboo and 1more dk what. I don't even understand some of the words there -.-
And they don't play games like monopoly or psp.
They play WII, kinda new to me..

After that my bro asked everyone to go for a swim outside at around 3am.
And he himself didn't swim, like wth.
The water was damn cold, and played uno in the water.
Of course, the uno cards are water-proof.
Played water polo, monkey and many many other things.
And the neighbour kinda shout through the fences,
Called us not to make noise. She complained la!
And the time was like 5am or something.
Then i said morning excerise what, you dk ah :D
So, we sat at the pool steps and talked..
Till like 6plus or what, went to bathe..
Eat, play and then fall asleep. Heh (:
Slept for like 2and a half hour only?
From 8am to 10.30am.
Ok, damn power right. Shasha says its a miracle for me to sleep late and wake up early.
Of course i will wake up early, its not even my house what. Hah.
If its my house, damn cool la. Got swimming pool somemore got slide.
Plus the house so big. But it takes a long time to walk to the house from the bus stop.
Damn eerie can. Reach home around 3plus 4.
Slept till like 7pm or something then online!
I've not bathe yet, hahah :D

I'm gonna take a shower and watch the television!
And Suzanne Lee, look at how long my post is.
Stop saying my post is so short -.-

Go away you freaking fever.
Why you keep coming back? I don't like you la.

I use laughter to cover sadness, how amazing.

爱情这么伤

Heh, i'm back from training, early uh :D
Cause...
I have to go for my brother baptiseeedddddddd.
From like 8.30pm till midnight? A waste of my time.
Supposed to go out at 6, but look at the time now.
I've not shower, not smelly ok anyhow!
I need my sleep, if not my darkrings gonna be darker and darker.
I guess i'll be bored there, so ppl message me!

K, i've to get ready to go out otherwise my mummy will nag at me :D
Ciaoz

I don't know how you feel, ily so much

I'm feeling terrible.
Idk how you feel, you never say.
I don't think i'm important to you, maybe.

A random pic :D






I got nothing to blog about! :D
Actually i have, but i didn't blog it out.
Or can i say i didn't post it, cause its in drafts ((:
But too bad, you can't see it! Sad? Cry then.

Ni hai ai wo ma?

Hai, i'm feeling so stress now.
Studies.. I want to get good grades, but i'm lazy?
I don't find an interest in studying, why must we study?
Waste of time, energy and money :D
But also, if we don't go to school its so boring.
Life is just so boring. Following the same cycle almost everyday.
Sleep-wake up-school-volleyball-home.

I really don't know how you're feeling,
But i feel that the love isn't there anymore.
Maybe friends are better off, i think it is.
I try not to quarrel with you, and what you did? Nothing..
Did you even appreciate it? I doubt so.

I have so much things to worry about, so don't add on to it.
My life is so stressful, but who knows?
Not even my mother knows bout it.
No one, not even a person..
And yet, i have to act like i'm so happy.
Forcing myself to smile, afterall its just a fake smile.

I'm feeling terrible (inserts sad face)
I admire strong ppl! :D

Have you make the wrong decision?

Heh, my 300th post! :D
Shouldn't i get an reward or something?
Lol!

I'm so tired, i done 6 slides out of the 15 slides that i'm suppose to do.
But i guess i'll stop there, cause i'm too lazy.
Anyway, its a miracle cause i did A homework :D
Right right? Raise up your hand if you agree!
Don't really do that cause ppl will think your screw is loose (((:

Maybe you've made the wrong decision,
Its not too late to say now anyway.
Speak your mind (:
I just have the feeling that it isn't right, i've no idea.

&& My phone bill is like 78bucks?
My mummy is so gonna kill me if she knows bout it.
She will cancel my line, saddedd..

爱要怎么说

I love you, my darling :D
Bleh, whatever! :X

I'm feeling damn bored now, and there's school later.
I didn't even do one of the homeworks that i've been given,
I'm gonna be so dead.
A week passes so quickly, i've not enjoy it yet :D

Today is suppose to be our 8th week and 4more days to 21st, but..
It doesn't matters anymore ya?
Cause some things can't be said here, our lil secret alright? :D
Keep it between the two of us ((:

Imy (inserts sad face)

Mwahaha. I am JERMAINE TAN here! Aren't you jealous? Loool! [:

I asked mermer to update, but then she's so lazy, as yknow that's her normal self. Yeah, so don't get pissed when she tells you that she's too lazy to do anyth, except to just close her eyes and sleep, heh. She stayed at home all day to slack. She claims that it's her off day, but I guess that's just an excuse for her to just laze around aye? Haha, just kidding. Mer don't give me any birdface after reading this ok! :D

So this is moixzs update for Mermerbel tday! :D

Friendly today with ACJC, won 6-0.
Played setter for the last 2 sets.
Idk how to set la, wth. Easiest is set to Zhugong!
My setting sucks! :D
I don't like to be a setter! Cause i'm lazy :X

Idk how i feel now, the only reason why i dowan to p cause i scared will quarrel.
Friends are better off, no?
You won't even sacrifice a small thing like that for me, and thats what you call love?
Like woah, love... It isn't as simple as you think.
Cause you won't know how i feel, and maybe thats good?
Hai, i really don't know how la (inserts sad face)

I think i've grown stronger after so many things that has happened, maybe..

Cause now that i've know the truth,
The wish of mine seems harder to come true.
The person you really love wasn't me all along.
I guess they were right, i've been a fool all along.
I know, she's much better than me.
And in fact, in every way.

Those little words/actions of yours could make me happy,
But i just wouldn't want to show it out.
To the world you may be one person but to someone you may be the world.
And to me, you are the one.
Don't cry cause its over, smile because it happened.

The moment you went away, i miss you so much.
I choose not to say, not to show it.
Cause love is precious.
You'll tend to treasure it when its not yours.

Everything does end, but life still goes on.
Take the experience back home from where it began.
C'mon ppl, lets move on.

I'm happy, happy to make you hate me.
I don't care who believe who, i know that i didn't edit the post.
And i think that the post is real.
Wo dui de qi tian di liang xin (Idk how to explain it in english)
Make all my team mates believe you, I don't care.
Cause this won't affects the relation between my team mates and I.
At least to me?

Hate me for all i care, it doesn't matter.
Maybe i make the right choice, to choose not to patch with you. Maybe.
I'm glad, glad to found out the truth.
You said it isn't real, how do you want me to believe?
It looks real, so real. How am i suppose to assume its fake?
Its not i don't want to believe, is i can't.
I can't, don't you understand?

I never thought things will turn out this way,
I never thought your feelings will come back for her.
Well, if thats so thats good.

Leave me alone,
I want to be happy.
A wish that would never come true.
Never! N-E-V-E-R!!

I hate you for lying to me.
Though i know hate is a very strong word.

I can let the world know, by just copying and paste it here.
I never thought you would lie.
I guess i've make the right choice last time to make you promise me,
That you won't contact her.
Well, i guess you just can't bear to not contact her, and thats why you broke your promise.
Like woah, perfect love. How amazing uh.
To think that i actually believe what you said.
Now i know that its all bullshit.
BULLSHIT! You understand? BULLSHIT!
I'm so disappointed, disappointed..
To think that i actually feel that way.

You don't mind, and you don't expect anything in return?
You love her?
Well, by all means.

Maybe this will be the motivation for me to forget bout you.
I won't forget that post on 29th feb 2008.
I'll bear in mind that.

Don't say if i really like you, I'll believe what you say.
Put yourself in my shoes la,
I wrote a post something like that,
What will you feel? You think you will believe what i'll say after that?
I doubt so.

Though i know no one will understands how i feel,
But i'll still live life as per normal.

Suzanne say update, so update lor.

Today meet yuliah&weibin at je, then go library study!
So guai right! First time hear merabel study sia!
Reach there no space so go basement and study,
Hahah, weibin insisted!

Study study study till 4plus isit,
Then went Jec eat walk play arcade, watch ppl play icehokey (sp?)
Went back library around 6plus then saw brenda?
Study for awhile then go home liao lo.

SEEEEEE, I got update hor!!

I'm here to clarify one thing.
I DON'T HAVE SPLIT PERSONALITY!
If you still think i am, then you're an idiot cause you don't understand simple english!

I REALLY DON'T HAVE LA!
AND I DIDN'T TAG AS CHARMAINE!
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY SHE HAS THE SAME IP ADDRESS WITH ME?
HACKER RIGHT! WTH!

I REALLY REALLY REALLY DON'T HAVE SPLIT PERSONALITY OK!
REALLY DON'T HAVE LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

See how many underlines do i have :D

This was make blur cause idw let you see my results! HAHAHAH!

My receipt @ popular!

A total of $91.07 :)

Look at how long it is!!

I'm sick, so i didn't go to school.
Now you see this, don't ask me why.

You know i really don't want to care,
I forced myself.
To be ignorant, i think its good.
Hate me will you?
I'll feel better.

All of this while, i've been lying to myself.
Saying i don't love you anymore.
But y'know what, it isn't true at all.

Forget me and move on (:


Top8 groupings!

Shuqun Secondary
Bukit Panjang Govt High
Chung Cheng High Yishun
Sembawang Secondary

Jurong Secondary
Presbyterian High
Xin Min Secondary
Yuying Secondary

I'm hiding my feelings, no one really knows.
Stop forcing me, cause i really don't want to say it out.

Cause love is just so complicating.
Its harder to maintain an relationship than a friendship.
Maybe don't know its just the best way to avoid?

I'm feeling terrible now, but who knows?
Hah, everyone goes like cheer up cheer up.
Its easier said than done.

I'm really confused, different ppl telling me different stories?
I really don't know.

I have so much fun during the camp.
If i can, i'll choose to stay there?
I don't want to face the reality?
I don't want to face the world?

I'm not a toy, so don't push me around.
Did you all even care bout my feelings?
Don't i even have the rights to say no?

I need time.
I seriously need the time, i'm confused.

I'll think it through?
You'll know the answer by tomorrow.
I don't want to make ppl sad,
Though i already did.
I'm not feeling good either.

Wearing a mask infront of ppl, acting like nothing happen.
It isn't fun, i feel so uncomfortable.
Going everywhere with a mask, no one really knows who i am.
Not even my family, friends.
No one.