Yesterday have no time to post. Was busy studying geo.

Lots to study. I was too tired. Didn't bothered.

Went to sleep. hahah.

English & Chinese Paper 1 was like easy?

Although most people say it was difficult.

Today, English paper 2 was kind of easy.

Geo. Not that difficult. think will fail.

I randomly write also can get correct.

Pro uh. lol -.-

Omg, someone is so childish.

throw paper at people. WOW! -.-

Grow up la. So big liao still so childish.

Cute uh. super cute de lo (:

Era & me (:

Hardworking uh. Studying for the damn geo!

Today is the last day Zeng Lao Shi is teaching us.
Tomorrow will be the last day in school.
She is posted to NJC. Sigh.
During Chinese lesson, She cried.
I got Full marks for Listening Compre. haha (:

Took lots of pics. It doesn't turn out nice.
I wore specs today. (:
Look so nerd. hahas.
Im a guaikia okay.
Don't play play.

After school, talked with Zeng lao shi till 6 plus.
Know alot of her secrets. Saw her Bf's photo too. HAHAH.
Unbelieveable, She actually knew TAP is my ex.
OMG!!!!!


ELAINE!!!!
Stop messing my hair & press my shoulder.
Super pain can. -.-

LALALA!!


Why must things end up like that.
I started vulgar first, cause i was very annoyed and pissed off.
Everyone would get pissed off for waiting for more than 1 hour without being informed.
Tell me who doesn't.
But you both don't have the need to lie. (or maybe not)
You told me to go ask mdm katijah, and i did.
She say you didn't informed her.
So, what exactly is it?
All i want to know is the truth.
You say i hum ji, nevermind.
I promised * i cannot scold vulgar anymore.
I straightened out my thoughts.
What is done cannot be undone.
SIGH!



Slept during English today.
After English was Dnt.
Cant even walk straight.
Giddy then see things blur blur.
Dnt, finish the menu holder in 2 periods= 1 hour.
Pro uh. Hahas. Teacher also got help me de. (:
Went back to class for Maths.
Surprisingly i got 14/20 for the Maths test.
Thought that i would fail the paper, but i didn't.
I didn't even study for it can.
li hai right. haha. BHB~

Nothing you do could change my mind.


How will you feel if your friends pang seh you for more than 1 hour.
Obviously it isn't a good feeling.
N they don't even bother to send you a msg or even call you to tell you.
A message doesn't cost that much right.
I waitied for them to come back till i read finish the whole story book.
How hurt will you feel.
Say what your friend sad or whatever then cannot pang seh her.
I am also your friend right.
Then you both pang seh me.
Spare a thought of others la.
Even if its true, don't need take more than 1 hour right.
Somemore theres two person.
You tell me, how big is the school.
It doesn't up much time to just inform me right.
Don't think i don't know you both go find vera they all.
Did you both ever spare a thought of me?
Put yourself in my shoes la.
What will you feel if your friends treat you like that.
To think i waited for you all for more than an hour.
How foolish i am.
As time passes, I thought that you both would come back.
But, you both didn't.
I told myself.
When i finish reading the story book,
and both of you are not back yet.
It shows that you both don't even treat me as a friend.

Tears just kept rolling down. When you all called me, I didn't want to answer.
I scared i would just break out.
Then everyone will be looking at me.

Cool uh. I love this post. No one can see what i wrote. HAHAHA!


Can someone just spare me a listening ear?
I really don't know what should i do.
Confused...
Can anyone tell me what should i do?
Sigh. SAD!!!!
















Volleyballers cum Skaters! (:

I promise you my life
I promise we'll never be apart
I promise not to hurt you
I promise to never make you cry
I promise to always trust you
I promise not to lieI promise you forever
I promise to do things right
I promise to always be there
I promise until the end
I promise to be your best friend
I promise this forever
Your the PEANUT to my BUTTER
Your the STAR to my BURST
Your the POP to my TART
Your the MILKY to my WAY
Your the FRUIT to my LOOP
Your the LUCKY to my CHARMS
Your the ICE to my CREAM


I'll promise you all these if you'll give me the chance to.

4 days since i last posted.
Getting kinda lazy to post.


School was boring, i feel so sleepy in school. sigh.
5 days to the start of mid-year exams.
Have plenty of homeworks. Stress!
I bet i am gonna flunk all my subjects.
If that happens, i am so gonna die.
Mummy will scold me like hell & she will confiscate my phone ):


I'll wait till that day you tell me that i have the chance.
Nobody wanna see us together, but it matter (cause i haven't got you babe)
So far yet so far. hahas -.-



















Chinese workshop. style uh. the mask got heart and star.















Hand painted by ME! haha. Nice right. i knew it. lol.


















Taken @ IMM adidas shop.

HAHA! This is my 100th post.
Nothing much to say.

This is for *

You're the one i wanna chase,
You're the one i wanna hold.

My love for you is more important than life,
My love for you is more precious than my own life.

I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance,
I'll never make you cry,
C'mon let's try.

Nothing you do could change my mind.

The more I learn the more I love,
The more my heart can't get enough.

I love you no matter what.

I've been waiting for you,
Never found anything else but you ,
But waiting for you.

I keep hearing your name,
Nothing else sounds the same,
As hearing your name.

Wherever you go, whatever you do,
I will be right here, waiting for you,
Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks,
I will be right here waiting for you.

I can't exlpain this feeling,
I think about it everyday,
And even though we've moved on,
It gets so hard to walk away.

Guess I gotta live my life from day to day?

Hoping maybe you'll be by my side,
And though I tell myself not to be afriad,
To move on but it seems I can't.

So hard to express this feeling,
Cause nobody compares to you,
And you know i love you more than anyone do.

And I don't know,
How to be fine when I'm not.
Cause I don't know,
How to make the feeling stop.

This feeling's taking control of me,
and I can't help it.

It's getting hard to,
Be around you.
There's so much I can't say.

Thought you should know,
I tried my best to let go of you,
But I don't want too.
Just gotta say it all before I go.

This emptiness is killing me,
I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long.

I should'not love you, But i want to<3

Create your own Friend Test here

I am feeling so moody now.
I've no mood for anything. Studies? sigh.

Do what you all like. I am so not gonna care about this anymore.
Talk to you nicely and you give me attitude.
Juniors juniors juniors. sigh.
No use cutting your hand kay.
It doesn't help, really. Sigh.

Attitude attitude attitude. It sucks like hell.
(though i've it too sometimes)
Attitude is something you can control.
Don't let attitude control you.


Speechless. What you said cause me to have nothing to say.
It hurt me lots. Sigh. you won't understand.



GOD!!!! I need a person that truly understands me.

Sigh, exams coming.
I got to concentrate on my studies, but i can't. lol -.-
I have not started studying yet.
Don't have the mood to study.


I am so hurt by what she say. But yeah, got to face the facts.
I better get myself out of this things. I got to get over it.
Hope i could. sigh.


Shasha and i have the same fate. don't ask why.
Sigh. Sad. I am not as strong as you think.
I just didn't show out my feelings.
I look happy in the outside, but actually i am not.
My heart's empty. the emptiness is killing me.
I need someone by my side.
I am feeling so exhausted.

Sigh, no one understands how i feel.
You that i don't seems to care about, actually its you that i cared most.


Today is 28th.
6 more months to my birthday. its still long.



12 more days to MYE!

There's this funny little thing called love.
It can come and go like a gust of wind.
It can trade off from one person to the next.
Unpredictable and unexplainable are what it's about.

You never know when it's coming or how you'll receive it.
But once you have it, you'll never want to let go.
Thought it often does go, shattering your heart along the way.
Makes you never want it again out of fear and sadness.

Only, slowly you heal and smile once again.
And suddenly there's a new face that makes your heart flutter.
So you forget your old sadnesss with your new excitement.
On and off it goes throughout your young life.

As sad as it may seem, most of us will go through.
People as we do clothes.
Yet some have long, loving relationships.
That blossom into marriage.

Some wonder why people put up with it.
It can hurt you, stab you in the back,and sadly.
Even make you want to take your life.

Yet the reward seems to be the catch.
The ability to share with someone.
The secrets you thought you'd carry to your grave.

To trust someone with all you have.
And know that it's returned.
Receiving unbelievable happiness and joy.

From just the sight of someone.
Ultimately,It's a wonderful feeling,Shared between two,
That can turn into the adventure of a lifetime



meaningful uh.

Today i am so guai can. wonder why.
I did everything. Even the teacher also praise me. hahas :)


After school when to east coast park for in line skating.
Skate for awhile then started raining. So heavy somemore.
My sketch book so wet can. pathetic.
Walked so far just to go to the shelter.
Everyone is like so wet.
Luckily we wear jersey, if not confirm can see.


I'll try my best to forget you. as you wanted. i hope i could.
Forgetting someone that you truly love is difficult.


The person i don't seem to care about, its actually the person that i cared the most.

Something make me felt very hurt, yesterday.
it was really very very very hurting.
Have been thinking it before i sleep and after i wake up.
how terible is this feeling.. who will understand ?
i rather she keep this from me.
hais. i really hate that feeling that bug me from morning to night, and night to morning. every single day.
why do i've such a life, god ? mom, why did you born me out ?
why can't i live in the past ?
i'd everything, but it's not enough ...


Sigh.I understand -In order to make people happy, i must stay happy myself.

I pass my maths test. i got 15 over 25.
not good but at least i pass without studying for it.
The previous test i only got 8/25. At least i improve. =)

Geography 13/25.
Just pass by 1/2 mark. -.-
Didn't even care about geo. didn't listen didn't study.
Anyhow do also can pass. haha.


Chinese 32/70. My chinese deproved alot can. A1 drop to B4 then drop to D7.
My chinese never fail before can. and now i fail it. -.-
Imagine how pro i am. sigh.


15 more days to MYE .
and i've not study at all.
Maybe i am not going to study.
No interest in studies. i think?
I don't care.

What if a person has pms then got attitude prob,
Scolds you for no reasons and all the vulgarities,
Will you feel good?
And expect you to forgive and forget.
That person was in the wrong first,
And yet,
Every other people is helping her.
What will you feel.


I have my pride. don't bother to persuade me. I m stubborn. so what.
THATS ME!


Carolyn says when she first knew me, i wasn't like that.
People do change. You too, change alot.
You know i won't be angry with you. (or maybe you don't)
What for you say things to make me angry with you.
It doesn't help, really.
I know you are just helping her.

People tell me :
fan shi yi he wei gui, ren yi shi, feng ping lang jin, tui yi bu, hai guo tian kong.
Very meaningful. i like it. hahas xD


Whatever you all want to say behind my back, go ahead.
I don't care. I don't give a damn about it.
People just can't uderstand how i feel. Whatever.



Played true or dare after school.
Shasha ask whether who i love more, C or L.
I didn't know how to answer. sigh.
I anyhow say.

When did i ever tio you all. Why must i call you when you ask me to, i am not your dog. You both think people feel good when you say like that to people. For goodness sake, some people say spell masturbate as masterbed. The english must be very pro. knnpcb. you all thought you very good izzit. Before you say people, think through your brain. fcuk seh.




17 days to MYE!

i dont know what to post. N i am very bored.


Lyvia say she is eating dinner now & its yummy. LOL -.-



I am trying my best to forget you (as you wanted). I don't give a damn.
My mind is in a mess. i have no idea what should i do. sigh.
All i can do now is to wish you good luck.
No matter what i'll still be supporting you in whatever you do.


All i need is your love.
i know i don't stand a chance but y'know,
I cant control it.


Lyvia's competting with me to see who finish blogging first. haha. I m done. i won!! LALALA!

NAPFA:

Sit and Reach : 50.

Sit up: 48.

Shuttle Run: 10.8s.

Inclined pull up: 17.

Standing board jump: 170.
urghh. 2 more cm then get A!!.



All i need is your love.


20 days to MYE!!!!

HAPPY BITHDAY
MING HAO & CAROLYN!

Both 14 years old le. big le. Hope Carolyn will find her new love and Ming Hao will be together with ahem!! xD


Lots of people getting sick. GET WELL!!!

Today i am so GUAI!!! i copied all the things into my science therory.
Teacher say Good! haha. Maybe only when i am sick i will do my work.
So pray that i will be sick. *touch wood*


Troublesome bringing medicine to school.
It cause drowsiness, So i got the excuse to sleep! WOO!!
CME for 1 period and Mr tan say we can go.
Then i was like huh? so early ah.
Cause i was sleeping earlier on. I said wah so fast ah. Den he looked at his watch.
Only 1.00pm. Think he must feel very paiseh. hahas.

After school got the chinese course. don't know called what.
I talk back to the teacher. hahas (: Fun seh.

21 days to MYE!!!!

i've tried my best to let go, but i dont want to.just thought you should know before i leave, been waiting here for all eternity. never stopped loving you.a part of me is wanting to scream i love you, but another part of me is begging myself to shut up.maybe you and i will never be. sometimes i wonder if we could just fly away from this horrible prejudiced world, would you still be here with me? or would you be halfway round in space already. save me from the nothing i've become.



This time i didn't cry. WOO! three cheers man.
This proves that I have grow stronger.
I WON'T MEANS I WON'T.
The words you say it really hurt me.
Forgetting a person i truly love needs a lifetime. (To me)
Hope my memory would erase all the things.
So, Jiayou!
Do endings really are beginnings?
Maybe? Maybe not?


Don't want to think about this anymore.
I'll be strong!
I will and I WOULD!!!!!!

Woots. Everyone is like asking me why i didn't go to school. :)
Spent 2 days at home doing nothing. lol -.-
Looking at the com for the whole day.
Bet my eyesight is getting worser and worser.



Looked at the way we talked last time.
How i wish time could turn back. But i know it will never happen.
We have fun laughing, joking, teasing, the way i guailan to you and you guailan to me, the way you give in to me and i give in to you.
So sweet! Although its short, but i enjoyed it!
Now you treat me so cold.
i really hope time would turn back.


It takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and a lifetime to forget them.

Gosh. i got so much medicine.
Cough mixture, Panadol, Flu medicine, Lozenges, Phlegm medicine.
MC for 2 days. Don't know if tomorrow going to school not.


I love you.
And i don't expect you to love me back.
For at least, i am true about you.
I want to celebrate your birthday with you, but you say there is no need.
I won't insist. Its ok.
You are sad yesterday, but its seems that i cant do anything to help.
Wo zhi ke yi mo mo de xi wang ni hui kai xin.
Whatever i do, it don't seems to touch you.
You mean so much to me.
You just don't understand how much i love you.
I love you so much that i don't care much about whether will we be together or not, I just want you to be happy and i will be happy.
Move on with life!

I m so sick. fever, 38.9 . Flu, sorethroat, nose block, fever, cough. sigh.
I feel so tired even though i slept for like 10 hours.
Didn't go to school. My head is like super duper pain.
Mummy still haven come home. She is suppose to bring me to see a doctor.


You are not a pathetic loser.
To me, you are the best.
Maybe one day, he will straightened out his feelings and come back to you.
I know i don't stand a chance.
All i have to say is, I LOVE YOU!
I will be right here supporting you till the end.


out to see doctor. will post later.

I am so sick.
fever, sorethroat, nose block.
The feeling isn't good! It sucks.
So xin ku can.
Want to die le. Someone save me man.

Being sick is not fun, faking sad is fun! lol -.-
I slept with the aircon on and the fan blowing directly at me. I know its crazy, but without the fan, its so difficult to breathe. diao. whatever, i don't care.


I love you, and i mean it.
No matter what you do, i'll support you.
If i can wait for you, you can too!
To see you happy, i am sastisfied.
I don't expect much. I cant too.
To know you, its a blessing given by god.
To get to you know you better, i must have done lots of good deed in my previous life.

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

You're so fine I want you mine you're so delicious
I think about you all the time you're so addictive
Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright (Alright...)

Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And hell yeah, I'm the mother fucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right (I'm right...)

She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again (Again and again...)

So come over here and tell me what I wanna hear
Better, yet, make your girlfriend disappear
I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again (And again...)

Because...

She's like so whatever
And she could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

(Uh)
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

(Uh)
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I don't like your girlfriend (Yes)
No way, no way (No way)
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I could be your girlfriend (No way)

(No way, no way)

Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret (No way)
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I want to be your girlfriend
(No way, no way)

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend (No way!)
No way, no way
I think you need a new one (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend (No way, no way)

(Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me (Now way!)
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I want to be your girlfriend (No way, now way)

Hey, hey!

typing with the screen off. how amazing is it. -.-
having IT lessons .so boring.
need to do the stupid interview. so dumb.
Raining sia. how to go home.
so heavy somemore.
still got 1 more hour seh. till 4.30. sigh.
actually wann after school straight away go home de. but got this.
Tomorrow got GOLF! urgh.
I don't like!


Go home then post again.

I will wait for you like how you wait for him.
Time is not gonna change anything, i guess.
I love you, and its forever.

To you, i may be nothing.
But to me, you are a person very special to me.
I cant cheer you up, you seems so moody.
I felt so useless.

I love you as much as you love him.
I rather i get hurt then you getting hurt.
Seeing you sad, makes my heart hurt.

I m being banned from using the com. Handphone confiscated. After school must reach home by 1 hour.

Cause of going to watch the match NAS vs NYG.
After school, went home shower den quickly run out of the house. Mother don't let me go watch match. When i at house downstairs, mother call me. She was like shouting in the phone la. She say if i go don't come home already. den i was like ok lor. den she ask me where am i. she say wann bring me go. den she say go home i die.


I m willing to sacrifice anything, Just to see her. Although didn't get to talk to her, but to see her, i m happy. My love for you is priceless. They won!
CHAMPION seh. They were so happy. But as for nanyang, they're sad. its ok. work harder next year xD.


Time passed so fast. wished time could turn back to the day of prize presentation. had lots of fun. We were shouting and shouting like there is no end. if it is, how good will it be. sigh.


I miss her ALOT! Went up the bus, i felt so sad. wished can spend more time with her, Be by her side when she need me. sigh.


Think that would be the last time i'll be seeing her. Nothing could explain the sadness and emptiness in my heart. I love her unconditionally.

LOVE HURTS!!!!

Today againist Cedar. won. 3-2. i play like 3 sets? like shit sia. my both hands is in pain. muscle ache. wann serve also difficult. sigh.

Last set, coach was like shouting and shouting. the first time i serve, i serve soft soft. den he start to yell at me okay. like wad only. den i serve very hard. almost out seh. den change court. he keep at there nag nag nag. float but they so easy take sia. not fun wann. cannot set sia. muscle pain. sighh.

Went back to school. Coach want us to go back. Waited for him to come. he call us to write a reflection and hand it up on sat training. don't think i am going, as i am quitting.

Today go school, first period drama. kinda fun? den follow by PE. do stations.

Sit and Reach: 47 cm.
*so less.
Standing board jump: 169cm
*so short can.
Inclined Pull up: 16.
* i do till 5 points den don't wann do le.

Didn't do shuttle run and sit ups as it was raining? LOL!

den SKIP...................................


After school went to mac eat. walked back to school. have shot put. the metal ball is like 4kg?

1ST: MERABEL LEE YI SHAN ; 6.03m

2ND: SHASHA SABRINA ; 5.95m

3RD: FERNANDA TAN YAN ER ; 5.79m

* not bang okay. LOLS.


Went to IMM find JOYCE, SHIH MIN, ZAHRIA, MELISSA with FERNAN AND SHASHA. walk around. den went to JE. Shasha go cut hair. actually wann cut also. mother don't let me cut punk hairstyle liao. den went home. actually my mother wann bring me go cut hair. but i very tired. so didn't go.



09/04/2007. We are no longer together. A CLEAN BREAK. I don't wann to hurt you. as it goes, 长痛不如短痛 (Chang tong bu ru duan tong). Its for your own good. Don't waste time on me. its not worth it. WE ARE STILL FRIENDS.

I know you will be sad. I know the feeling, If * tell me that, i would be so damn heart broken. Sigh. I don't wish to cheat on you. understand? So, forget me!

sigh. why must * tell me about those thing. as if like i don't know. i just don't wanna to think about it. since * told me, i have been thinking and thinking. haiishh. it make me sad. my heart is bleeding, holding back my tears, its just hurt me too much.

For joan,
To me, living in illuions is better then knowing the facts. maybe to you its not, but to me its better. facts can be really hurtful at times.


The efforts, care and love that we have given, you don't appreciate it at all. We are the stupid ones, to get fooled around by you all. sigh. sad.


Sacrifice our blood,they don't even care or appreciate.

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
幸福它真的不容易



I am going to rot soon. i have not went out since thursday. Should i go out today? i have no idea. sighh.

i really hope you can accept me. i dun wann to be just your friend. if you don't want, you can say. i'll try to let go and be friends, but i really dun want. ):

sighh. i am so confused. #01? #05? #10?

Waiting for you its like waiting for rain in the drought. but i suppose its worth it? i believe dat as long as i love you truefully, you will sense it.

I am that kind of person who fall in love easily but cant forget a person. no matter wad, i'll still love dat person. haishh. why am i like that. i cant be a person like this. i have to forget all expect 1 person, and love that person wholeheartedly.


I hope i can handle it well. I am not as strong as you think. i do have my weak side. sigh. ILOVEYOU.

Today woke up at 5. tired sia. acutally dun feel like going for morning training. but if dun go sure kena scolding wann. bo bian must go. meet shasha 6.15 at the interchange. i was abit late lah. reach school around 6.30? we fan gun(rolling) alot of times sia. shasha fan gun the most. haha. den abt 7.45 we go change, assemble den go back to class. study only from 8.40 till 10. den go for training again. till about 12.30? eat den go to the pe staff room and slack. coach say match is at 3.30. but other ppl say 2. den we slack till about wann 2 alr. den joan call fernanda say nanyang waiting liao. wth!? the bus uncle haven reach den the main 6 take mr chua the cab. den the rest choing cab. at last we reach earlier den the main 6. den never warm up sia.

I am so satisfied with my service today. although it was like not good? but i didn't serve out. i stand far far away. hahas.

Lost to nanyang 3-0. sigh. ngee ann won cedar 3-0. disappointed. we waste coach efforts. everyone pit hopes on us, but we didn't win. sigh. sad.

no mood to stay back. so went back to school. on the bus. damn sad. went back to school. inter- house. was like somehow in time to play. lost to 2B and 2/6. got 4th. sigh. den went to tampines. at first thought only joan, lyvia and lixuan going. scarly the whole team go. we all go toilet. den lyvia and lixuan come inside the toilet to say hi. fernanda come out den she chua tio. haha. dey say hi den bye. lol. we walk around tm. den when going back actually wann say bye to them wann. but they walk so fast somemore got teacher. den shasha go say teacher siam lah. but they never hear cause too far away. hahas. den go home. reach home about 9.30.


Tell me not to waste time. sighh. it hurt me when you say like dat. haiishh. my heart haven mend and you hurt me again. i just couldn't control my feelings. i fall in love with you without realising. :(

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!?
*rubbish.

Tomorrow match againist Nanyang. jiayou kay? if we win we'll be fighting for 1st and 2nd placing. If we lose, 3rd or 4th. sighh. must jiayou.

Tml training 6.30am. till 8 i think? release at 10.30 for training again. coach say light training. match 3.30. so late. at CCAB.

TOMORROW IS A LONG DAY!! MUST TRY OUR BEST!! MUST HAVE CONFIDENT!! DUN GIVE UP.


I LIKE HER. BUT DUN HAVE THE COURAGE TO TELL HER!! SIGH.
You hurt me when you say like that.

I am now in school. so bored. Mr Wahab so bhb.

Yesterday, lost to ngee ann 2-1. very close man. 2nd set i go serve, den coach say if serve mistake go back training die. at first he say if 2nd set we lose, go back school run 3.6 den climb 25 storeys. den we was like wat the fuck? siao sia. heng no need go back. ltr training i die liao lorh. serve 1 outball yesterday. warm up the time, my back very pain sia. wann to underhand also difficult sia.

After match, we choing cab to tampines mall. $12.40. when we reach there, joan and lixuan still haven reach. went up to 4th storey den they say meet at mac. den must go all the way down. lyvia and jia min do project first. abt 5.30 den they come. den we walk walk. den stuck at the car there very long. den they wann take picute. fernanda walk away den i also walk away. left shasha at there. den she take pic with them. hahas. she take picute with lixuan sia. aiseh. must be happy. hahas.

My stomach, hand and my back hurts can. cant straighten it. i think i need a walking stick xD. serve so many balls. wth lah.

IF NOT BECAUSE TO SEE YOU, I EARLY ONLY QUIT VOLLEYBALL LE. after nationals i m quitting. :) hoho. i am like trying to forget you lah. but i just cant. i dun know why. SIGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

FUCK man.. i hate main coach lahh.. just because i serve 1 outball den he say go do the la che(the like wheelbarrow wann) 1 round around the hall lorhh.. make my back so pain. den after dat call me serve. back so pain liao still must serve. fuck him lahh.. cheebye. always zhen dui me wann. i cried. tell me who doesnt. 1 whole big round ok. siao lorhh. can die man. if monday we play badly, we are so gonna be died. he say if monday we play badly must go back school to train. confirm die wann lorhh..
YANQI PROMISE ME IF CAN SHE WILL COME RESUCE. dats a promise hor. haha xD

Ngee Ann won Presby 2-0.
Grats to Ngee Ann.
Presby, dun be sad kay. be strong. jiayou next year. you all have done ur best. =))

I just cant forget you. i love you too much.
you are my everything.


Without you, my life would be as plain as bread without fillings.
Without you, every morning would be like going back to work after a holiday.
Without you, plastic flowers in shop windows would just be plastic flowers in shop windows.
Without you, Clark Kent would forget how to become Superman.
Without you, Sunshine Breakfast would consist only of cornflakes.
Without you, there'd be no colour in Magic colouring books.
Without you, they'd forget to put salts in every packet of crisps.
Without you, all streets would be one way the other way.
Without you, they'd forget to change the weather.
Without you, there'd be no seagulls, no beaches.
No night, no morning, no landscapes.
No city, no country.
WITHOUT YOU.


I just love you. its undescribable. i'll be there for you. o.0.

First period English.. BORING!! sleep. hahas. tired. next is D&T.. didn't have apron. walk around the school to lend from ppl. we walk damn slow can. actually can lend from the workshop wann. but we all dun care. wann waste time. after D&T is recess. joyce they all pon 1 period. hide in the toilet. change and all those. bus came at 11.30 and off we go, to phs. reached there about 12. and we are the first to reach. went to play ball. daniel chua dun let. say wad still got 1 hour. rest first. how dumb. den warm up and all. cassandra and co. was our team de 'LA LA DUI'. -.- they were like so noisy lahh xD. den we stayed to watch match. fernanda actually wann stay de. but her mother dun let. joan and eugenia came. expected wann. she wun come de. since she wann me to give up.

SO, TRY TO FORGET HER, MERABEL. -.-
try ur best. you can do it. jiayou!


SQS VS SHS: 2-0
FMSS VS NANYANG: 0-2
CG VS BP: 2-1

Next match againist NGEE ANN!!
tough match yeah? jiayou jiayou. training on thurs. boring.


B GIRLS, B BOYS AND C BOYS ALL OUT LE. ONLY LEFT WE ALL. MUST JIAYOU. DO THEM PROUD. -.-

I AM SO SAD AND ANGRY AND I WANN TO SAY IT OUT. JUST IGNORE THIS POST.

YOU SAID NOW YOU TREAT ME AS A FRIEND CAUSE YOU DUN WANNA GIVE ME FALSE HOPE. u know wad you say hurt me deeply. to you it may be nothing, but to me its so hurtful. I DIDN'T SHOW YOU WAD I FEEL. I JUST DUN WANN YOU TO FEEL GUILTY. I TRIED MY BEST TO CONTROL MY FEELINGS. BUT I JUST COULDN'T. TEARS JUST KEEP FLOWING DOWN. WHY AM I SO FUCKING USELESS!!!! I SHOULD HAVE KNOW THIS DAY WOULD HAPPEN!! HOW I WISH I DUN LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I DO. SO I WUN FEEL SO FUCKING SAD NOW!!!!!!

WHY CANT I BE STRONG!! YOU JUST DUN UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU!!! YOU JUST DUN GIVE A FUCKING DAMN ABOUT ME RITE!!! YOU SAID YOU DUN WANN TO SHOW UR FEELINGS. WHY CANT YOU JUST SHOW IT OUT??? ILOVEYOU AND I WANN YOU TO LOVE ME BACK. ITS JUST SO SIMPLE. I DIDN'T WANN TO BE YOUR GF OR WHATEVER. I JUST WANN TO BE SOMEONE SPECIAL IN YOUR LIFE. UNDERSTAND? URGHHHHHH!!!! SADDDEDDDD!!!!

I promise you my heart
I promise you my life
I promise we'll never be apart
I promise not to hurt you
I promise to never make you cry
I promise to always trust you
I promise not to lie
I promise you forever
I promise to do things right
I promise to always be there
I promise until the end
I promise to be your best friend
I promise this forever
your the PEANUT to my BUTTER
your the STAR to my BURST
your the POP to my TART
your the MILKY to my WAY
your the FRUIT to my LOOP
your the LUCKY to my CHARMS
your the ICE to my CREAM
BUT MOSTLY .
your the BEST my FRIEND

SCORPIO

You are normally much too self-effacing, perhaps because you lack of confidence or imagine that other people will laugh at you. My advice at the moment is to be unashamedly egotistical, and to look after NUMBER 1 - within reson.

Omg. it is so true. NUMBER 1 !? So qiao.. haha.. WOOHOOO!!!

I LOVE NO. 1 ❤

today after school wait for shasha. from 12.30 wait till 1.30.. 1 hour sia... so damn long.. den we all run out of school.. everyone was like looking at us lahh... cabbed there.. $12.70. fernanda paid $4 shasha paid S2.50.. but i have to pay fernanda $2 and shasha $0.50.. which means they pay S2 each den the rest i pay.. wth lorhh... bully me nia... den they go upstairs nvr wait for me... like wad sia..
went to the hall den saw her... so ps lahh... dun dare talk to her... den after that they went back to sch... den i was like wth lahh.. waste my money... pay abt $8 plus just to go see her den she so fast go back to school liao.. after that shasha say very bored watch match... den i say go tm lahh.. den she say ok.. den we all go... shasha ask me to msg her ask her where she going cause lixuan nvr reply shasha msg... so qiao they also going tm... den we go the foodcourt there eat ice kacang.. den she msg fernanda ask why dun eat at ljs sia... den fernanda go say merabel miss you... lol lahh... fernanda ask her to come find us... den she came... with lixuan... so paiseh can... den we all at there so cold sia.. den they come we shivering... she and lixuan come we all dun wann eat sia... so ps... hahas... den when we walk pass ljs den the rest at there dun know laugh wad sia... laugh till so loud... den we at downstairs wait for them come down... den they saw us den nvr stop sia... still walk so fast... wth lahh... we walk behind them... den they like dun wann ask follow like dat.. den shasha go take her sketchbook go hit me lorhh... damn pain sia... my whole hand red sia... somemore hit me 2 times... dulan sia.. den she go AHEM!!! hahas... so happy!! xD

I just love her lahh...
❤ ILY<3 ❤

Today during the reading period... kena call out by mr joshua tan... go to canteen and talk... he talk all those craps to me.. he say wad dun get influence by ur friends... den say wad till now you have done all the tasks den i given to you... den say you are responsible as a chairman and have the support of the class... den i was like... yah yah... whatever lahh... den he say i wann to see you improve in your studies...
today got 4 period can see him lorhh... 2 period Maths 2 period Cme... during maths, i was like sleeping lahh... he dun care abt me... even though i sleep but i still know wad he teach and can do lahh... cause graph so easy... hahas xD after lesson i give him sigh the attendance file... den he say remember wad i say to you in the morning hor. i didn't reply him...
went to presby... shasha wann watch nanyang againist bukit panjang...
BUKIT PANJANG WON. its like so amazing lahh... we all thought that nanyang will win... anw its a good game... close fight uh... bukit panjang the coach is like damn happy cann... he must be very proud of bukit panjang... he at there keep jumping and jumping...
Nanyang ppl. dun be sad. wads over its over. just jiayou for the next match yeah?

Tomorrow maybe going to presby again to watch Ngee ann B girls vs Xin Min... actually the main purpose is to see her as the whole C girls will be going to... DUH... xD

❤ILOVEYOU #01❤

today leave class at 11am.. den 11.30 on the bus go to presby le... reach there about 12? den shasha fernanda all keep disiao me lorhh.. say wad who cant wait for later ahh... wann go see AHEM... reach presby den went up to the hall... saw her.. hahas... she is like so siao lorhh ( no offence) but i still love her... =))
they won st hildas.. 2-1... actually wann tell her jiayou wann lorhh... but so many people... paiseh sia... den when we warming up den they all go talk at outside, she said jiayou to me... hehe... so happy xD... sorry ahh... handphone kena confiscate, didn't know you message me, so didn't reply...
we played againist presby... 2-1... close uh... i didn't wann to play lorhh... ngee ann at there sit.. i scared sia... so ps... den i anyhow serve.. den serve outball..

Good game uh Presby.
Lose or win is not important.
The most important is dat we enjoyed the game.
SO, JIAYOU FOR THE NEXT MATCH!!!

❤ILOVEYOU #01❤

fR|eND iS t0..
(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffers support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you want to hear it
(U)nderstands you
(V)alues you
(W)alks beside you
(X)plain things you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and
(Z)aps you back to reality

today so relaxing... go school got the drama class... the person damn funny lorhh... keep making us laugh... den the lesson till 9.30.. den only left 1 period of pe... PE teacher tell us run 1.2... i run 7 mins sia... so slow... muscle ache lorhh... never warm up... i never run lorhh.. i slowly walk... the faster is 4.42 lorhh... its a boy lahh.. obviously.. he say he run 2.4 only 9 mins plus.. is like so fast lahh.. den after recess have home econs... cook sardine roll... nice nice!! den have english... at hotbod... we at there eat... the teacher dun care.. hahas... den after that gt lifeskills... aircon room again... hahas... den have PROJECT TAHAN... must design the toilet... den paint... i didn't do anything.. i stand at the door there look outside.. cause inside very cold... den after that wait for humairah and kimberly together go home... first time so early go home can... 3. 30pm reach home le... mother force wann..

I MISS MY PHONE!!!
NNN I MISS HER TOO!!!!
cant wait for wednesday sia...

went to whitesands with yanqi and shasha... there is cold wann lorhh... *shivers*... so cold liao den we still go eat ice kacang... den shasha say wann go beach... den we dun know which bus to take.. shasha remember liuan tell her only take 1 bus stop... den we ask 1 uncle.. he also dun know den he go ask the information counter den he say take 403.. den we go take... 1 bus stop den we alight.. yanqi go put 1 dollar.. den we only take 1 bus stop... waste money sia... den we see like beach cause gt water mahh... den actually is FISHING POND!!! den called lixuan ask her wad bus... den she say 354 i think? den she say she not going there.. so wad for we go there... den we sat at the fishing pond there... den we went to tampines mall... i was saying if she will be there also, i will be so damn happy... but she didn't go lahh... where got so qiao wann... den we go walk walk around century square den when going home, at the entrance there got a advertisment promoting the excerise machine i think... den shasha go imitate the woman... she wear the bikini den say got big buttocks... we all at there laugh like crazy... at the mrt there waiting for the train, already 7pm le... i tell my mother i will reach home by 7 lahh... den on the train she call me sia.. den yanqi go press cancel.. den i off my phone.. den she call shasha lorhh... den also msg her... i reach home abt 8.15.. den mother at there kp... but i know she care abt me... she confiscate my phone... =(( I WANN MY PHONE SIA!!! cannot msg... very xin ku...

Sigh sigh sigh... woke up at 8... suppose to go to dlss... cause too tired so didn't go.. sorry coach... hehe... anyway u wun see it lahh... hahas... so yeahh... stayed at home... so bored... shasha asked mii to go queensway den go bugis buy things for the camp tmr.. i hate going shopping lahh.. so damn bored wann.. so didn't go...

haven pack the things... so lazy... no idea wad bag to choose... so many things to bring... sighh... i will miss that person alot during the camp... haiishhh... still will msg her de lahh... HOHOHO!!!

today training kind of tough lahh... coach always zheng dui me wann.. stupid sia... during training she msg but i cant reply straight away as i was having training.. den after training... she msg me smth... which make me HAPPY!!! urghh.. i just love her lahh... <33 :)) i'll wait, waiting for you, waiting for you.. waiting for you kiss me at the night/// waiting for you come into my dream...

PS. im still not over you..
*andd i wouldn't...

What Merabel Means

M is for Misunderstood E is for Earthy R is for Rebellious A is for Arty B is for Bashful E is for Enjoyable L is for Lively

What Does Your Name Mean?

Rihanna- P.S. (I'm Still Not Over You)

Yeah
yeah yeah-yeah
yeah yeah yeah
No oh wo
Mmm

[Verse 1]
Wassup?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinking 'bout cha
And it kinda made me smile.
So many things to say
Had da put 'em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's ya mother?
How's ya little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things, I wanna know the answers to

[Bridge]
Wish I could press rewind
and rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

[Chorus]
Don’t you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don’t get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you

[Verse 2]
Excuse me
I really didn’t mean to ramble on
But theres a lot of feelings
That remain since you been gone
I guess you thought that I
Woulda put it all behind me
But it seems there's always something
Right there to remind me
Like a silly joke
Or somthin on the T.V.
Boy it ain't easy
When I hear our song
I get that same ol feelin'

[Bridge]
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn`t be telling you

[Chorus]
Don’t you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don`t get no better
As each day goes by
And im lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. Im still not over you

You (you)
Still not over you
Hey yeahhh
Mm mm

[Bridge]
Did you know I kept all of your pictures?
Don`t have the strength to part with them yet
Ohh no
Tried to erase
The way ya kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

[Chorus]
Don’t you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don’t get no better
As each day goes by
And im lost and confused
Ive got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. Im still not over you

Gt back my report slip...

ENGLISH: 43.0 [E8]
CHINESE: 62.0 [B4]
MATHEMATICS: 40.9 [E8]
SCIENCE: 42.6 [E8]
GEOGRAPHY: 59.0 [C5]
LITERATURE: 80.0 [A1]
DESIGN&TECHNOLOGY: 22.9 [F9]
HOME ECONOMICS: 50.0 [C6]
VISUAL ARTS: 80.0 [A1]

REMARKS
MERABEL IS A RESPONSIBLE CHAIRPERSON. SHE CARRIED OUT HER RESPONSIBILITIES WELL AND HAS THE SUPPORT OF THE CLASS. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK. HOWEVER, SHE SHOULD ALSO MANAGE HER TIME PROPERLY TO IMPROVE IN HER STUDIES.

haiishhh... my chinese drop from A1 to B4... how worse can it be... so damn disappointed in my results... The NIE teacher say why i can get A1 for literature but fail english. i said literature easy mahh... english so damn difficult lahh for this test...

Grouping for the 2nd round...

SHUQUN SEC♥
NGEE ANN SEC♥
PRESBYTERIAN HIGH♥
ST HILDAS


FAIRFIELD SEC
NANYANG GIRLS
CEDAR GIRLS
BUKIT PANJANG

Think gonna have a tough match againist ngee ann, presby and st hildas... win or lose doesn't matter... the most important is to enjoy the game... :))
1st match againist PHS!♥ on 21 of march...

This wednesday have volleyball camp... 3 days 2 night...sighh... im going to miss her like mad ok... can only see her during nationals... i just cant forget her... u are just too important to me... haiishhh...

haiishhh... i m just damn fucking sad now... i rather eu msg me to tell mii dat eu wunn like me... den nt reply me...
I CANT CONTROL MY FEELINGS...
TEARS JUST KEEP ROLLING DOWNN...
i really really love eu very much.. even more den i expected...
*anyway i dun think you will read my blog lahh.. you dun even giv a damn abt me...
THAT DAY WHEN I SAW EU AGAIN... THE FEELINGS CAME BACK... I ACTED AS NOTHING HAS HAPPENED... BUT IN MY HEART, ITS BLEEDING...

MOODLESS, MOOD SWING, EVERTHING... HEART ACHING...

i sprain my finger during training just now... pain sia...

CA1 RESULTS

CHINESE: 61/100 LOUSY!!!
MATHS : 58/100 LOUSY!!!
ENGLISH: 19/40 FAIL :/ BY 1 MARK CANN... HOPE MY PERSONAL RECOUNT WOULD PULL ME UP..
SCIENCE: 55/100 LOUSY!!!
GEOG : 19/35 LOUSY!!!
LIT : DUNN KNOW YET!!

today morning training... okok lahh... mii setting sucks man... cannot set to the correct position... den after training.. went to change den went to library to eat breakfast.. VP treat... he is damn nice cann... den we ate slowly... skipped almost a period of maths.. hahas... den mr tan went to find us.. hahas... so damn funny cann...
after school went going down the stairs... tio caught by DM... den went to do CIP... give brouches(sp?) den pick rubbish... its damn sian wann lorhh... den went to imm with wendy all... went to the playground... got 2 gurls si bei guai lan... mii at there kipp saying her... den she say wad.. ganster i scared ahh... den we go toilet come back... she complained to her mother... den her father wann hit wendy... den we all faster go out of imm... they say saw the 2 gurls father take out the phone... dunn know is take pic or wad... den we say tomolo wann change bag... hahas.. den comb centre parting... hahas.. kidding nia...

im just damn fucking sad cann... i just couldn't control my tears... urghh!!! i wish i could just believe eu... but ii cant... its like so damn obvious... arghhh!!! :'( SADDEEDDDD!!!!

ILOVECAROLYNLAHH!!!

First period literature... 1 word... SIANN!!! teacher kipp at dere kp me... i dun wann to do cannot ahh... my problem right... MYOB man... den D&T... air-con room... hahas... so shiok... after that we pon maths... went to canteen talk talk... bus leave at 11 am... so tired man on the bus... i slept.. :)
Reached PHS abt 11.35... den play ball... is like so damn early can... our match start at 12.45 lahh... nn we are the first to reach... HOHOHO!!! den play play play... den match start... so shuang sia... gt on air-con... won 2-1 againsit fairfield...
haiishh... saw carolyn... imissherman... stayed back to watch thier match... they won yuying sec... 2-0
Phs won pasir ris 2-1... close fight man... the 3rd match... pasir ris leading by alot... den phs catched up...

Yesterday went out with fernanda peiyi n shasha... we went to jurong point den to lot 1... fernanda pierce her lips ... den go to pei wan house... i go there andd pierce.. okok lahh.. nt as pain lahh... den play volleyball for awhile.. den go to tampines mall to meet jiamin... went we reach there is like wann 7 liao lorhh.. den we went to ljs... den saw joan they all... den she quickly run away... so qiao all go there... saw carolyn n her stead... they so sweet can... DUN BE JEALOUS!!! -.-'''... den when we go walk walk den saw jiamin below... we all walked there andd OMG!! she is crying... nn she walk damn fast ok... den took mrt home... reach jurong abt 8 plus wann 9 liao... actually wanted to sent peiyi home wann.. but its like... so late le lahh n my ez-link bo $$.. so didn't lorhh... reached home abt 9 plus... luckily my mother nt at home.. if nt sure kena scoldin... if i know she nt at home.. i should send her home man... haiishh.... ahh... nevermind.. over is over le... on the mrt... so sweet can... hehe...

SORRY FOR NOT REPLYING UR MSG!!! WAITED FOR EU TO REPLY TILL II FELL ASLEEP...
ILOVEYOU<33

anw tomorrow againist FMSS!!! must jiayou worhh...
woohoo... zahria ok le.. n i m nt gonna play... YAY!!! so happy =))

Today went to PHS to watch match... cabbed there... so squeezy can... den fernanda keep pushing lorhh... hahas... den shasha force mii and peiyi to hold hands... so paiseh sia...*blushes*... waited for the cab for like 20 mins can... all say cannot 5 person... only can 4 people... den we tell the uncle we in a rush... gt competition... hahas... taxi fare $11.90... everyone 2.50... hahas... den go up to the hall nn watch nanyang vs st hilda's...
Nanyang vs St hilda's... NANYANG WON!!!
Phs vs Cedar... CEDAR WON!!! but its ok... jiayou jiayou PHS!!! eu can do it... Next match againist pasir ris... must jiayou worhh...
Huayi vs Pasir ris... PASIR RIS WON!!!
Cchy vs Queensway... Dunn know who win lehh... no watch... psps...

TUESDAY, 6 MARCH
SQSS VS FMSS
NAS VS YYS
PHS VS PRS
*hope can stay nn watch...

ILOVEYOU ALL ALONG FROM THE START... THE FEELINGS STARTED TO FADE.. NN WHEN I SAW EU AGAIN... THE FEELINGS CAME BACK...
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*didn't copy n paste.. :))

SMOOCHIIES!!! TAKEKAIIRE OF YOURSELF!!! <33

As i say.. i will post.. hahas...
Won the match today... 2-0... forgot the score liao... hehe... my receiving sucks man... phew.. today i didn't make any service mistake.. hahas..
Den after that stay to watch ngee an vs bukit panjang... ngee an won... so yah... den after that watch B girls match againist ngee an B girls... ngee an won... 2nd match 24- 26.. is like so close cann... if they play 3 matches only good liao... cause they no need to leave so early.. actually wann say byebye to her wann... but she singing the hu lala song... the da chang jin wann... so didn't say lorhh... but did msg her lahh...

Cassandra say mii big bully!!! =(( i am nt lorhh... me veri good de ok... hahas... CASSANDRA IS A BIG BULLY!!!! i hide her fixtures... hahas... dun give her... at last still return lahh.. hehe!!

How i wish the time would just remain as just now... sighh... cant bear her to leave me... =(( SADDEDDD!!!! who will understand how sad i feel...

For common test... i did very badly... gt 19/35 for geography... n 26/50 for maths... wahh... i didn't noe i just passed... hahahas...

ILOVEYOU!!!

in school

Borinnggggggggggggggg!!!!
Nw in the computer labb... SCIENCE!! i hate it mann... N the airconn here is like damnn coldd cann... *shivers* freezing!!!!

Ltr vs CCH...
Zahria nt going again... sighh... i dun wann play...
match at 2.15 nn ngee an's at 3.00... hope we can stay nn watch... haiishh...
30 more mins nn den can get out of this damn cold room... leaving class at 12.. bus leaving at 12.30... hope this time our bus will be a big wann... hahas...

blog ltr at home...
CIAOZ

in school

Borinnggggggggggggggg!!!!
Nw in the computer labb... SCIENCE!! i hate it mann... N the airconn here is like damnn coldd cann... *shivers* freezing!!!!

Ltr vs CCH...
Zahria nt going again... sighh... i dun wann play...
match at 2.15 nn ngee an's at 3.00... hope we can stay nn watch... haiishh...
30 more mins nn den can get out of this damn cold room... leaving class at 12.. bus leaving at 12.30... hope this time our bus will be a big wann... hahas...

blog ltr at home...
CIAOZ

last day of common test..

phew... finally common test end le...
sigh... my english only gt 19/40... 1 more mark to pass... nevermind.. still gt personal recount to pull me up...
Chinese... haiishh... gt 61/100 damn disappointed.. from A1 drop to B3...

Tmr againist CCH, 2.15...
yesterday... when we leaving phs... ngee an come... sighh... tmr our match at 2.15 theirs at 3.00... sure cant stay n watch wann lorhh... stupid coach n the teacher lahh... freaking teacher at first say can stay den at last say cannot... LIER!!! when on the bus, no mood at all... feel like crying... but keep my tears back... sighh... acted like nothing has happen... SADDEDD!!!

1st day of nationals

Today againist xinmin sec... won!!!
I hate being main lahh... ZAHRIA!!! u must faster ok worhh...
I like being reserve lahhh... reserve so fun...
sighh... today serve 1 outball... den coach say must control... aiyoo... difficult sia... i dun knw how control lahh... always serve out dde...
sian... haiiishhh...

nationals

haiishhh... saddeddd.... today maths n chinese common test... die le lahh... confirm flunk all my subjects... sighh...
tomorrow NATIONALS... againist xinmin sec... zahria not going... so its either me or amanda play... hope is amanda play... i dun wann be main... stress man... i like being reserve... wahahhaa... everyone was like wanting to be main... but i dun wann... hahas... i m nuts... HOHOHO!!!!

so wad if i am irritating... its true dat i care abt eu and <3 you... LALALA...

ILOVEYOU!!!

ENGLISH ; i love you
POLISH ; ja kocham cibie
FRENCH ; je t'aime
HINDI ; hum tumhe pyar karte hae
CZECH ; miluji te
SLOVAKIAN ; lu'bim ta
ITALIAN ; ti amo
UKRAINIAN ; ya tebe kahayu
GERMAN ; ish libe dish
CHINESE ; wo ai ni
GREEK ; s' agapo
HAWAIAN ; aloha wau ia oi
LITHUIANIAN ; tav myliu
KOREAN ; sa rang hae yo
JAPENESE ; aishiteru
ROMANIAN ; te ubsec
BOSNIAN ; volim te
ALBANIAN ; te dua
FILIPINO ; mahal kita
SPANISH ; te amo
PORTUGESE ; amo te
ARABIAN ; annah be hebic

When you like someone, you like them inspite of their faults. When you love someone, you love them with their faults."

"You mean the world to me and I'll never stop loving you 'Cause what you have given me I can never repay And if we meet again somehow, I will love you then as now 'Cause you mean the world to me."

If kisses were water,i'll give eu a sea. if hugs were leaf,i'll give u a tree, if spaces were love i'll give u eternity & if u are true n sincere to me i'll keep my love for u..

To love is nothing... To be love is something... To love and be love is everything.. i m mothing... you are something... so let mii be ur EVERYTHING...

As the cloud is passing by, My love balloon is floating high, thousands people passing by. But only eu capture my heart, my soul and bring colours to my black n white life...

Dear, A thousand people passed my way before, but no one has touched me more than you. Thank you for being the person i can trust. the person i can love, the person i can lean on...

There is a wide ocean in between us... We are 2 people that are too far apart... i don't wish to make a big fuss... But u have stolen my heart...

The shortest word is "I"...The sweetest word is"love"... The only word for me is "you" <33333

Without love i m nt happy, without eu wad is love, i lurve euu and is U dat i found love...

If my message can bring you lovely smiles, then ur smiles can bring me eternal joy. If my love can bring ue happiness, then ur happiness will cure all my sickness, love you <33

If love is about time, my love for you is eternity. if love is abt feelings. you are my emotions nad my mind. if love is abt people, its abt u n me.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold, gently nesting us to. the fold, like silken thread it holds us fast, bond like this are meant to last.. woaini. ILOVEYOU!!! mwuackz...

common test

today is the 1st day of common test...i think i m gonna flunk my english and geog... sigh... cant get into my brain... memory full liao... brain reject... LALALAS..
anyway must jiayou for monday de maths and chinese test... hope my brain wun reject again...
SIAN SIAN SIAN....
tomorrow die liao le... confirm kena scolding wann... but its worth it... hahas... because of some reasons...

ILOVEYOU, MY DARLING!!!

sigh

sigh... i m sad...
but i dun know why am i sad... just feel sad...
a whole in my heart???
feel empty...
haiishhh....
ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU....
LURVE YOU LOTS <3
dar... ILY...

NEW YEAR

sigh... wad a sadd new year i have... SADD-ED!!!
When you are sad. i'll share the sadness with eu... but when you are happy, will u share the joy with me?
I may look strong on the outside, but inside i am nt...
Dun let that be our last goodbye... =((
I just cant cheer up :( something is bothering me... only u can cheer me up...
Nothing will change my heart for euu... <3
LIFE IS SO UNPREDICTABLE, SO LOST N UNDECIDED, TO TURN RIGHT OR LEFT, TO SCREAM OR TO CRY...
I'll wait for you... The longest wait is not created by the amount of time passed, but by ur mind...

Ask yourself this question...
Which is more painful? A broken bone or watching the person you love die infront of you?

""放齐一个你很爱的人,很痛苦!别等到错过后才去后悔,别等到失去后才想挽回!!!""
""我可以陪你去看星星 不用再多说明 我就要和你在一起 我不想在一次和你分离!!!""
""你想要的我却不能够给你我全部我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的""
""我爱你，你是我的唯一""
""我爱你，你是我的罗密欧，我愿意变成你的祝英台，幸福的每一天，浪漫的每一夜，把爱永远不放开 ILOVEYOU... ""
""我愿意为了你上刀山下油锅""
"" 为了喜欢的人，为她牺牲是利索但然的事""

celebration

at home... didnt go anywhere... new year eve but dun feel happy... moodless... no mood.... sigh...

Yesterday....
went to school den gt prize giving... so ps lorhh... so mani ppl looking... den when B girls turn... kimberly walk behind daphne den she step daphne leg den the shoe come out... hahas... so funny...
den go back class... me, era n amanda take the basket for the hamper thingy bring to DnT there... den the person help us cut of the handle... hahas... den went to canteen to wrap lorh... den the handle we put as the smile den cut off 2 circles put as the eyes. den also use the angbao put as the ears... hahas... so messy lorh... den we went up to the hall watch performance... watched about 5 mins den end liao... den gt prize-giving... den announce the hamper wraping prize...
3rd prize: 2/1
2nd prize: hanz sae his former class so its 1B...
1st prize: he sae our neighbour class... we tot is 1A cause 2nd prize is 1B mah... but at last is our class... den amanda dun wann go... she keep on saying dun wann go lorh... den at last she still go... den zouyi n hanz keep on saying chairman vice-chair... chairman vice-chair... if amanda really dun wann go i must go lorhh... or aik peng... luckily amanda go... den she come back her whole hand shivering... hahas... poor thing... she say she gt stage fright... hahas... den went imm eat mac den go the playground there play... den liqin go home... den left me n pei yi... den we go walk walk sit sit... den when going back to the playground there saw amanda n shih min buying things... den walk closer saw joyce zahria n shasha... den shasha keep on disiao... den walked back school cause i forgot return the class key... den walked to je... buy the malt candy... i eat it for 1 hour... hahas... eat till veri tired sia... den eat halfway pei yi sae wanna go buy also... den acc her go buy den go back up see ppl iceskate... eat finish liao den we go library... den rain... so heavy... -.- den we go back je buy ice cream den go up ice skating there... so cold liao den still eat ice cream... hahas... den we go popular... after that i acc pei yi wait for 98... 1 bus den alot of ppl go up den wait for another wann... den she went up the bus den i walk to mrt there den take mrt go home...

nationals

nationals starts on 26th of feb!!! dats fast... is like 10 more days lahh... OMG!!! so fast... haiishhh....

ILY!!!!!!

prize-giving

Prize-Giving today... went to cck... watched C boys match... n they won...

C boys : 1st
B boys : 1st
C girls : 2nd
B girls : 3rd

watched the finals... jurong sec n bukit panjang... n guess who won... bukit panjang... so yahh.. they are 1st for B girls....
this year is medal lorhh... nt trophy... so cheap skate sia... den took the medal. took pics den return to teacher... -.- den tomorrow giving out during morning assembly... is like so ps lorhh... so many ppl looking at you... arghhh...
den tomorrow gt hamper wraping competition... amanda say dun win... cause if win she must go up n take the prize... hahas...

Total Defence Day

VALENTINE!!!

so sad cant go on monday... stupid lahh... have training.... haiishh... nevermind... can see u in nationals...

TODAY!!! HAPPY VALENTINE'S

went wif pei yi, li qin n ruoquan to je library... den saw yii mei all... den at there talk talk talk... they r all laughing... i was like uh? very funni meh... stream gap i think... hahas... saw jia hui at there... when going out of library, li qin go down the escalator den we all still on top... den she come up we go down... she come down den we go up... den she dun wann go up liao... we keep on asking her to come up... den she come up we go up to 3rd floor... hahas... den at last go down to 2nd floor... den saw her... den went to imm... we go play the playground lorhh... all small kids except us... had fun there... gt the merry-go-round... pei yi n me sit den li qin push... so giddy!!! after tat cant even walk straight... den around 5 plus li qin go home... den left pei yi n me... den my mother n bro came... my mum gave me $115... den she gave me $15 to eat... -.- at last didn't spend money on food... went to ip zone buy clothes...didn't noe wad to buy... headache sia... bought shirt jeans n belt same as pei yi... the same wann... she sae going to wear the same thing when we go out... hahas... den went to daiso walk walk... nth much to say... den send her house down- stairs the bus- stop... walked from imm back to school... saw irene at the bus stop... she gave me a hug... hahas...den pei yi pei me wait 187... when i on the bus saw the time... 8pm... den took mrt to yew tee.. den slowly walk home... hahas...

IENJOYEDTHEDAYALOT!!!

1 more day

1 MORE DAY!!!!!

i m so excited!!!!

tomorrow!!!!

ILOVEYOU<3

haiiishh...

today woke up at around 7.15 den i was like WTH!!! so late liao... i m suppose to wake up at 6 lahh... stupid maid... no call me... den take cab to ZOOOO!!! wait for the rest to come wait for like 45 mins lorh...
have lots of fun there... took alot of pics... but all at raehanna's camera... den at last watched the elephant show... hahas... the elephants so clever can... li hai man.. walked back to the entrance... walk like 10 mins... damn long ok... den take bus go back school...
went back to school den call pei yi ask whether can go out... her father dun let lorh... i dun care... she today no pei me monday must pei me hor... u monday no pei me i dun friend u liao... fernanda syahira n me when to JE meet shasha... den go eat long john... saw alot of ppl at there lorh... after that went to library.... den go kfc sit sit... wait for huiting to come... den go popular find her... den fernanda so pai seh... see her faster hide... den i go call hui ting... den fernanda hide.. shasha keep on pulling her... hahas... damn funny lorh... after that fernanda go imm find her father... den shasha accompany her walk there... i dun wann go... walk there den walk back... bo liao lorh... den go home lo....

2 MORE DAYS!!!! OH YEAH! OH YEAH!

ILOVEYOU<3

FUCK LAH

CB lahh... call him ask hw... cannot ask other ppl meh... still gt face tell me no one will snatch with u wann lahh... FUCKER!!!! BITCH LAH!!! tis kind of mei bu yao ye ba... still ask him to tell me u wann meet me at the bus stop... u talk to him big fuck ah... dai sai meh... KNNCCB...
wateva lahh... tomorrow den u noe... dun wann talk abt this anymore... spoil my mood...

todae didn't go to school.. fever... played wif water yesterdae... i no go also gd lahh... no nid see her face...

5 more days!!!

ILOVEYOU<3

hahas...

today after school went to science centre...damn fun ok... do hands on activites... so fun... den after tat pei yi n me went around the science centre... so damn nice ok... den gt the bouncy bouncy balls... u lean againist it den u will rebonds to the other ball... have lots of fun there... after tat went to play with the water... gt damn wet... we are like running n running... the water fountain... hahas... den we pull people inside also... den they got wet too... HAHAHS... think i m having fever now... somemore we so wet den went into the science centre... is like damn cold can...

6 more days!!!!

Scorpio - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in Your negative traits: You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on Your ideal partner: Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task! Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed. Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis. Your dating style: Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date. Your seduction style: Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real. You have incredible sexual intuition - you always know what your lover craves A bit bossy. You know what you want, and you certainly aren't afraid to ask for it. Tips for the future: Don't be so secretive with your love - they want you the way you are Let go of your jealousy. Your partner has chosen *you* Spend more time alone, doing things you love. It will help you be less obsessive. Best color to attract mate: Dark red Best day for a date: Tuesday

What's" Your Love Profile?

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I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning,
A reason for living,
A deeper meaning, yeah.
Chorus
I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bath with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me.
And when the stars are shining
brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish, send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry.
The tears of joy for all the
pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the
comfort and protection of
the highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you.
Chorus
Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standing right before you
All that you need witl surely come
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
Chorus
I want to stand with you on a
mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

gonna be quite a short post...
today went out wif shasha to tampiness mall n century square... go walk walk... wanna ask her... but she sae nt free.. so nevermind lorh...
den wanna go causeway point meet joyce n amanda den on the way there joyce sae want to go imm... den go lorh... joyce n amanda damn bo liao lorh... say new year go coach house de time wear same shirt, pants n BRA!!! -.-''' den i say why dun buy panties also... hahas.... so paiseh lorh...they go royal sporting house to choose bra... den they both at there choose n choose see n see... den joyce ask shasha which colour nicer... blue or green... den shasha so ps... dun dare see.... den the eyes red red wann... siao sia... somemore joyce go say loud loud on the mrt sae GO BUY BRA LAHH... at first they at queensway look for that too den sae dun have den go causeway there also dun have den wann go imm see... they choose for like damn long lahh... den at last say wann go back queensway buy... -.- they say tomolo den go buy... den went to buy slippers.... all those singlish words on the slipper... den went to giant... go in walk walk den saw at the hulla hoop there gt ballon...joyce is like damn scared of ballon hahas... den we play the ballon.. shasha jump den wanna hit the ballon but miscue hahas... den amanda also.. saw electronic piano... we stuck there for veri long... joyce noe how play piano de ok... damn nice lorh... we record den playback record den playback... hahas... den we saw vollyball... is like damn hard lahh... shasha hand injured.. cannot set... no setter how...
get well soon shasha!!! den went to play holla hoop... joyce go play den we keep adding... add till 4 den joyce go say i wann 11 den we all wann take give her den she sae dun wan dun wan... hahas... den gt 1 auntie go stop us... sae cannot play... hahas... den was like wah lao... play till so fun den spoil our mood... stupid sia... den walked back to jurong take mrt... reach home around 8.10... is like still damn early lorh...
how i wish the time can stay at yeaterdae... haiishh...
the earth's still rotating.
the sky is still blue.
the clouds are still white.
we still have to wake up early in the morning for school.

why cant it stop at somewhere dat we wann... sadded!!!!!

opps its nt a short post... hahas....

LOVEYOUALWAYS <3

damn sad sia... lost to nanyang... 2-0...21-25 22-25 saddd.... everyone cried... they all came... watch B girls match... they won... 2-1... congrats congrats... den went to lot 1... carolyn lyvia eugenia stayed at lot 1 ... the rest when to tampiness... den shasha n fernanda went wif them... left me alone... so ya... stayed at lot 1 ...
den after tat take train to tampiness... is damn far ok... stand all the way... sorry for saying dunno when u talk to me.. juz wanna pei you... went to tampiness den i tot u will go down also.. so i walk out of the train... sorry!!! didn't even say bye to you...
haiishhh... next time pei you go home lorh... if early lahh... dun even noe when den can see you... we r like so far away from each other lahh...

HAO XIN MEI HAO BAO!!!
ask lyvia ok mahh den she sae nth... dots... n she diao me lorh... u see me where bu shuang... tell me lahh... hahas... jkjk...

ILOVEYOU<3

in school nw... haiiishh... stomach cramp... finals later... doing the stupid vocab quest... ask n learn... boring... 12 den can go... so late...

LOVEYOUALWAYS<3

early in the morning msg tat person and yeah tat person reply me... hahas... said my pleasure to me... i so damn happy can... =))
haiishhh.... wanna ask u to go watch our match but den scared at last u all no go... very sad de lorh... i 'll be damn disappointed if i ask le den u all no go...

day after tomorrow is our finals le... JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! must win must win... alot of supporters sia... all the sec 1s... scary!!! hope coach dun call me go serve... dun think can serve over larhhh... deproved till cannot deproved sia... den coach scold me ok... sae must go back train service liao... sian larhh... must serve to the piller lorh... like so bai chi can...

tomorrow actually wanna TP watch nas match but the coach is like purposly dun let us go lorh... monday after competition actually also wann go de den coach ask us go back school lorhh... den tomolo also cannot go... cause gt the damn training... if no go training also nid go science centre... SIAN SIAN SIAN...

♥ILOVEYOU<3

yesterdae match againist bukit panjang govt. high... we won but our marks isn't that good...
n my service DEPROVED!!! arghhh.... cant serve over.... haiishhh....

next match tis friday... vs nanyang... FINALS!!! match at choa chu kang at 1.45pm... dun wanna to ask any of u all go... always ask den at last no go... wish u all will go but i noe its impossible lah... so all the best...
JIAYOU FOR YOUR MATCH TOMORROW!!!!

ok... sch was like getting boring... i'll fail my science test.... i dun even wanna listen larhh... hate tat teacher man... irritating lahh... geography also will fail... didn't listen in class... dun bother to learn... haiiishhh...
today went wif "cassandra" yii mei n zahria to the playground opp. school... hahas... have so much fun there... so yup... saw lots of broken glass on the floor so took 1 n cut my hand... didn't bleed but gt mark... at the hall shasha keep on asking me to cut... i dun wann... i scared pain sia... den she sae if u dun cut means u dun like tat person... but at last i didn't cut lahh... cut also no use... haiiishhhh...

♥LOVEYOUALWAYS ♥

todae won unity...
1st match: 25- 3
2nd match: 25- 13

haiiishhh... totally disappointed in you... u didn't keep ur pomise... IHATEYOU!!!
give stupid excuse nia... why muz i live in tis world... haiishhh... SAD SAD SAD!!!!!! arghhhhh....

ok... todae no mood la.... after competition we wanna stay back to watch match de... den the fcuking coach call us go back... den we all complain sae dun wanna go back... den mr chua bo bian call coach den coach sae wad all go back... n yesterdae coach juz scold me for going back to sch instead of going hm straight cause my house quite near there... den todae ask go back school... stupid sia...

den went back to school, coach give us a choice, 1: go home 2: stay back n teach the sec 1s....
cannot half go home half stay.... i wanna stay but dun wanna teach the sec 1s... starting most of them wanna stay den a few wanna go hm... at last all decide to go home which i didn' agree... who cares... den coach tell us to take a piece of paper write down all of our house no. n sae wann us to reach home by 4, he will call... if when he call u still nt at home, will get it from him... den is like juz go back sch den sae go home... school is like far from my house lahhh...

BAD MOOD!!!!!!

todae meet fernanda shasha bellamy n wen yi at jurong... den take bus to jurong point... wait for tat freaking bus wait so long... went to jurong point go see shoes n jersey... is damn nice ok...
went to eat... we all actually wanna go eat long john de... den sit there for a while, decided nt to eat there... went to moss burger... fernanda bought her food le... den me n shasha wanted to eat somewhere else... thought bellamy n wen yi will eat at moss burger there... at last they go wif us eat kfc... den we was like wah ps fernanda... eat finish le went to arcarde to play... wen yi play de car de... so li hai lor... got 2nd for the 1st game n 2nd game got 1st... pro man... den we play the basketball wann... so fun... hahas...
den after tat went to dunno wad shop la... wanted to buy smth for tat person... yeah... but when looking den fernanda suddenly sae smth happen to bellamy n wen yi... den we all run run run go find them...
den went to taham jurong play vb wif jurong de ppl... have lots of fun there... den around 5 plus 6 went hm...

wanna buy smth for tat person... but dunno wad tat person like sia... dunno wad to buy... headache sia... both shasha n me also same.... -.- if buy le also dunno dare to give ma... veri ps wann lor... on the phone i dun even dare to talk to her... arghhh.... onli sae buhbye to her.... den they all sae i like wann tat person to put down the phone like tat... actually i dun wann de lor... haiiishhh....

LOVEYOUALWAYS<3

today againist river valley high... we won....
1st match : 25 - 15
2nd match : 25 - 9

den went all the way back to school juz to watch video... -.- yeah!!! den coach told us we will be getting addidas jersey for the next competition...


haiishhh... i miss you alots.... sadded when u didn't come... u always busy de... =((
i rather u sae it personally to me... more sincere... at least u bother to wish me... THANKS!!! =)) if u come to watch our match, promise to go watch your match too... thanks for ur concern... i really appreciate it loads...

♥ LOVEYOUALWAYS<3

todae againist yuhua sec...
1st match : 25- 1
2nd match: 25- 6
coach sae we played badly -.-.... and den dun wanna make jersey for us lo... all other division gt new addidas jersey except us lo... no new jersey... hate it man...
juz sick of waking up early in the morning everyday... if time could juz be at 1 point of life it will be good...

how i wish time could turn back.... i would cherish the time i had u... haiiishhh... damn sad...
no mood la... so so so sad....
when u told me wad i m waiting for, i m damn sad... okiies.... nt free fine lor... its ok... dun feel like living in tis world... u told me it juz a matter of time... after so long i still cant forget u.... saddd!!!!!


♥ LOVEYOUALWAYS<3

haiishh... WEST ZONE STARTING!!!! is like day after tomorrow??? omg!!! is damn fast...
damn tired... i m juz sick of going to sch... wonder how i can play during west zone... hand still haven recover... mother dun wanna bring so see sinseh la... she sae normal la... play ball will injured de... so long le still haven ok sia...
ermm... since 4th jan... let me count.... todae is 15th so its 15- 4 = 11!!!!! lols... lame rite...
u will give tis face =.=


ILOVEYOU<3
love you always....

haiishhh... i dun wanna see u sad... if u r sad i'll also be sad... it hurts me when i noe u are sad...


this is somethings tat i seriously will do it for u... its truly from my heart... i mean wad i sae...

if u nid someone to talk to, feel free to talk to me...

if u nidsomeone to talk to,i will listen to wad u have to sae and wouldn't talk if u didn't wanna me to talk...

if u nid a shoulder to lean on, i'll always be there for u...

if u nid a punching bag to vent ur anger, i m willing to be a puching bag juz for u ...


ILOVEYOU<3
will always be there for u

sian... so bored sia... todae no go school... sick!!! actually wanna go de lo.. but den i wake up alr 7am le... wun late la.. but tired la...didn't go see doctor... lazy!!! hahas...
sleep till 11 plus... den wake up watch tv... watch watch watch... till 2 plus 3 den on the com... wanna play audi de but the stupid asiasoft passport undergoing maintenance till 7... yeah... going to end le... den can play le...

I really really love you veri much!!!!
believe it or nt...

nowsaday lazy to post le... called san fen zhong re du... yesterdae sprain my hand la... damn pain... now onli can use left hand... heng nt left hand sia... if nt i cannot write le...
todae training outdoor!!! sian la... cause of sec 1... so damn unfair lo... last yr we also dun have campfire... tis yr they have... NT FAIR... den tis yr can move qround freely last yr cant...
nw typing also hand pain... cannot play audi... sian...

ILOVEYOU<3
u will always be in my heart...

todae fernanda shasha syahira n me go jurong cut hair..

After cutting hair, we went to Bukit Panjang Plaza... meet yan qi at there... den we go walk walk... den shop around... syahira wanna buy shoes but no stock so go to Lot 1 buy... yeah... den take LRT to CCK buy...
went to Lot 1....fernanda went to pierce her right ear... den the stupid person go pierce her ear den sae never go in den take out... blood flows out.. den pierce again... stupid sia... muz be juz join de... newbie man...
den go mac sit sit accompany yan qi wait for lishi come... den fernanda mother msg her cal her go buy wallet den we all accompany her go buy... after tat walked to the interchange... talk a while... den go hm...

For tat person...
wad can i do for u.. i m willing to do anything for u... if u nid any help n nid someone to help... dun forget me... i will try my best to help u ... counting down to the dae den we can see each other... love you always <3 ....